/ck/ - Food & Cooking

>>9413256
We are drunks and forget a lot.
Or just sort of lose track of things we are supposed to do.

>>9224342
The thing is, weed used to made me paranoid but now I feel great.

Maybe because I'm the process of genuine self-improvement and take care of my health now. Cheeky flowers seem utterly compatible with me now. I also take nice small puffs don't overdo it, just enough to get comfy, which seems better than dumb extreme teenager blaze it lmao antics.

>>9137403
Not being able to think straight was what I needed to participate in normie life, which felt essential to me as a teen and in my early twenties.

Then after a while the drinking habit is established and no longer really helps to normalise, so you end up drinking alone most of the time, especially if you're prone to embarrass yourself as your alcoholism escalates. So the medicine no longer offers benefits but you can't really do without. And then you're trapped in your booze cave by yourself.

That's how it went for me at least. Ultimately the side effects got too bad for me so now I've managed to sober up (10 days in) and as with earlier quitting attempts I've become even more reclusive than I normally am. Willingness to socialise or even interact with other humans in meatspace has dropped to zero.

But lately I've kind of accepted my need for solitude and now that I feel more healthy and wholesome the hermit life feels pretty good.