/ck/ - Food & Cooking

>Turned 30 last year
>ultra depressed over this fact
>quit my job for no reason. straight up ghosted
>living off savings for 5 months so far
>haven't seen family or friends since september
>about to run out of money this month
>considering offing myself daily
>getting absolutely blasted off spiced rum and cheap beers every other day
every meal for half a year has been one of these:
>tortillas with cheese on top in the oven for 15 mins
>tortillas with pizza sauce and cheese on top in the oven for 15 mins
>tortillas with cheese on top in the microwave for 1 minute
>canned beans with cheese on top
>noodles with jarred spaghetti sauce
>frozen vegetables i've had in my freezer since the year 2020
>splurge for pizza hut or dominos and immediately regret it
>sandwiches made with that lunchmeat turkey that's way too pink to be anything else but offal and connective tissue
>canned tuna or sardines straight from the can
>found 4 hamburger patties in my freezer that expired in the year 2021
>cook and eat them anyway
>get a fever after 1.5 hours
>body starts aching
>have had diarrhea consistently from all the booze and no fiber, so can't tell if that was a symptom
>feel better the next day, so I don't know if I had food poisoning or not