/ck/ - Food & Cooking

I'm so miserably depressed. Last night I was let out of the emergency room, I went through some stuff and for the last two years I'd shut down. I was completely sedentary and eating garbage meals in huge portions. I felt deathly ill the last two months, turns out my blood sugar was 1200 and I'm now type-2 diabetic.

I hate this. I hate everything about this. I hate the taste of bitter food, I hate artificial sweeteners. I hate coffee, I hate tea, I hate cauliflower, basically all I can eat now is things that make me sick to my stomach. I hate needles. I hate drawing blood. That's my every fucking day now.

If I just put up with this for a few months and drop a ton of weight can I gradually go back to somewhat normal? Can I just never enjoy an actual normal soda or an actual normal candy or an actual normal fucking ANYTHING made with bread that doesn't taste like ASS ever again in my fucking life? The McRib just dropped and I can't get one.