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Old thread is saging.

>inb4 that feel when no gf/bf

>> No.7692058
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>tfw huge taobao order is on the way

>> No.7692067

>had a bad paycheck and lots of bills due this week
>thinking everything is going downhill
>coworker quit suddenly
>anon how would you like to be a full-time closer
>$.75 raise
>10 extra hours a week
>only have to work in the evening/night so I can sleep in every day

This is going to be beautiful.

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>know one of the cutest boys ive seen online
>stop talking to him b/c already hav qt 3.14 bf/gf
>talk to him months later
>ends up knowing the hotest idols ever
>tfw i wish i were a bird

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I can't do anything right, I hate myself, I always get ignored, no one wants to talk to me, and yet I try not to talk about it too much to people I know because I'd hate to burden them.

>> No.7692090
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>studying for the summer for repeat exams instead of doing x amount of fun things
>no time to wear lolita
>friends are three hours away or out of the country
>haven't seen boyfriend since start of June and won't see him until mid-August

>> No.7692093

Tfw I'm a tall muscular guy and everything I wanna cosplay is armor crafting far beyond my means or cute girls that would need to be custom sized for me and I couldn't trap them anyways.

>> No.7692095
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>>7692052
>tfw too scared to go to a loli meet because there are too many qt3.14s with better fashion sense than you and you're intimidated

>> No.7692098

>dumped gf
>she was constantly bitching about how she didn't like lolita on me only because she was overweight and frustrated she couldn't put some
>i stopped everything to please her better
>she acted like a dick about too much for two years so i snapped
>mfw alone and sad
>get to know an awesome tall,chubby lolita who loves my style,think i'm the most beautiful person ever,that lolita suits me adorably,...
>we are really close,to the point where it isn't friendship,but more than love,i dunno
>we act really gay but we're so happy and kawaii in our little dresses so whatevs

shitty english but yeah

>> No.7692100

>need to get my wisdom teeth out, growing in crooked
>insurance will only cover $200
>have to miss baby NYC opening
>can't buy lolita for like 2 months
>there goes half my savings

fuck this month.

>> No.7692101

>>7692095
This feel.

I'm moving on to EGA because it suits me better and I look way nicer in it, I wonder if I'd still be welcomed at lolita meets? I feel so insecure in lolita because everyone looks better than me ;-; but EGA makes me feel so beautiful.

>> No.7692102

>>7692095
i feel that feel we can be awkward lolis together anon

>> No.7692116

>>7692100
Oh, man, anon.

Are they already through the gums, or do they have to be cut out?

>> No.7692124

>lolita penpal sent me my first letter
>it's so fucking kawaii
>alice in wonderland stationary
>qt envelope sticker
>tiny Btssb bow gift
>I'll be kawaii too omg
>I pull out my craft/paper drawer
>oh wait
>mom had decided to clean out everything for no reason
>realize that I also don't have anything remotely resembling stationary

Gonna go to Chinatown tomorrow.

>> No.7692127

>>7692124
>tfw no penpal
>tfw I'm too shit at writing to people to have a penpal anyway

>> No.7692134

>>7692127
my life

>> No.7692140

> pretty much all lolitas agree that cheap lace is horrible
> no one ever complains about hoe low quality most shoes and bags look

I can't be the only one who's bothered by pleather shoes and bags, c-can I?

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I feel like a gigantic cunt for typing this but gah it's so frustrating and I need to vent

