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I'm done drinking for good

>>9783963

I've been doing well. Lots of soda water. Only drinking alcohol in moderation during special occasions. Stay strong, bros.

>>9783970
Welp it's been 5 days better celebrate somehow

>>9783894
I usually reach for a drink around noon. If I haven't had one by 2 then I need to. I don't really want to quit or cut back, but I kind of incidentally am because it takes me so fucking long to get drunk anymore.
>inb4 just buy spirits
Last time I had a handle of vodka put an end to that basically.

>>9783971
Based bubble water, makes you think like you're having at least some sort of drink.

>>9783982
Erry time.

>>9784019
just buy spirits

>>9783971
when i did the whole sober thing i crushed coconut lacroix like i did beer.

>>9784019
iktf. i dont understand why i love punishing myself so much. I was always an existential wreck, anxiety, constantly battling nihilism, but after getting drunk a few times i realized that if all else failed,that if life was a meaningless mistake brought about by arbitrary evolutionary processes i could at least just drink myself to death. Just party to the grave. lol, problem is the party stops once the real drinking happens and now i dont know whats worse: sobriety or drinking.

got drunk last night with coworkers and talked to some old boomer chick thats a counsellor or something. she started pressing me on psychological stuff, etc. I told her that the self is an illusion created by biological integration in the brain that creates the impression of a "me-ness" but its not a tangible thing. She gave me a look and told me that was depressing.

anyways sorry for the blogpost

>>9784057
No problem about the blog post m8. I actually found it pretty relatable.

>>9784019
just buy spirits

>>9784057
>i dont know whats worse: sobriety or drinking.
so true

It’s to the point where if I don’t strategically place vodka/chaser somewhere before passing out, gf will wake up and see me drink, think it’s okay, and then all of a sudden I have half as much booze. I’m breddy close to just keeping a handle under the bathroom sink desu.

had 13 hours of nice restful sleep
its been awhile

>>9784083
Carry bottled ‘water’ often.
Get stealth hip flask (disguised as a wallet or w/e)
Hide booze in basket connected to fishing line out of window, reel in as needed. Place new bottles in here when returning from shop.
Fill hosepipes with vodka.
Bury bottles in garden/houseplants, leave screw top protruding, carry straw.
Mail booze to yourself in large container of whatever.
Hide bottles in a box of cereal only you eat.

>>9784093
Jesus I miss sleeping for 12 hours straight so badly. I always used to do it like 10 years ago but that was before I started drinking.

al/ck/ always shits around about how grass is “the only thing that keeps me dry”, and I’m always curious what their setups look like because we all live in such squalor. While the thread is a newborn, wanna shit it up with your rigs?
>inb4 DUDE LMAO

>>9784121
weed gives me panic attacks

>>9784110
>fill hosepipes with vodka
God damn that was a classic thread. Something that honestly surprised me and that I had never ever heard of someone doing before, but there it was.

>>9784121
I just roll joints desu. One every 1-2 hrs and I don’t want to drink

Do you guys have any cures for WD nausea? I'm going fucking crazy here.

>>9784128
Yeah al/ck/ was awesome for a while. We still get over 100 posters typically, wonder how many are kil

>>9784121

>>9784132
sitting down in the tub with hot water hitting you in the face while sipping warm beer until able to drink again

>>9784121
go take your stoner alch derail somewhere else or go to 420chan ffs.

>>9784125
Same here. Basically at my highest it got so bad I was experiencing what I'm pretty sure had to be depersonalization and derealization. I kept trying to smoke for a while longer because my entire social circle did for a time, but when the highs just kept being bad I dropped it forever.

>>9784141
I'm trying to quit though.

>>9784144
Okay, okay, it was really just the squalor aspect of it all that intrigued me. Calm down, anon. Nobody actually cares about that here.
But I
>ran out of vodka
>am too injured to go to the shops
>almost two in the afternoon
>am stuck at a stalemate until gf folds and finally goes to the store and I can throw monies at her
>stuck with DUDE LMAO until then
Usually those posts and responses trigger me, too. But today I was just curious.

>>9784133
I'm pretty confident the guy who drank multiple liters of vodka a day is dead.

>>9784167
He's actually not.

>>9784148
>I'm pretty sure had to be depersonalization and derealization
are you me? it stuck around with me unfortunately. first time getting high i freaked the fuck out and was never the same.

>>9784136
I bought some vapes, but only for health benefits, and they take too long so I don’t use them. Pretty indifferent about stoner culture.
I had a bong, but smoked crack in it one day, so threw it away when booze WD anxiety/paranoia hit.
I just have a papers and a grinder. I’d recommend all alchies try it given how immeasurably healthy it has been for me to use it to escape alcohol.

>>9784154
long hot showers still help, if you have the will power to taper i would suggest that. for me the nausea is usually associated with my headache so treating that tends to help with feeling like i want to yak. pho helps too.

anyone else turn into a degenerate perv when hungover or wding? ill crank one out in bed like 4 times in one day.

this sucks because i have a great gf and think porn is immoral.

>>9784183
Right now I just have nausea and some shaking/heart palpitations. I can't even keep water down.

>>9784195
how many hours/days since your last drink and how much were you drinking?

if its bad you might want to consider medical treatment so you dont get seizures

>>9784191
nah but i dont wank when im drinking
but goddamn that first wank after not doing it for a week

>>9784191
Yeah my libido becomes fucking dangerous, I hit on absolutely every half-decent gril. Will presumably be beaten up/attested soon.

>>9784164
hmm for squalor:
live in a college dorm apartment.
one room to myself and a shared kitchen
Only have my computer( on a computer desk), a fan, a dresser and my bed and empty bottles.
I have the dreaded beer flies in my room now.
Everyone else has AC, TV, and other shit.
They just acknowledge me as an alc and I heard one roommate say "He is always drunk", so oh well.

>>9784121
I just have a little glass pipe an ex got me years ago, and a little bong (maybe a foot tall) that I smoke on the porch.

weed is readily available where I live (west coast BC). Just hit up the nearest dispensary (there's like five within a ten minute's walk from my house) and bought a gram of a hybrid called Scout Master for $10, should last me about five days. Smoking a cheeky bowl in my rooms, listening to the local university radio and sipping on a cider before I go to work. It's some lady speaking in russian and playing russian music, pretty cozy desu

>>9784202
My last drink was around midnightish. I've been to the hospital at least 12 times alone this year. they're sick of seeing me. I usually drink around 750ml of vodka per day. I can't take living like this anymore.

>>9784167
If you’re talking about 1.75l boi, I’m right here baby.

>>9784230
ever try the high cbd low thc stuff?

the high thc shit makes me fucking mental but im curious about the high cbd stuff

>>9784243
How are you doing these days?

>>9784239
wish i had more answers for ya man.

idk how im not fat. i drink like 6-18 beers a day and dont eat particularly well

>>9784265
Do you tend to starve yourself when you drink? I go days sometimes without eating so my tolerance doesn't go up.

