/ck/ - Food & Cooking

me, no

no

>>10889206
>fried tomatoes

>>9824416
>medium rare

>wake
>only ~6hrs sleep, woken by withdrawal
>reach for alcohol
>apparently drank it all yesterday, no matter how much I buy
>hours until shops open
>terror, near non-stop vomiting, shaking, seemingly everything makes me gasp with fear
>watch clock for hours, sweat pouring
>it's time
>stand up
>fall over
>stumble to shop, throwing up all the way, pray that I don't vomit in shop again
>there's a huge queue
>want to die
>knock 10 things off shelf while trying to reach my booze
>finally get to checkout
>hands shaking, type pin incorrectly 50 times
>stagger home
>down first drink
>projectile vomit
>try again
>and again
>finally feel the warmth hitting stomach
>down more and more and more
>feel great, listen to music, watch comedy shows, laugh, comfy
>3 hours in, black out
>it's morning again, where the fuck did yesterday go
>repeat
Erry fucking day.

>mom found the microwaveable burrito omelette

>5 gallons of vodka
>£16.80
I'm scared

OP whatever you do DO NOT GET A JOB AT A FUCKING CHAIN RESTAURANT!

I got a job as a 'Pot Wash' at Pizza Express because I thought it would be the start of my kitchen career.
I have worked there for 2 years now with no promotion despite busting my arse and working late shifts all the time to clean up after service is done.

I have had 12 interviews at real restaurants and been treated like a joke at every one.

The worst was my interview at a high class seafood restaurant. They LITERALLY invited me just to fucking laugh at me. The first thing the interviewer said was 'So, it seems you want to learn how to put sardines on your pizza?' then chuckled hard and encouraged his co-worker to do the same.

Then they made me mimic the action of a fish with my hands, then the action of cleaning a pizza tray. When the actions were different they told me I wasn't right for the job.

>it's a chicken tastes like blood episode

>>7990303

Jesus Christ

>>7625487
Just noticed now
>fish and chips
>with ketchup

>>7417168
>ghand, which is sugar cubes

>>7169222
>tfw averse to eggs
>tfw i see this thread

>>7100698
Use to love drinking. Still do but I can't really do it like i used to.

If I get blown out one night, I will have crippling anxiety for absolutely no reason the next day. Like I will feel like i'm constantly in panic attack mode for the whole day. This then coerces me into getting a little buzz that next night to fall asleep etc, just to ween of the anxiety.

I see how addictions start with shit like this. Trying to nip it in the bud. Doesn't help that my girlfriend of almost 4 years said she couldn't marry me and we broke up.

Why does drinking have to turn on me know?

/blog

>anyone else have this problem?

>>6611910
nevermind, you're one of us kindred anon.

>>6534688
Ahh, a fellow Louisianian?
How do you do?

Also, a picture of mfw confronted with the disgusting cheap "Chinese" menu.

>farm-raised fish
>grain fed beef
>GMO corn fed chicken and pork

How do Americans stomach their meat?