>have two weeks off from work
>bf says we should spend one week in his summer cottage
>"it's really nice there anon, there's a nice lake we can swim in and forests everywhere"
>okay.jpg
>really looking forward to spending time with just him
>but SURPRISE! the summer cottage is actually THREE summer cottages on one piece of land, where all of his relatives and cousins spend the summer together
>literally stuck on an island with ten or so people, two of which I have never seen in my life
>only one shower room
>bf's uncle and aunt prancing around in only speedos and nothing else
>cold during the night and mosquitoes and horseflies during the day
>I brought my clarinet to play but bf's dad tells me to stop because it's annoying and tells me to go play in the forest so I don't disturb anyone
>mfw others don't give a fuck, I've asked
>mfw bitten by bugs in the forest all day so can't even concentrate properly
>bf's mom dumps bf's brother with us to "keep us company heehee"
>brother has severe assburgers, can't speak properly, takes five minutes to say a single word and when he does he can't use his inside voice; acts reeeeeally awkward and... well, autistic and won't listen when we tell him to stop doing something
>every meal is torture because I have to sit next to him and he chews with his mouth open and smacks while eating, while shouting "MMMM THIS IS GOOD" with his mouth open every five minutes
>mfw the rest of the family does the same
>can't have a single moment to myself, let alone with bf, because as soon as I am alone they yell my name or come looking for me literally not five minutes after I say I'll be away
>"why won't you spend time with us, what's wrong, that's rude"
>mfw I spent literally 7/8ths of my days with them while they talk about the weather and mowing the lawn
>later ask me "DID YOU HAVE FUUUUN?!"
>"y-yes"

fucking never again

>> No.7692143

>>7692090
>love dat pic

>> No.7692144

>>7692127
Oddly, I found her on r/penpals even when I listed lolita as an interest. Got about five responses in a little over a day before I had to cap it.

Try it! I feel like I'm shit too but you have to start somewhere.

>> No.7692146

>>7692052
>tfw not a qt girl

>> No.7692148

>>7692090
Why won't you see him until mid August?

>> No.7692150

>>7692090
Your pic is gold. Totes saved.
Good luck anon qt

>> No.7692152

>Got into dream school
>Dream program
>80,000 a year if I graduate and land a job
>Nervous as fucking shit
>Putting on weight from stress eating
>Want to finish cosplay but too nervous and summer school
>Want cute loli gf or cosplay gf to share wardrobe with and act like princesses with
>Getting way too worked up over everything

>Suddenly remember the Mad Men Season Finale

I don't know why this stupid song is calming me or making me happy, but man, I have a bad weakness for showtunes. I really hope things look up for all of us.

The best things in life are free~

>> No.7692153

>fairly sure BF's brother is an actual aspie
>basically poster child for asperger's
>his family won't listen, just think he's an asshole and yell at him all the time.

>> No.7692160

>>7692153
>>7692142
ayyyy what's this with assburger brothers all of a sudden

>> No.7692167

>>7692116
2 of them are already through, and they hurt like a bitch, but the other ones aren't so they have to be cut. I'm going under too so it's a bit scary!

No hard food for me for like 2 weeks.

>> No.7692171

Many feels today.

>be 26, couldn't drive
>learning how to
>exam this morning
>I passed!
>even my instructor was shocked

>dress himekaji everyday
>only wears neutral colors to work to not attract too much attention
>decide to go with new pink dress today
>compliments all day, including from my normalfag boss
>cute geeky coworker who I had a crush on frowns
>"Anon, why the hell are you dressed like that...?"
>slightly heartbroken because someone did not like my clothes
>but so not crushing anymore

>watch video from a concert I attended in 2012
>missing every song, every moment and every person I met that day
>terrible at keeping friends, haven't spoken to any of them in ages
>hating myself for letting excellent people just leave my life like that

>> No.7692178

>>7692167
Yeah, I had all 4 cut out, and they were in sideways.

Just remember, no straws, no cold, no hot. I made the mistake of trying to drink a milkshake four days after, and it was terrible.

As for going under, it's not too bad. You sit in the chair, they hook you up to the heart monitor, and then they put a mask on your nose (they did for me, at least, but I'm afraid of needles). Starts off oxygen, they slowly add laughing gas or something, and then next thing you know, you're waking up drooling all over yourself.

Good luck, anon!

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>>7692127
>tfw terrible handwriting

>> No.7692190

>>7692178
Thanks anon!

My roommate had to get his out a year or so ago and he told me he basically ate those little applesauce cups and room temp mashed potatoes for like a week.

>> No.7692193

>>7692183
Take a calligraphy course, anon! It's a nice and fairly inexpensive hobby. Plus, it's one of those hobbies that suit lolita very well, which is cool even when it shouldn't a priority.