>>9784285
maybe a little but its usually like one giant meal. i do lift during the week but i am drunk 24/7 from 5pm on friday on the weekends

>>9784250
I've never actively seeked it out, I don't really pay attention to that kind of stuff, I just buy whatever. I can handle THC pretty well (daily smoker so my tolerance is pretty high) but I'm definitely interested in CBD. I think it might help with sober anxiety.

I don't know how you guys can smoke weed. Shit sends my anxiety through the roof.

>>9784305
i think most active alcs cant desu

only times i have ever enjoyed marijauna i was bordering on blackout drunk

>>9784251
I am ok. I gave myself some gnarly rugburn (I’ve been shitposting about that), and also posted my recycling last thread.
I’ve been immersed in the sopranos lately but that’s about all I’ve been up to. Phantom pains in my lower right abdomen area, but I’m making it to the next thread for sure.
Thanks for asking. How are you, anon?

>>9784305
Just used to it I suppose. I know it’ll give me anxiety for the first 20 mins or so if I let it, but I can just tell myself it’s normal and it disappears. Not like the booze WD anxiety, over which I have no control.

>>9784322
>Not like the booze WD anxiety, over which I have no control.
WD anxiety feels like psychosis. I remember once i near had a damn panic attack because i didnt recognize all the creases in my hands

>>9784342
Yeah it’s disgusting beyond description. The worst possible shit I can imagine happening to me suddenly feels imminent and threatening.

Last night was pretty bad

>spend a lot of time making a meat sauce from scratch
>grew everything in it
>decide to reheat it(what was left over) for a nice meal to hopefully sober up a bit so I can drink longer
>pass out on the recliner
>wake up some time later to a disgusting burned food smell
>ohfuckmerunningbackward.png
>pan is reduced to a pile of burned charcoal that was once a delicious tomato-basil meat sauce
>pot of water I had boiling for pasta is completely empty
>entire house fucking reeks of burned food smell

I ruined the $100 pan I had the sauce in too. Pls kill me.

>>9784305
I can only smoke when I have my life in order, otherwise I know that the anxiety is warranted.

When everything is alright I can get a really cosy high though. Weed is only worth it if I'm stacked up on good boy points.

>>9784375
>using expensive stuff when loaded
bad idea

>>9784318
I drink and smoke weed every day. I don't smoke huge amounts, usually a couple small bowls a day. A gram lasts me about four or five days. If there's any anxiety it usually passes pretty quick, and i usually only get anxiety from weed when I'm not drinking

>>9784174
The memory stuck with me for sure. It got better with many years, and I never literally felt it again, but goddamn it it was the worst most horrifying thing I've ever felt. I think I was quite affected by it for several years, but I just kept drinking and it seems to be more distant now. It was a huge existential problem for me though.

>>9784191
Same here. I kinda miss my crazy libido from when I was drinking all day, I'm a year dry and wanking feels lame.

>>9784285
You should force yourself to eat, you're fucking your pancreas otherwise. And it doesn't affect your tolerance.

>>9784455
I would love to if I could keep anything down.

>>9784407
Just one more thing to add to the list of things I've destroyed while wasted.

>>9784121
strugglecore desu

gets the job done though.

jesus alcohol sweats make your bed smell

>>9784191
With alcohol withdrawals I get incredibly hard erections, often for no reason. If I sit around fapping all day I get porn flashing through my head when I close my eyes and it rapidly degrades into horror movie stuff that keeps me from even attempting to sleep for several days or until I get drunk again. This only happens when I'm too sick to keep drinking and forced to detox a bit

>>9783894
Is 500ml of vodka (drank with 2l of coke) a day alcoholism?

I managed to lay off beer, which is good, (I could drink like, 8 bottles a day...) but I started to drink this shit...
I don't know how to stop... I'm thinking about askimg wife to keep money away from me, so can't buy anything... But I fear humiliation.

>>9784513
>fap binging on wds until there's porn on your eyelids

iktf

>>9784519
Post your bank card to yourself

>>9784519
ALCOHOLISM IS ADDICTION

THERE IS NO MAGIC ALCOHOLISM DAILY DOSE WHERE YOU TAKE ONE MORE SIP AND YOU'RE SUDDENLY A TRUE ALCOHOLIC WHILE ONE SIP LESS MAKES YOU A NORMIE

DIABETES WILL PROBABLY KILL YOU FIRST THOUGH DIRTY SODA FIEND

>>9784534
Youre probably right..
>soda
I lost 19kg after laying off beer.

>>9783971
Awesome dude. So proud of you. What do you do to make life bearable?

>>9784519
probs on the road to it.

theres no line where suddenly you are an alcoholic.

>>9784243
>>>9784167
>If you’re talking about 1.75l boi, I’m right here baby.
Did you stop?

>>9784504
havent washed my bed in over a year

sheets were white at one point

>>9784519
>Is 500ml of vodka (drank with 2l of coke) a day alcoholism?
idk
>I don't know how to stop...
Then yes it is.

Switch back to beer and taper that. Or taper spirit but it's often harder.

>>9784519
>Is 500ml of vodka (drank with 2l of coke) a day alcoholism?
Yes, and you know it is, which is why you asked in the first place.
Also see:
>I don't know how to stop
You need to get help.
>But I fear humiliation.
As opposed to becoming a full blown alcoholic living under a bridge because he lost his job and his wife left? Get help now while you still have a life. It's easier to become a normal sober person if you have an established life. If you ruin it all, you have to start from the bottom

>>9784559
Do you have your own washing machine?

>>9784191
i thought i was the only one

when i'm hungover, i'll lay in bed and watch mommy joi vids til my dick explodes

>>9784572
good advice but you sound like a dick

>>9784578
my melenated bretheren

best porn out there

>>9784239
Yeah I was at hospital last year for 12 day stints after getting pancreatitis really bad.
10 days each time drifting between sleep and pressing my morohine button every 5 minutes to try and numb the pain.
I haven't been in this year but still drinking like a Trojan. I think having a job so can only drink at night helps. Last year it was pretty much 24-7 drunk.

>>9784579
I think a lot of alcoholics have enablers in their life that tip toe around this bullshit. Alcoholism is a serious fucking mess and an alcoholic needs to be told what to do, not babied.

The dude asked if he was an alcoholic and it's clear that he is. He needs to be told exactly that.

>>9784455
>>9784217
>>9784513
>>9784578
Holy fuck, and I thought my libido skyrocketed from loosing so much weight (doc told me that less fat = more testosteron in body) & cutting of beer (which has estrogens).
Goddamit.

>>9784572
>>9784579
>>9784594
>dick
Nah, he's right.
I once read that you're an alc. when drinking starts to cause problems with your life, regardless how much you drink. I find this def. to be fair & just... It does cause problems with my work.

>>9784578
There’s a hair in your sandwich.

