/ck/ - Food & Cooking

>terrified of ganing weight, measure out and log all my food out religiously
>eat barely a little over 1,000 calories a day
>mom makes cookies
>haven't had cookies in a long time
>eat one, tastes fucking delicious
>still starving
>decide to eat three more, feel like a fucking disgusting piece of shit for not only eating so much but also not logging it
>try to make myself puke, i'm unnable to so i just take a shit ton of laxatives

>smoked a bowl with two other guys (dude weed lmao)
>guy who brought the weed has just enough to make another bowl
>other guy leaves so he let's me have the whole bowl to myself
>go home and eat three pack of pop-tarts
>can't look at pop tarts without wanting to throw up

Never ate a poptart since.