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>Was going to attend a convention for the first time last year.
>Had paid for everything; travel costs, hotel, passes, etc.
>Had been setting money aside in small increments for six months and had 1k in spending money for it.
>Flash Gordon Klytus costume ready to go
>Calculated everything
>Monday before the convention, pic related happens.
>Convention site and twitter feed say it's still going ahead.
>Not that nervous; police and everyone else know what they're doing, security seems sound.
>Friday hits. Manhunt up in this shit, city locked down
>By 3:30, the Convention organizers announce that the whole thing's canceled.
>Spent two days on the phone with various establishments getting my money back.

>> No.7692221

>tfw trying to trim bangs perfectly straight
>tfw one part shorter than the rest
>tfw obsess over evening it out
>tfw bangs are disgustingly crooked and too short now

Kill me.

>> No.7692236

>>7692190
My advice would be to go to the store and buy Ensure, or something similar, like old people drink.

I lived off of those things for six months when I had braces on, they fucked up the inside of my mouth and I couldn't eat properly. It's good to keep up on at least vital nutrition, so you can heal faster.

Also don't feel bad if you can't brush your teeth the first night. I tried to and it was a horrible mistake.

>> No.7692245

>>7692199
>arrange to room with friend and his brother for Katsucon
>ask if they've looked into booking a room yet
>they haven't
>I already bought my pass
>"well anon if I can't get I room I just won't go lol"

What do I even do, I can't afford to stay at the gaylord by myself and he's in charge of booking a room for a whole big group of us.

>> No.7692253

>>7692245
Get everybody from the group to harass him until he either books the room, or allows someone else in the group to take over being the leader.

>> No.7692256

>2 months had a 4, possibly 5, person group for D*C
>suddenly down to 2
>could be just me after if last person pulls out because others aren't going
>I've already paid for my shit (hotel deposit, reg, costumes)
>gdi you guys

anyone want to share a hyatt room?

>> No.7692258

>>7692245
Do you have to stay at a hotel? Airbnb and hostels are always good budget options!

>> No.7692274

>birthday was yesterday, no friends to do shit with, went to the gym then sat at home playing DOTA all day
>having a hard time on my cut, stalled out at 147, want to be 135
>left over birthday cake
>really good smoothie place within walking distance from my gym, really damn hot
>Lifts not progressing
>two scoops of jack3d isn't working anymore, and when it does, it's inconsistant as fuck
>forgot to get shooting gloves for my cosplay at the surplus store
>Con a month and a half out and I still need to find a close hotel with a weight room

>> No.7692298

>tfw you're too nice for 4chan but too bitchy for Tumblr.

I just want my fellow seagulls to be happy and laugh at terrible cosplay.

>> No.7692308

> birthday was yesterday
> three people short at work
> working with slow-moving, easily-distracted new guy
> literally on the run all day
> gf working yesterday and today
> kind of bummed, but what can you do?
> DHL man ascends
> "Sign here for your package!"
> try on new dress
> shit fits like a glove
> fuck yeah, lolita birthday

>> No.7692314

>>7692298
This so much.

>> No.7692316
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>be a while ago
>buy materials for a cosplay
>excited because it's cheap
>get super busy
>a month or so later start sewing
>look at fabric I bought for trim
>need a gold color
>have a bright banana yellow color
>remembr thinking it was perfect in the store
>tfw what the hell was I smoking when I bought this

>> No.7692322

>Friends all getting older
>Not many feeling Otakon this year
>Want to go to bad some sleazy con girls
>Don't want to go alone
>Do want to save money

Getting old sucks

>> No.7692323

>>7692089
This sounds familiar.

>> No.7692332

>>7692298
I feel you way too much.
Let's be nice bitches anon

>> No.7692344

>>7692322
This is probably the worst feel ever because it's inexorable. Eventually we'll either stop or be weird. Thinking about it really really sucks.

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>>7692274

Hey, I'm >>7692308

Happy belated birthday! Good luck on working on your cut!