>>9784575
yep, just don't have the motivation to clean my house sheets are the least of my worries

Going on over 8 hours of throwing up and counting. Fucking end me.

>>9784559
>having bed sheets
Well la dee dah your majesty, I just collapse in whichever part of the house has the least shit on it.
https://youtube.com/watch?v=ue7wM0QC5LE

First weekend where I didn't drink. I feel good but when will this tingle sensation in my body and feet go away? I was a weekend drinker for 5 or so years and I quit last week cold turkey. For the record I drank beer not liquor.

>>9784688
>tingle sensation in my body and feet
That may be nerve damage. Don't go cold turkey, always taper with alcohol or benzo.
Also I don't know how long that last or if it ever goes away.

>>9784553
Not yet. Considering a taper for the holidays but have no real motivation.

>>9784700
>>9784688
not a doc but i doubt weekend beer binge drinking gave longterm nerve damage.

imo probably an underlying condition.

lil peep was so good

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=heJNHYCSsIc

>>9783894
I'm gonna fucking die al/ck/

>>9784702
Howcmuch do you drink now?

>>9784616
But that's the best place to start and the easiest. Just go throw them in the washer. No detergent? Use body soap or a little bit of dish soap. Hell, even shampoo will work, just be sure to use the "heavy wash" mode if yours has it. You'll feel better when you aren't sleeping in scum.

>last night 12am
>decided to go for a walk to taco bell
>about 10 drinks in, Feeling great
>just finished taking a dab from my wax pen
>see bright light coming from behind me
>turn around
>It's a cop shining his spot light on me
>"hey man, where ya headed?"
>I was just walking to taco bell sir
>think the cop in the passenger seat could smell the alcohol on me
>"lets give him a ride"
>gives me ride to taco bell
>even waits then gives me a ride back home
>when the passenger cop lets me out of the back he says "thanks for not driving man"


I was pleasantly surprised they weren't dicks to me, Or even tried to ask me my name or bother me.

Bro cops are pretty rare nowadays

>>9785086
Did you at least give him a complimentary blowjob?

>>9785109
It was two guys, An no....But I should've.

>>9784375
Oh man did something similar. Put 6 eggs on to boil. Passed out. Came to and the whole house had a thick rotten egg smoke all through it. Ruined pot. No water left just these weird black lumps. House stunk for a week.

>>9785086
>Bro cops are pretty rare nowadays
oh god
>be me
>think im at my house
>trying to get in
>wasn't my house
>not even close
>cops come to see wtf is up
>give me a ride home and tell me not to drive(my car was outside where i was)
>give me the address of where my car was

>>9784243
he's talking about smirnoffbro

>>9785118
I have windows open even though its 30F outside and I'm burning wood in the fire place just to get rid of the smell. I'm pissed I ruined the pan, but that was a good sauce just to burn up. Already drunk again.

>>9785186
*im pissed I burned up the sauce I spent an hour preparing.

Has gravol ever helped any of you with WD nausea? It's what they give you for them at the hospital.

>that cosy-in-bed, non-poisoned feel we experience once in a blue moon
I feel like a god right now. I can’t believe I’m going to ruin it very soon by relapsing, swapping this cosiness for pain and fear. Bizarre

>>9785170
Well why’d he respond to me, then?
Also, I think since it’s in the OP I figured he wouldn’t ask again.
There’s a teeny chance he really didn’t know what SB stood for, but I doubt that.

>>9785207
a little, but nothing besides benzos or barbiturates will actually treat it
it does jack shit for me, mostly because it doesn't stop everything from tasting disgusting and if i do puke, the pills are disgustingly bitter on the way up

>>9785288
I have to try something, man. I'm going fucking insane over here.

>>9785342
Drink just as much as you need for it to be uncomfortable but tolerable, no more. Continue for a few weeks, then stop. It’s that, cold turkey or hospital, there’s no other escape.

>>9785355
My city has free detox. I'm considering going back, but god it's so fucking boring. Can't even use your goddamn phone.

>>9785381
Yeah detoxing at home is a lot nicer if you can do it

Will I lose weight if I only get my calories from beer and liquor

>>9785427
I seem to lose weight, but I don't drink beer.

Stopped throwing up after 24 hours this time, staring at my ceiling was...interesting. Finally got some of that sweet, sweet peach aquarius and it stayed down.

>>9785445
I can't even keep water down.

>hour seven no booze
>my head is fucking killing me
>body is sore everywhere
>gf says she’s taking a lazy day after drinking some of my morning vodka and not going to work
I wish she would just go to the store or that booze delivery was a thing where I am this is about to get bad

>>9785355
Does xanax help?

>>9785567
No food delivery places which stock booze?

>just one drink tonight and then straight to bed
>8 shots in

How many times must I lie to myself?

>>9785427
Yes, but it'll be terribly painful when your organs complain.

I was a naughty boy this weekend over Friday and Saturday I drank 11 pints of 8.3% cider,4 pints of 4.6% lager,pint of proseco and to Finnish it off a bottle of mulled wine and still got up today at 7am

>>9785588
Yeah a lot. It’s pretty much all you’d get by default in detox. Just that and loads of vitamins. Generally up to you aside from that.

>>9785598
Your not alone I was meant to be taking it easy this weekend with 4 drinks on Friday but didn't stop till last night

>>9783894
>not enough vodka left to get drunk
>need to walk to the store but feel like I might throw up
>have constant anxiety that i'll one day finally puke in public and a bunch of strangers will stare at me and judge me

what have i become

>>9785638
>one day finally puke in public and a bunch of strangers will stare at me and judge me
i puke in public at least once a month, the only person who gave me a dirty look was the guy sitting in the parked car i vomited all over

>>9785464
Same, couldn't hold down anything for that amount of time but it does reduce the intensity of the bile when you do eventually vomit it up. Wish I had some kind of advice on dealing with it but this is just one of those things you have to tough out unless you have access to medicine.

>>9785638
Are you me, that's usually when the withdrawal kicks in

>>9785567
I found a beer in the back of my fridge as soon as I started to get kind of dizzy when sitting still.
Wew, that was close.

>>9785652
>i puke in public at least once a month, the only person who gave me a dirty look was the guy sitting in the parked car i vomited all over
I bet you're British. I bet you get hammered every weekend like a dirty chav, while mudslimes rape your women & take over your cities.

>>9785741
Not that guy, but cringe. You know which babby board you need to get back to.

For the vodka drinkers here, do you take it in straight shots or mixed drinks or turkey baster enemas?

I keep getting cramps in my upper right abdomen, under my ribs. had an ultrasound last April and no liver issues, can they set in that fast? Am I dying? I haven't been going that hard since then

I need to stop drinking everyday. I try, but after a week I go back at it.

>>9785760
I don't ever go there, it's awfull.
>cringe
Yea, I'm not the one who lets savages take over his homeland.
Ok, ok, I'll stop now.

