/ck/ - Food & Cooking

>>15679204
>be me
>want to put in the 12-15 hours a day to learn how to work in a professional kitchen at age 17
>start working in one for 6 months, 5 days a week, 12 hour work days as a line cook
>body fucks itself
>in hospital every 3 months, one week minimum inside
>parents tell me to just take disability
>i tell them I have a goal in life
>miss graduation due to hospital visit
>doctors put me on dilauded, morphine, oxycodone, every pain medication imaginable
>say fuck this
>get experimental surgery
>"well anon, good news and bad news. good news is, you get to name a disease, bad news is you're fucked and you won't be able to do heavy exercise or work"
>have to quit because otherwise i'll die in about 2 years tops
>mfw i have to take disability
>mfw i got cucked by circumstances out of my control
>mfw i can't bring myself to end it all and I keep telling myself things will get better and that eventually i'll be able to work in a kitchen again
>mfw time is passing by, opportunities wasting away that I will never be able to take, opportunities others get to take while I watch

>>15493479
>tfw you really want some fucking eel to broil but no places in a 200 mile radius have some even though you live on the coast