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>>7692089
You too eh?

>> No.7692358

>>7692344
I think we shouldn't worry about it too much,time will change everything,maybe you'll not be into it in a few years,maybe you'll still like it and whatever,you will be an awesome grandma cosplayer/con go-er and rock that shit

>> No.7692362

>>7692346
You too. and thanks, it'll take a while, but it'll get done eventually.

#july16thisbestbirthday

>> No.7692367

>mfw I actually like some of that shitty weaboo "group"'s songs
>Leetstreetboys
>I'm the worst

>> No.7692382

>>7692362
Different anon here, July 16th was my birthday too! Happy birthday to us!

>> No.7692389

>Hopelessly in love with the Disney x Syrup Bambi cardigan ever since I first laid eyes on it
>Periodically scour auctions and EGL sales; no luck
>Stopped hoping, but do a search for it on yahoo auctions because what the heck
>THERE IT IS
>With a pretty bad photo, and listed under a brand I haven't heard of
>Try to bid through fromjapan
>"This seller doesn't deal with proxy services blah blah"
>SO CLOSE GOD DAMN IT
>Try another shopping service which might be better at passing as not a shopping service
>It worked!
>TFW got it for 4000 yen + SS fees when I would have gladly paid disgusting amounts of money for it
>TFW looked around in the brand category that it was listed under, found a whole bunch of cute things and have now discovered a new brand that I like
>TFW got a whole bunch of cute clothes headed my way

Superficial feels, perhaps, but feels nonetheless.

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>dad gets manual car
>going to start teaching me how to drive stick in the next few weeks
>half confidence and half anxiety
>"but you already know how to drive auto, it'll be easy"
>mfw i think back and realise i've been driving for over six years
>confidence now at 95%

>> No.7692438

>was a non-nude camgirl on mfc about a year ago
>did occasional nudity in private sessions
>living a pretty vanilla life now
>paranoid someone's going to recognize me and post screencapped nudes every time I see one of my coords posted somewhere

I mean, I wasn't that active on mfc and I sent take down notices for most of the stuff I found on google search but the paranoia is definitely still there.
I really wish I'd thought about this before I started but I was going through a shitty time and barely had enough money to pay my rent.

>> No.7692442

Sometimes I think about starting a comm for committed lolitas.
>tfw you'll never go on a double date with a lolita friend and her bf

>> No.7692447

>>7692344

Yeah no one wants to be the 30+ creeper at the con since con girls never age

>> No.7692465

>>7692382
>>7692346
Yay us! What are the odds of three people on an internet board sharing the same birthday?

>> No.7692472

>>7692447
This thread has made me think about the older attendees I see there. Besides curious normalfags/normalfag parents, it's kind of cute to think of them as longer term fans
>that old woman could be a Glass Mask fan and cosplayed back in the day

>> No.7692476

>>7692413
Hate to be a downer, but driving manual is nothing like driving automatic.

>> No.7692713

>tfw feel like I'm suffering from borderline personality disorder
>have done a lot of research to make sure my feelings match up with the signs and symptoms
>very hesitant on talking with someone about it
>tell boyfriend
>"so you're basically a normal person. those are normal symptoms. that's all."
>feel like he can't understand
>feel like shit
>tearing up now.

cgl related:
>tfw can't afford CDC for a couple more weeks.

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>friend sends me $100 to buy him stuff at AX
>transfer money from PP to bank account
>the con ends and the money isn't in PP or bank account
>"huh ok I'm with a small credit union and it was a weekend so maybe it'll show up later and I can send it back to him"
>1 month later
>money still missing

So did PP just eat $100? It says the payment was completed but it never showed up in my account.

>> No.7692786

>>7692755
I think you should contact Paypal. better save than sorry

>> No.7692794

>>7692755
Contact paypal, this isn't normal

>> No.7692796

>tfw saved a decent amount of money for customs duties
>tfw none of the packages has any
>tfw I get extra money from parents and grandparents
>tfw I'll be able to spend all of it at upcoming tea parties

>> No.7692845

>>7692786
>>7692794
I'm going to, but I'm trying to figure out how exactly to do so. I'm trying to avoid calling them (I've heard their customer service over the phone is awful), but it sounds like that might be the best way to get ahold of them?