>>9785764
i pour the vodka in a gatorade bottle and take swigs of it straight, occasionally if i have another full gatorade i will use it as chaser, but it's no longer essential as my body has adapted to drinking straight vodka

>>9785741
>>9785771
Embarrassing.

>>9785760
>but cringe

>>9785764
I just have a vodka bottle in one hand and a bottle of water in the other. Chug, swallow, trying not to taste/breathe, then chug water. And hope I don’t throw up.

>tfw I'm on the phone with detox
I really didn't want to do this again.

>>9785809
>And hope I don’t throw up.
Take deep breaths

>>9784132
Benzos
Pot

>>9785811
I hope you have a drink to calm your nerves

>>9785811
couldnt do it at home eh
was just too bad?

>>9785814
I have to try not to breathe at all, or I taste and smell the vodka.
If I’m gonna throw up, there’s no stopping it. I’ll chug, if I accidentally get a bit down my windpipe my face explodes with a tidal wave mist of expelled vodka- covering my face and burning my skin, in my eyes, up my nose and burning the entrance to my wind pipe. When I stop coughing and throwing up I try again.
I also get this thing where I appear to have managed to gulp down a load, but suddenly I’ll have micro burps, my whole body goes red hot and pouring with sweat, all in the space of like 5 seconds, and then the projectile vomit covering everything within ten feet in pints of vodka and water. No way to stop it, it hits like a steam train when I’m gonna chuck. Won’t even start on what it’s like throwing up 50 times a day thanks to WD.

>>9785764
large double shots, then chase immediately with strong orange juice. lots of water in between

>>9785821
I might have to since they don't have a bed available until Tuesday.

>>9785823
The withdrawals are fucking killing me.

>>9785862
That was my saturday, fucking 0049 h on monday morning and I still can't sip my pepsi without my chest going mad with the most painful hiccups.

How do you guys hold jobs?

>>9785902
could try the beer taper until then

>>9785914
Barely

>>9785921
I don't drink beer.

>>9785955
now would be a good time to start

>>9784191
Same. I recently picked up source film maker too which is definitively not helping.

>>9785814
When I focus and take deep breaths and overcome the feeling of “I’m gonna vomit” I feel like a champion drunk Buddha.

>>9785967
You can make porn with that?

>>9785914
I don't. I went through 3 jobs alone this year. Currently on medical NEET bux.

>>9785955
you will if WDs get bad enough

God it's been a long fucking day. I just want it to end.

You'll drink hand sanitizer and listerine

I've googled into my own piss

>>9786092
>I've googled into my own piss
What?

Has anyone here ever vomited into a brita filter for economic purposes?
Also
>gf finally went to store
Beer farts are rancid, I’m so glad to have my vodka again. It’s amazing how much better I feel. I’ve had other addictions but kicked them all, this one is a particular kind of shitty.

I was an alcoholic for 10+ years. I often drank a 1.75 liter bottle a night and posted in these threads while wasted almost every day when I wasn't banned. I got banned a lot on /ck/

I've been sober for 8 months. After a really bad withdrawal and 6 days of puking I just stopped and I don't even want to think about drinking anymore. The sad part is I don't feel any better or have any hope. Every day still sucks and my liver still aches sometimes. I don't really have a point to this post.

>mummywummy bought gin again

>>9786112
If I could get drunk own my own piss

>>9786126
>Has anyone here ever vomited into a brita filter for economic purposes?
hmmm definitely would

>>9784125
how do i stop this?

>>9786162
Can someone do this, you know, for science?

>>9785914
I keep my drinking life away from everyone and I like to believe I have excellent work ethics despite being an alcohol.

>>9786170
either get totally blackout or dont smoke

>>9785976
Pretty sure that's what most people use it for. SFMlab is rife with adult models.

>>9786170
Either high CBD low THC weed, or pure CBD with less than 0.3% THC (legal almost everywhere)

I'm a bit conflicted here. I came to this thread to ask what night constitute alcoholism.

I only drink about 4 days out of the week and in those days I rarely drink more than one beer/glass of wine/splash of whiskey.

The problem is that I think about drinking CONSTANTLY. Petty much the only thing I think about more is tits. So on the one hand I'm not nearly as depraved as most of you guys, but on the other I feel like I easily identify with some of the issues you boys are dealing with.

I drink beer with a straw.

>>9786221
Up your bum?

>>9786127
Drinking heavily often starts because of other issues. You got rid of the booze, but you haven't addressed any of your other underlying problems. You're what AA calls a "dry drunk".

You still need to get help, man. A therapist, counselor, groups, whatever

>>9786223
No, not butt chugging, though I am curious about that.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alcohol_enema

>>9786253
just remember, what goes up must come out

>>9786217
You probably just have good self control mixed with a life that won't permit you to drink that much. Everyone here craves alcohol like most people but just don't know where to stop.

The Gravol seemed to help a bit thankfully. I I've managed not to vomit for about half am hour now instead of every 5 fucking minutes. Still going to detox on Tuesday anyway. I'm so done with this fucking habit.

>>9786253
If you get around to trying it, it's going to get into the blood stream a lot faster than normal. Nobody wants to be found dead with a bottle in their ass.

>>9786303
Why would you care about that if you were dead anyway?

>>9786292
>I'm so done with this fucking habit.

>>9786303
You're talking about liquor though? What about beer? Surely I won't kill myself doing it with beer? I imagine the carbonation would give my o-ring a nice cleansing, as well.

FYI beta blockers like atenolol or propranolol will help with the shakes and racing heart (and of course will lower your blood pressure)

>>9786321
It's ruining my life. 10 years, it's time to stop. I haven't enjoyed drink in years and years.

>>9786213
Well thanks. I have a new reason to buy a new computer now.

>>9786253
Dilute to have something no stronger than wine. It disinfect (kills) the cells of the lining otherwise.
Use a tenth of a "normal drinking dose" to start. It will be as strong as a regular glass (it's easy to give yourself ethanol poisoning if you use a too large dose)
And no carbonation.

>>9786292
You have plans for when you exit? About maintaining sobriety?

>>9786353
>You have plans for when you exit? About maintaining sobriety?
Try really, really hard.

>>9786217
When you start thinking more about drinking than tits.

Hot and cold flashes are the fucking devil.

>>9786353
You seem like you have a lot of experience with putting stuff up your ass.

>>9785914
I work at a tech company in IT, no one cares if your hungover or drunk as long as stuff gets done.

I don't think I'd do well with a normal job.

>>9786287

That's definitely part of it. If I didn't have my wife and son I would probably get drunk a lot. As it is, I haven't gotten truly drink since my son was born. I know how much that can fuck with a kiss and I'll never subject him to that.

ugh i drank a cup of coffee after not having any for like a month
just felt like my head was crushing inwards

>>9784239
Find that switch, used to abuse alcohol and one day I just found my reason to quit. Never had another drink again nor do I ever feel like I need too.

>>9786723
I can only drink decaf or I get crazy jitters, so coffee doesn't appeal to me very much.