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>Going to uni this fall
>Was going to room with a friend in the dorms
>School basically tells my friend she needs to be on the same floor with other engineers
>Post about it in /cgl/ feels thread about it a few weeks ago
>Eventually gets over it and I'm prepping for my random roomate
>Today
>Housing assignments are three days late because students crashed the website
>Of course they complain about it
>ok whatever hopefully this will work out
>get assignment
>ROOMATE IS THE FRIEND I REQUESTED FOR SOME REASON
>Everyone on uni FB page complains about their housing assignments
>"I didn't get to room with my BFF from high school!!" Posts everywhere
>Slightly confused but it's hilarious seeing everyone flip their shit and I surprisingly got what I wanted when I said it was OK if I didn't
>Super excited now so hopefully everything is in place

>> No.7692954

>tfw my legs only look a fat while i'm wearing lolita.

>> No.7692965

>>7692845
Just call them

>> No.7692975

>>7692052
>tfw Dragon*con has snuck up on me
>no costume
>gained twenty pounds over the summer from deep depression and running out of meds because depression caused me to quit my job
>may lose relationship if I keep refusing to leave my house
>no costume

Fuck, I need to get my life together. Starting this weekend, I'm FORCING myself to get over my pride, ask my parents for money, and get my meds so I can get my life in order. Shit.

>> No.7692978

>>7692975
Get a job as soon as you can
I'm not saying that to be snarky, getting a job is pretty much the only thing that keeps me falling into full depression and lethargy
I'm so useless when I don't have a job. Try it even if you don't think you can, as soon as you get your meds and shit

>> No.7693000

>Have a rather snooty friend who thinks she knows everything about fashion (she's clueless)
>get real tired of her shit one day and try to teach her about fashion a little bit
>Claims to know everything about lolita, but doesn't know who ap or btssb are
>show her mori and she says "I already know what that is, that's lolita, they're lolitas"
sigh
maybe one day

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I'm tired of this bitch taking credit for making a cosplay she bought off of someone else.

>> No.7693088

>Be guy
>Love the fashion because it's absolutely gorgeous and modest
>At a con this weekend
>Grill walks past wearing Musee du chocolat
>Musee du chocolat is my absolute most favorite print
>I fucking love teddy bears and sweets. Put them into a coord and it's automatic 10/10
>I, with a shocked face, go MUSEE DU CHOCOLAT?
>Asian loli death stares me
>I keep staring at the bears in awe
>Probably came across as a creeper

Shieeeet.

>> No.7693103

>tfw social skills of a potato
i-i just wanna have fun like everyone else...

>> No.7693106

>>7692413
Learning manual is pretty rough, but your experience will definitely be useful, it'll help give you a sense of when you need to change because you'll be used to the noises of the car. It's tough but it can definitely be useful.

>> No.7693107

>>7693103
Oh girls just want to have fun

>> No.7693112

>>7693088
If that's all you said then she probably did think you were a creep, but if you told her that you love the fashion and that's your favourite print then it's alright, but you probably didn't, right?

>> No.7693117

>tfw con in 1 month
>haven't started costume
>sewing machine breaks
>friends are bitches who won't lend theirs to me even though they never sew
> might have to shit out entire cosplay using only iron on hem tape if bf's grandma won't let me use hers again

I'm so scared that it'll be awful, it's my first time having to do anything this last minute.

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>>7693112

>tfw I just said Musee du chocolat and left it at that

Damnit.

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>Been having weird things happen to my body lately and can't explain it
>wake up sore with no explanation
>constantly have no energy
>mind in a fog

I actually want to start seeing a psychiatrist because I have a hunch I have had ADD pretty much all my life [it would make a shitton of sense], but the only one that takes my insurance has a 6+ month long waiting list, and my symptoms aren't severe enough to go to the community mental health center in my area.
However, I may qualify soon, as my desperation and hatred for myself and my situation are spiraling me into a depression to where I'm crying almost every other day and not taking care of myself.
I NEVER CRY, DAMMIT.