>>9786740
Well I do have someone but she's long distance going to university right now so it kind of sucks.

Why do a bunch of alcohols post on a cooking forum?

>>9786753
So then that's not helping you, find something else. One thing I noticed about a lot of people in groups was they said they wanted to stop but I never really saw them as trying that hard to do so.

>>9786772
What are groups like? I always hated the thought of them because I'm introverted as fuck.

>>9786764
where else? alcohol is /ck/ related

>>9786775
Every addict is, takes time to open up. Feels good to open up. It's a place you can speak your thoughts.

>>9786798
That's kinda why I like these threads.

>>9786786
/r9k/ would be more suitable

>>9786808
Want to know a little secret? Groups are a good way to find women/male who accept you. Sex is very common in the various groups I had joined.

>>9786810
Lol this is one of my favorite constantly repeated jokes in these threads

>>9786849
Well I'm already taken by a great person, so I'm not exactly interested.

>need to pull all nighter so I can sleep properly night to wednesday
>accidentally drank myself sauced because a friend came home from Portugal with cheap vodka
Liquidate me

>>9786764
Alcoholic beverages are food. Even if most of the time they aren't treated like a food source.

>>9786764
Because we are cooking our organs with booze. Gtfo

>>9786215
Not him, but the thc is what makes me want to end myself? I smoked a lot of pot in highschool, but after the years, the paranoia/anxiety became too much to handle.

Hit the grain hard this weekend. Body hurts, kidney hurts. Trying to taper on some Harpoon Holiday brew to keep the fits at bay.

Boyfriend comes back from vacation tmrw and then parents arrive into town Tuesday (folks know I’m an alc, so I won’t have to completely pussyfoot it), but I’m already dreading the WD and delightful images in bed I’ll see in bed come slumber. Fuck

Oh god I forgot how bad steel reserve is. I should have gotten mickey's. The extra 4 percent is not worth the smell and probably taste of cat piss

man im restless and really want a drink
but im too soon after my last withdrawals to go get one

>>9784700
>>9784864
For the record I wear converse shoes so it's no good for people who don't have that feet.

gonna be honest with doc about my drinking, have insurance for another 6 monthd

>>9787484
There's no point in lying about it. They just want to help you. I've seen many doctors about my drinking.

My brother brought me some soup and meds since I was throwing up all day, but I can't bring myself to get up and make the soup.

I'm fucked as shit on caffeine pills and coffee, didn't eat all day, been sober like five days, why didn't I try this before this feels niiiiiiiiice.

-gin blossoms from the motherboard guy

>>9787654
PS: I'm still alive too and no more WD hallucinations

My shirt stinks so much that it’s physically painful. Just had to change it, now I’ve used a whole days worth of energy. Bleurgh kil.

>>9787353
seems like a cool chick

I got hep a from some idiot not washing his hands when he made my food
Haven't had a drink in 9 days now gonna keep it rolling till at least Christmas or maybe longer and haven't smoked weed in 6 days. Feels good to clear my head desu senpai
Wish me luck were all gonna make it

>>9784640

Only one month left and it will be a full year since I washed my bed sheets. It's actually not as gross as it sounds. I sleep on my couch in front of the tv and laptop almost every night.

>>9787930
you're gonna make it homie

DICKS EVERYWHERE

>>9787967
Worst hallucination ever.

>>9786952
I don't understand what you're trying to say.

Pull an all nighter so you're extra tired on Tuesday, fall asleep Tuesday arvo and be fresh on Wednesday? Timezones aren't my thing.

>>9787967
420chan's /hooch/ board is great, but slow. I think the real alcohols post there tbqh familia.

Busy working on papers for grad school finals right now. Just have one left to write over the next few days. I might drink to help me get it out since I'm burnt out on all this shit and just want to crash into a drunk sobbing mess once I'm home free.

>>9785764
vodka+grapefruit juice in 1:3 proportion is the best alcoholic drink I've ever tried

>>9785902
m8 get a few beers there is no point putting yourself through withdrawals if they are too brutal

Finally started mixing vodka with sparkling water and it's great

when does withdrawal set in for you guys?

>>9788009
for me white russian is the best vodka drink, and I can make it extremely strong and it goes down smooth

I use 35% vodka 35% coffee liqeur and 30% milk

much easier to down with a hangover than vodka and juice too, milk is one of the best drinks for me when im hungover

>>9785741

It's already the end

>>9788055
Are you an gril, or maybe newal/ck/? I can drink stuff like Sheridan’s occasionally, but I wouldn’t wanna get drunk on it and like fuck would I drink it all day every day. All alcohol is disgusting, I just force as much ethanol in my face as is needed, fuck all the faffing around making drinks like that.

>>9788089
Good, then /pol/ can shut up.
The way they stick out like a sore thumb here is a good illustration of how unpleasant, deluded and toxic those fucking irritants are, with their sekrit nazijew conspiracies that apparently only teenagers understand. So fucking sick of it.

>>9788103

The thing white nationalists hate more than shit skins are each other, there's no such thing as white brotherhood, that's why whites from different countries down right refuse to help and ridicule when muslims and co replace their populations. For some reason they hate non whites more than jews, impotent rage is my guess, they can't punch the jews, so they go after anyone around them

>>9788096
it's incredibly easy to make that's hardly an argument, literally open the three bottles and pour in no measurement required

I like it because it's very easy to drink hungover, I find it hard to stomach vodka when I wake up after a night of blackout drinking and vomiting

for me it's a good drink to have 24/7 and the caffeine also keeps me energetic

stuff like cheap wine/beer or hard spirits aren't easy to drink all day everyday, easy enough for one or two days but unless you're not drinking much it starts to hit you really hard

got myself a handle of wild turkey 101
gonna be a good night and a shit morning

>>9788141
They’re just hate filled people. Most are children who think they’re discovering secret, clandestine knowledge and if people would ONLY LISTEN instead of telling them to fuck off, then we’d all live in a utopian paradise. Give them everything they want and they’ll still be hate filled people. Like ahedonia fucks with alchies, so these plebs’ brains are hard wired for them to feed off hatred. Remove all the people they hate now, they’ll just find new reasons to hate others.
>GLOBAL HAPPINESS AWAITS, SIMPLY KILL EVERYONE WHO ISNT ME

i wouldnt call myself an alcoholic. i like getting smashed occasionally but most of the time i rarely get above "tipsy, throw up and im fine". I know thats still pretty bad but at the very least it doesnt get in the way of my life.

My cousin on the other hand...fuckers gonna off himself one of these days. We see all the signs of suicidal depression but his parents seemed to stop giving a shit. I cant really do much about it either since he becomes a pain in the ass when hes drunk

no idea wtf to do about this

>>9788183

He needs Jesus

>>9788196
hes in aa due to a dui

he actually tried to stop drinking for 28 days but he smoked pot, got told that that counts against his 28 days and started drinking again. Motherfucker needs something more convincing than jesus

well some high lights from last week
Kicked out of program for drinking over weekend, they were worried about wd's after showing up from a 4 day bender

Drink a liter of vodka a day


Friday I want some drugs so I go on a solo mission.Nothing crazy, I thougght. I'm more of a drunk type.

End up out local homeless shelter buying speed, downing four or so pills.

Next thing I know it's 3 am and I'm smoking crack for the first time


Holy fuck.jpg I'm gonna die.

Needless so say I thought I was in an adventure quest to save someone when in reality some bums were trying to keep me safe

Looking back I thought I as dying. I got home some point Saturday and no matter how much booze I chugged I couldn't relax or rest my eyes.

Sunday night I ate some spaghetti sauce and I calmed right down almost right away. Haven't eaten in days. It's 5 am and I'm chugging vodka

Damn mondays.

>>9783894
i didnt know there was a thread for me.

im pretty sure im done drinking alcohol. I just bought a handle the other day, and drank half in 5 hours in the morning on the 30th and blacked out, after i woke up the next morning, i started drinking damn near the rest of it around 2 pm in about 3 hours. i was blacked the fuck out actin a fool. my kidneys are hurting 4 days out.

>>9788203

Get him some kratom, look up Calebs Concentrates

I'm okay with how much booze I drink, other people around me aren't but I think I'm ok
Can we talk about stopping smoking in here?
I made the call to stop about a week and a half ago, since then I've slipped up twice. I suppose, at the least, I've cut down.

Christ I've been sick for nearly 24 hours now. Why won't it end.

watching dark city right before bed the very first night you manage to sleep is a bad idea

>>9788249
I took up smoking late as a coping mechanism to quit drinking and also to deal with work stress.
Obviously it backfired and I'm now fighting two addictions.
I have no chance of quitting smoking while I'm drinking for obvious reasons but I still want to tackle the drinking first. Cigarettes are more (barely) expensive because of Aussie taxes but booze has ruined my adult life up to this point.

been drinking this stuff for years

cant beat the $11.99 handle

>>9788284
Same here re work stress. Working hospo going for a smoke is my only break time.
God speed getting off the piss anon

>>9788252
Because you’re not drinking again yet

>>9788292
how many times has your monitor fallen off those books

>>9788292

I make vodka for 2 bucks a handle.

>when you hear an american talk about alcohol prices

>>9788296
And i intend to keep it that way.

>>9788300
how

>>9788314

my liver hurts

>>9788322

*explodes*

How do you get rid of the methanol?

>>9788325

My liver is the size of Oliver Reed.

>>9788301
canadian?

>>9788333
yup
i pay 50 bucks for a handle

i miss the days of my hangovers being headaches and stomachaches. the soulcrushing anxiety and muscle tension is horrible

>>9788331

Ok, lets go to school. Pectin causes a bit of methanol. If you don't have fruit pectin you don't have methanol. Sugar washes don't create methanol. They create ethyl acetate and a few other fusils that don't taste great.

You trim them off in 150ml in a 3.75 Liter run, you take all that shitty taste away.

What supplements are you guys taking?

Currently doing b-complex 200% of my daily value, 500mg of magnesium, and a multivitamin

>>9788339

Where did you get your muscle tension? Cause I get both anxiety and back pain like a cunt.

>>9788353
4000mg of milk thistle and 50mg of zinc gluconate.

>>9788354
mostly in my neck and shoulders. so my back basically

I'm drinking 65% low wines and I can't even taste it.

What really triggers a binge in you? Like a certain situation or feeling that makes you think, fuck it, I'm going to get really drunk.

For me it's just something to do with the evenings. When the sun's going down and I'm on my own. It's a strong, depressing feeling that can only be dealt with by booze or going to sleep.

>>9788376
when its dark out i know "its time". i suffered the entire day throughout the hangover and mild withdrawal and i know its time to go on the run to get more.. to finally be relieved

basically alcohol is my reward for spending an entire day feeling shitty as a result of alcohol

>>9788361
>>9788354
I get it badly in my hands and legs and my middle back hurts like crazy. My chest gets tight too.

>>9788431

Get a gentle back scratch if you know someone. Drink lots of water and wait a few days before drinking again. Back scratch is key though.

>>9787153
THC can give anxiety in some person/context/dose. CBD is anxiolytic and the few reports of anxiety attacks were from stuff with THC or artificial THC (I think the brand diamond CBD or something like that is suspected of having weird stuff in their products.)

>>9787484
There are two people you should never lie to : your doctor and your lawyer.
Coincidently, there are two wives you should never have sex with.

>>9788052
Used to wake up withdrawing a few hours after passing out blackout drunk.

>>9788173
Southpark made an episode or two about redhead hatred, mocking people who hate groups of people for no good reason.
It started an actual movement of hatred against redheads.

>>9788203
There are other groups than AA, even if DUI judges are ignorant about them. See Al-Anon (for alkies relatives) and SMART recovery. Jesus isn't the only problem with AA, some of their rules don't work on some people.
Also tell him he can use pot to maintain dryness, it's a better addiction than booze, even if it's not "real sobriety".

>>9788249
Get a vape.

>>9788376
Feels. Something sad or happy or angering can trigger me.
Yes, happiness is also a relapse trigger, it's more common that one would imagine.

>>9788455
Eh nah. I'm the one going to detox on Tuesday. I really just want to be done with this. It isn't enjoyable in the slightest.

>>9788467

Good. Smart plan. You have to ditch the cortisol somhow.

>>9788249
Vaping strong nic juice, then tapering off the nic strength. If you wanna, I can help.

I've drank an equivalent of half a liter of vodka a day for the last two weeks cuz dealing with a breakup. I usually drank around half or third that a day before. My tolerance seems to have gone way up and I have to plan how to reduce this to something manageable before I kill myself or go full blown addict. I'm pretty functional as far as life goes. Any tips?

Anyone else have a crazy hard time sitting/laying still when they have WD anxiety?

>>9788519
You probably want to seek medical attention. Hospital, detox anything. Withdrawals are the worst thing to come down off to the point I had a nurse tell me its the most brutal withdrawals to have.

>>9788528
i hear benzo withdrawals are worse
also looking at trainspotting heroin seems pretty bad
>get a bucket for shitting in

>>9788528
Not really an option here. I was thinking of tapering down to my usual casual dose of 3-4 beers a night. Should that cause major withdrawals after only two weeks of heavy drinking? I have successfully done cold turkey before with literally no side effects, but that was from a couple of years of drinking 3 liters of beer every single night, but I'm not sure I wanna go cold turkey with these amounts.

Ideally I'd like to stop altogether, but damn life is boring without that slight buzz at the end of a long day.

>>9788541
From what I heard, heroin is agony.

>>9788544
Good luck whatever you choose to do. I've had hallucinations and seizures before so withdrawals kind of scare the shit out of me.