CGL-related feels:
>Been half-assedly watching what I eat and feeling the onset of hunger
>Hope I lose weight so I can fit into my dresses better
>WRONG
>GAINED 10LB.
>I'm now 143lb.

This is gettin' me down. I'm going on the 500 Calorie Diet starting next week.

>> No.7693138

>tfw always wanted to be a lolita and cosplay
>tfw always too poor to do either
>tfw I feel like soon I'll be too old to start cosplaying/dressing in lolita

Sigh. I've been browsing this board since the kipi floods and just admiring all of you guys from afar. I really can't wrap my head around how some teens have enough money for elaborate cosplays of j-fash. Do their parents just hand them tons of money or did they all start working from a really young age?
I always feel like I made a bit of a mistake moving away from home so soon, I never had time to save up money..

>> No.7693140

>>7693138
Do you live paycheck to paycheck? Some teens may get money handed to them, but some of them work part time and save. They don't have to pay bills/rent so they can put all their work money towards whatever they want. I moved out when I was 19, worked a crappy full time for minimum wage and I still had money to put towards hobbies. It's just about budgeting, living within your means etc.

>> No.7693193

>>7693140
I live paycheck to paycheck pretty much, even though I hardly spend any money on anything other than necessities. I have two cats so after I pay all my bills and buy food for me and the cats, I'm left with barely nothing. I do manage to save like 20 euros each month but it adds up so slowly that I only have like 100 euros saved up so far. I have a job that pays rather well but I don't get enough hours to really have a decent paycheck.
When I lived at home I used to have a better paying job (that I hated) but my mom was in so much debt that I pretty much gave most of my paycheck to her each month and only kept a little to myself. I saved up 800 euros and moved out with that money.
Luckily I'm moving in with my bf next month so we'll split the rent and stuff, so that should really make a difference in my financial situation. Probably not enough to start wearing lolita, but enough to indulge in cheaper hobbies like gunpla.

>> No.7693211

>>7693088
>>7693121

I would still find you extremely suspect, even after explanations, tbh. How do you keep up with the fashion, and what's your incentive to keep up with it?

>> No.7693215

>>7693193
I saved up 800eur and that's how much one month's rent costs here.
Needless to say, all my clothes are thrifted.

>> No.7693218
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7693218

>started practicing squats because I'm flabby and gross from being a hikki/NEET
>thighs hurt really bad after 2 days
I heard it's supposed to hurt if you're doing it right, but still.

>> No.7693221

>>7693211
I don't get it. If he was just a creep, why would he be familiar with things like print names and brands?
Do you think those weird guys masturbate to prints or something?
It would've been worse if he started off with "I love Lolita" or something IMO

>> No.7693222

>>7693211

Its different, refreshing to see, and the wide variety of styles leave a lot to see as opposed to jeans + brand shirt or boring tidy casual?

If it puts you at ease im not entirely up to date. MDC is one of like 4 prins I care to remember simply because, well, bears and chocs.

sorry for odd post format. posting from phone.

>> No.7693224

>>7693103
I know that feel, anon

>> No.7693225

>>7692143
>>7692150
Haha, thanks anons! My friend came up with it so I had to make it reality.

>>7692148
He's on a course thing (internship? idk what it really is) in Tokyo. It's great for him, and I'm delighted he got it, but I do miss him.

>> No.7693236

>Work third shift
>Come home everyday for the past month with bfs friends in my bed, on our couch, on the floor, in the recliners.
>tells him 3 weeks ago, plz I want to be able to come home and sleep
>They get drunk, high, smoke hooka all night while I work
>Hate that shit anyway
>Come home everyday and clean up spilled beer, bongs, and garbage from the food I pay for eaten.
>Getting more and more upset
>No time for bf time because I can't go to sleep when I get home, have to wait for everyone to wake up and then I have to sleep for work tomorrow
>Tell bf to not have everyone over every day.
>Says 'So I can't have friends now"
>Wtf.jpg that is not what I said
>Asked Bf for at least one day together, we are both off on weekends.
>Nope friends are over, I am not important
>Come home last night to 7 random dudes I have never met before in my life sleeping in my bed, my house again.
>I am fucking done
>Wake up bf tell him I hope he is happy with his decision
>He says if you don't like it leave.