>tfw only had seizures while i was awake once so it's like they don't happen since they happen in my sleep

>>9788557
quite devilish

>>9788521
Absolutely. I get random dizzy spells too. The only thing I've noticed that works is laying in bed and watching a random TV show.

What's it like having a seizure?

>>9788609
Like dying but not dying in the end
You'll see how much fear you have

>>9788609
Youre not conscious for them. When i had mine my face contorted and froze up. I sat up in a panic and the next thing i knew i woke up on the floor. My water pitcher was somehow broken and my fan was apart too. It was fucking bizarre.

>>9788609
when i had mine i was trying to sleep so my eyes were closed but i basically lost control of my muscles, it felt like i was rolling around because my sense of balance was fucked and i thought i would wake up on the floor but when it was over i was in the same place

>>9785914
I work from home for my dads company, Almost impossible to get fired

>>9786952
kek

This is unironically the most supportive thread on 4chan

>>9788322
How do you secure the lid? What kind of seal do you use as well

>>9788631
yeah mostly due to me

>>9788631
Alcoholics are familiar with how shitty it can be. That and most people who can drink booze like a normal person don't understand how it is and judge you pretty heavily for It, so it's only natural we look for support from other alc's.

>>9788376
Being reminded of my ex, The only woman I've ever dated I was truly in love with and would do anything for. She left me 3 years ago because my alcoholism reminded me of her dad

Just seeing or reading her first name bring the feels back and I drink a lot more heavily.

>>9788652
haha edgy bro

>>9788052
It's different for everyone. For me it usually starts maybe 8-24 hours after my last drink.

>>9788519
I have got a vape, just trying to figure out if it's worth getting nicotine juice in the long run. I kind of hoped I could go straight from smoking to vaping non-nicotine juice, but that isn't working out so well because I still find myself craving nicotine after the first few drinks
Ozfag here, SA doesn't allow the sale of nicotine juice but postage seems expensive from new zealand. Any recommendations?

>>9788052
Other anon is right, it varies. I’ve had it take at least 24 hours when I was less fucked, but recently it takes about seven before I start getting dizzy and sweaty.
It pries me out of bed some days...

Feel terrible this AM.

Weekend bender as usual. Drank like 20 beers yesterday over the course of 12 hours.

>>9785273
He's ill informed.

cranberry juice and vodka is fucking A M A Z I N G

holy shit, just found my new permanent drink

this is it, the final descent into absolute 100% alcoholism, wish me luck

>>9788730
Yes, nic juice is a must, I've had numerous people fail because they used no or too low nic, you're simply addicted to that shit and you'll go back to cigs. Something like 18mg to start you off if you're an average pack a day smoker. Your goal is to get unironically addicted to vape instead of cigs. I can't help you with Oz shit, that's literally other side of the planet for me, however look into DIYing your juice because shit is overpriced af. For around 50 dollarydoos you can get 1l VG 0.5l PG and 100ml 100mg nicotine base (if you can source it, and don't fuck around with it, nic poisoning is a bitch). That's easily a year's worth of juice. Throw in another $50 for various aromas to introduce some fun and experimenting and you're done for what's probably worth 10 packs of cigs in straya. I've started with 22mg and slowly tapered down to 6mg after 4 months, quit cigs basically cold turkey when I got the vape. Good news are that you only need to stick with it for 2 weeks before your respiratory system cleans and cigs start to reek. Prepare for a day where you'll wash literally everything in your stinky house.

Replacing cigs with vape is relatively easy and you'll get full benefits of quitting smoking in a couple of weeks. After that it's just quitting nic or cruising a lower dose while vaping.

considering making my own alcohol in Australia, spirits/moonshine etc.

I want to save money and I have the free time to do it, any aus anons in here with experience?

I know about making your own beer but I'm not interested in doing that

Gonna start a taper today. Cannot keep this up. feels like i'm dying. Only a beer alc, but man I drink so much of it.

It sucks being a young alcoholic. Everyone thinks you can drink just fine because I'll have maybe just a few when we go out, but they didn't see the 12 I drank at home after and the 6 I had before I even went out. Fuck this.

>>9789087
Thankyou for your help!
It's too fucken expensive to smoke in aus anyway

Wish everyone would use the unit measurement system. Such a pain in the ass doing this every time to figure out exactly how much ethanol you’re consuming.
>The number of UK units of alcohol in a drink can be determined by multiplying the volume of the drink (in millilitres) by its percentage ABV , and dividing by 1000. For example, one imperial pint (568 ml) of beer at 4% alcohol by volume (ABV) contains: The formula uses ml ÷ 1000 .

>>9789156
That didn’t copy/paste correctly. Forget the example.

Pennsylvania has the dumbest alcohol laws ever. You can't just go to the gas station and buy beer you have to go to a specific beer distributor and they don't even sell liquor.

>>9789156
yeah, definitely bothers me when people don't use accurate alcohol measurements

but at the same time who gives a fuck how much they drink we're all degenerates at the end of the day regardless of alcohol consumption

>>9789168
Who the hell makes/wants these retarded laws? It certainly isn’t the public.
Feels good to have UK booze laws. 24/7 booze of any type, in walking distance of pretty much everyone.
Downside is horrific though; it’s probably why any hint of anything remotely drug-like in the UK is immediately smashed in the face with a legal warhammer - powerful, rich booze corporations and their lobby groups donating to political parties.

>>9789174
It’s just good to know how poisoned you are, and how long you’ll need to taper. A glance at a bottle in the uk tells you exactly how much ethanol it contains. You have to do the sum posted above to work it out if all you’ve got is abv.

>>9789184
Wait are you telling me that drinks in the UK don't explicitly display a standard drink measurement?

>>9789180
Yea it's absolutely asinine. I wonder if they did it out of some form of misinformed concern for alcoholics. Until recently you couldn't even BUY A SIX PACK. You had to buy an entire 24 or 30 rack. I wonder if they somehow thought that it would place it out of reach from the alcy's because it was too expensive, but what they don't realize is that we just won't eat, save up and get the 30 rack.

Although everyone drinks pretty heavy up here near the ohio border. Very rural and backwoodsish. The heroin is really fucking people up around here.

>>9789193
They tell you abv like everywhere, but they also tell you how many ‘units’ (10ml of pure ethanol) are in each bottle. It’s much easier to keep track of your intake.

Gonna make a doctor's appointment next month. I haven't been in 2 years and since then my daily consumption has really rocketted up there.

Nervous. Hope the doc isn't a dick.

>>9789180
dont pubs like shut down at 4 lmao
i remember being to brighton and literal PUBS shut down before sun goes down? what the fuck

>>9789211
11pm typically
Pubs are shit anyway, three times the price, you can’t smoke, talking to drunk girls is rape and no pc. Pubs are closing everywhere

>>9789216
where are you supposed to drink thennn
dont say at home

>>9789218
On a park bench
Or yeah, at home, like literally everyone. Iirc the queen has had like 10 units by 6pm every day.