Been with him for 3 years. He has ever acted this way before and is all that I have. I am really hurt and angry and just don't know what to do.

>> No.7693241

>>7693236
Girl you need to get out of there. I know that's easier said than done, but is there anywhere else you can go? That's not a healthy way for you to live, and you deserve better than that bullshit. He doesn't sound like he's worth a shite, tbh.

>> No.7693246

>>7692884
Congrats, you are now an engineering student Anon, I hope you do well

>> No.7693248

>>7692975
Do you need an email buddy? I'm in a similar boat and need to focus on getting these costumes done.

>> No.7693251

>>7693241
I suck at making friends, so all the ones from school I don't talk to anymore.
My Mom is a druggie and my dad is dead I have been with him since my family fell apart. All the other family members are either dead or don't believe in my existence. I have only my car.

I just want to lolita and be happy.

He is just being so inconsiderate. I think his friends changed him, he used to give me flowers randomly and take me out all the time. Now I just don't matter to anyone once again.
The story is a bit worse and more detailed but I tried to keep it short for that rant. He is being a douche bag.

>> No.7693255

>>7693251
Anon, 3 years isn't that much. It might feel like a lot, but it really isn't. Put your foot down and tell him that if he doesn't clean up his act, you're leaving, and then actually do it. What's more important, your mental and physical health, or staying with a jerk who doesn't seem to love you? You have the rest of your life ahead of you, so you might as well try to be happy.

>> No.7693256

>>7693255
tbh I would just leave. if you have someone you can stay with for now do it. he will either see that he fucked up and change his ways or he will continue living in his destructive ways

>> No.7693257

>>7693251
it's up to you whether to wait a little and see if this change passes or to leave. i encourage you to do whatever is best for your health, i know it can be terrible being alone.

>> No.7693259

>>7693251
I would just leave. I wouldn't even give him a final warning, because at this point he knows full well you're not happy, and he probably thinks you're just going to stick around forever regardless. The only way he'll see that you're serious is if you leave. Even if he apologises, don't come back until you can see that he's really sorry and is ready to give you even an iota of respect. If he doesn't, big whoop, you're better off alone than with an ass like him.

>> No.7693260

>>7693236
Are you me anon? I am in a very similar situation. I feel like my bf is turning into a completely different person because of our shitty room mate. Bongs and empty beer bottles everywhere all the time, house a complete mess, never any food etc. I told my bf I am looking for somewhere else to live and when I find a place and its a good time I am just leaving, he says he can do long distance. What he doesn't know is that I hope to dump him after I have moved away. I wish you the best of luck with your situation anon, I know how it feels and its horrible I know. I basically never leave my bedroom because its the only place I have that is clean and to myself but at least I have that. You will be much happier out of there and he will realize eventually what a fucking idiot he was being.

>> No.7693261

>>7692052
>tfw there are no good Gamagoori cosplayers
>tfw even if there were, none of them would be gay for a guy who looks like Daru
>like I'm not even gay, it's just him (and Magnus...and Bane...okay I'm gay)

>>7692093
I might have a suggestion.

>> No.7693267
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7693267

>tfw 25 years old and only started cosplaying at 23
>tfw people >5 years younger than you are doing work that's 10x better than yours
>I shouldn't feel bitter about this but it just makes me feel old and bad
>affecting my drive to work on cosplay

>> No.7693268

>>7693255
>>7693256
>>7693257
>>7693259
>>7693260
Thank you guys. I guess I am just finding it hard to accept. I am going to have to live out of my car for a while until I can find a place

I just never wanted it to be like this, he saved me from myself and helped me back on my feet. I guess people just change.