>>9789225
i wonder if she ever tried alcohol enema

>>9789225
wont cops apprehend you? in many countries public drinking is a no no

>>9789233
Dude i see drunk people literally every single time I leave the house. Normally there are 10+ sat on a wall by the corner shop, drinking cider. There are a huge number of alchies in the UK. Cops don’t even bother noticing.

>>9789238
Come to think of it I think it’s legal. It’s just illegal to be drunk and incapable in public. I used to drink on the streets every day for years on end

>>9789231
She’s bound to get up to all kinds of crazy stuff. Probably the most spoiled person on the planet, I expect she wipes her ass on newborn foetuses and hunts homeless people on royal property. Yeah I bet she asschugs.

>>9788730
You can use nicotine patch with a vape (nicotined or not), it may be easier to get.
I know of pink mule who sells nicotine in Yurop, otherwise look at Asian sellers.
See /r/diy_ejuice's sidebar too

>>9789087
I've seen 12mg/ml for a (small) pack a day, but it depends on the vape (resistance value mostly) too.

>>9789156
>Divide ml by 1000
Or learn the word "milli" in Latin : use litres and don't divide.
It's volume*ABV. Simple.
>MFW each country use a different definition of "unit", it's 10g in France, 10ml in UK and 12.5g in US, iirc.

>that feel when really depressed
>that feel when binging really hard two days in a row
>drink a fifth in under 5 hours
>drink just under a fifth in 3 hours the next day
>kidney really hurts this morning
>google to see if drinking that much that fast can cause kidney pain
>results come up
>kidney failure possible

Sometimes i really wish i wasnt autistic and depressed. Im just waiting to look like the simpsons.

>mom bought me a case of beer and a bottle of booze again
t-thanks mom

>>9789286
>Im just waiting to look like the simpsons.
Speaking of which, have we ever heard back from Simpsonbro after his sudden disappearance?

>>9789305
No.
F

>>9789305
what happened to him? please dont say its anything similar to what i did.

>>9789259
I've found nic patches unsatisfactory and expensive in a lot of places, which I why I always recommend vaping because it replaces both the nic needs and oral fixation. 12mg might be a pack of light cigs, probably depends on vape (resistance, airflow etc) too, I was thinking more mods than cheap Chinese pens. I've found erring on the higher side gives more success because the vape is more addictive, lowering the relapse to cigs. That one faggot that didn't listen and went from 3 packs a day to 3mg juice and relapsed always makes me angry.

>>9789317
fuck ;_;

F

>>9789320
He was fucked from drinking, in hospital, unable to walk, on every kind of drip imaginable, and literally Simpsons tier yellow. He posted regularly keeping us up to date on his situation. He seemed to be improving. Then he suddenly went silent.

>>9789336
dot a greentext summary of his story?

>>9789342
>be me
>be fucked from drinking
>in hospital
>unable to walk
>on every kind of drip imaginable
>literally simpsons tier yellow
>usually post keeping you up to date on my situation
>seem to be improving
>suddenly go silent

>>9789342
>fucked from drinking
>in hospital
>unable to walk
>on every kind of drip imaginable
>literally Simpsons tier yellow
>posted regularly keeping us up to date on his situation
>seemed to be improving
>suddenly went silent
cheers m8

>>9789352
>>9789353
ah i see you're a man of culture as well!

>>9789353
>>9789352
the laughter helps the kidney pain. Thank you friends. what i really meant was, did he describe the events that led to him being hospitalized...was him being fucked up from drinking the full extent of his backstory?

>>9789380
IIRC just hard chronic alcoholism. If you're concerned go to a doc and have them run AST, ALT and kidney function. Cheap bloodwork.

>>9789357
*raises drink*
clink o' the ol' firewater to you, good Sir! :)
>>9789380
basically >>9789388
I believe he posted about the same story a year earlier, including pic related and a pic of his bile bucket with empty beers in it (not sure it's the same guy but they looked very much alike)

take care bro, and like anon says, go see a doc if you're worried about your health

>>9789407
fukken reptiloid

>>9789388
i just had my kidneys and liver checked 2 weeks ago from my last bender .. fuck. thanks though

>>9789407
thats a real unedited photo? thats scary as fuck.

>>9789416
>thats a real unedited photo?
Yup. Imagine that yellow color but all over. That's exactly how Simpsonbro looked. I hope he didn't go out in too much pain.

>>9789331
Many vape shops recommand subohm because it sells more juice on the long run. Of course since higher nic would make anyone cough a lung they give low nic juice.
And nicotine itself is barely addictive, comparable to coffee. Cigarettes use ammonia to make nicotine more addictive. Vape, like patches, give nicotine slower than cigarettes that gives a "shoot".

>>9789336
He mentioned that relapsing would kill him. He posted a few times when he went out of the hospital, then very few updates when he relapsed. He was in a better room that time.

>>9789380
Alcohol, lots of alcohol. Possibly not adequate food for that amount of alcohol.

>addind mixers straight into the vodka bottle after it is half empty

feels like a next level of alcoholism even though it's essentially no different

>>9785129
Lucky you were white. If you were black doing that... then you probably had a warrant for past offenses and a bad attitude

>>9789529
desu you're assuming they're in USA where cops pull their guns immediately

>>9789529
Well to be fair blacks are extremely over-represented in crime statistics and generally are the lowest of the low of any society.

>>9789532
On people who literally have a warrant, a bad attitude, and a gun.

They just want to go home drink some liquor and fuck their wife and do it all again the next day instead of being shot at work

>>9789553
and they can freely do that, as long as they dont live in the USA

>freedom aint free

I’m scared that I’ll get a toothache. I’ve been to the dentist three times ever. I used to brush my teeth like 5 times a day, but now I shower them with carbonated cider all day, pass out, shower them with a combination of stomach acid and more cider all day, pass out, and so on. Like fuck can I get to a dentist. The thought of it makes me throw up. I’m going to have to kill myself. Fuck teeth, evolution is a cunt, this is bullshit.

>>9789568
Don't wash them 5 times a day you dickfuck, Jesus, you're ruining your enamel.

new thread
>>9789591

>>9789587
I don’t brush them at all. Damage from brushing 5 times is nothing compared with having a meal or eating sugar then not brushing them afterwards.
Dm. The moment one hurts I’m killing myself anyway.

>>9789218
Where do you think you are?

>>9783894
dry for roughly 3 months, depressions are overwhelming, working on improving liver function, battling every day..

>be loser collegefag from slavshitland
>failed 2 years already at 21
>get a job to pay for school
>they can't pay me on time but finally do in 2 parts with cash
>closing the place on the day i got the second part
>already bought vodka with whatever pocket money I had left from the first part
>get moderately drunk because I can get away with it
>wake up
>get my shit together realize something is wrong
>the money is gone and I don't know where I put it
I'm one of those people who can't have one thing going right for them. Why are there no niggers to blow my brains out with a quick bullet the head? Fml desu