>> No.7693291

>>7693134
If you're waking up like that, I'd suspect insomnia or apnea.

I have ADD AND insomnia, AND apnea, but I don't think the things are related. Maybe the ADD and insomnia, but if you couldn't sleep, you'd know it.

Apnea is where you basically stop breathing while you're asleep, and it sucks, but it's good to get looked at for it. Your regular doctor should be able to direct you in that, no psych needed. If you're not sleeping well because of it, and not getting proper oxygen because of it, you're going to feel like shit when you wake up.

>> No.7693293

>>7693218
Building muscle is damaging the muscle and then letting it heal. You're creating tiny tears in your muscles. They're damaged, so they hurt, but when they heal they'll be stronger.

>> No.7693301

Meta put a really cute classic print that I love and would have fit me and gone in my wardrobe perfectly up for reserve and I got so caught up in work and life and my thesis that I missed it

>mfw everything is sold out
>would fit perfect
>matches wardrobe perfect

Maybe I can find it second-hand but...ugh. Actually really sad right now.

>> No.7693310

>>7693301
Have you emailed them about it? They might be able to find it in one of their stores.

>> No.7693314

>>7693310
I didn't know that was an option! I will give it a shot...maybe I'll luck out. Thank you for letting me know about this, anon.

>> No.7693315

>tfw need to lose 30 pounds/4-6 inches
>start training for marathon, begin losing inches (don't know about weight, haven't stepped on a scale)
>tfw impatient as fuck

I know it took me six years to get to this point, but still, waiting is hard. I've been eating better and feeling better physically and about myself when I look in the mirror, but still. I know I don't have that far to go in the scheme of things, but ugh.

>> No.7693319

>>7693314
No problem, just out of curiosity what dress is it?

>> No.7693324
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7693324

>>7693319
Secret Library Pinafore dress.
Finding classic dresses (especially library dresses) that would fit is really tough so I was super excited about this one...and I already have all of the other pieces that would make a cute coord with it.

>> No.7693360
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7693360

I'll precede this by saying that my mom has a cleaning OCD along with many irrational phobias.

>move back home because my landlord is a nutjob
>won't be able to move back out until I get another student loan
>stepdad is fine but mom acts indignant because I'll surely make 'messes'
>they're trying to sell the house too so she feels extra justified to keep the house clean
>you know, for those random people who may at any time visit our house (not)
>she uses the one monthly open house as an excuse to be extra anal about cleaning
>I was only allowed to bring a handful of clothes back into the house along with some makeup/heat tools (she still considers this 'very messy')
>all the rest of my stuff is boxed in the garage

Since she has a cleaning/organizing OCD my mom went through all of my boxes in the garage and reorganized them. She thought my plastic bins I kept my clothes in were clearly a sign of how incapable I was, so she reorganized all of my bins and put half of my stuff in space bags.
She did all this strategically while I was at work so I wouldn't overlook what she was doing, so naturally I have little clue of where anything is.

>be today, getting ready for lolita meetup
>have everything except for wigs
>real hair is shitty so the wigs are essential
>thought it would be an easy find out in the garage
>nope.jpg
>ask my mom casually where she put my wigs
>since, you know, she last touched them from my bins
>she tells me no and gives me some touchy attitude about how I should know where my stuff is
>I'm starting to get frustrated so I go out to the garage to search
>I have about 4 bins and eight space bags
>suddenly she comes out and starts getting huffy
>"UGH you have so much shit anon, no wonder you can't find anything! It's so messy!"
>"...my entire life is packed out in this garage and you won't let me take anything inside so..."
>"OH, so now it's MY fault eh anon?!"
>she groans and moans some more while 'helping' me search
(con't)

>> No.7693362
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7693362

>>7693360
>"Kinda, yeah. You love your stuff and this house more than you love me, and you don't respect me."
>she doesn't even deny that
>she raises her voice and continues
>"WELL, you KNOW, I work very hard to keep everything clean around here, nobody helps me (untrue), blah blah blah.."
>I tune her out because at this point I'm more than frustrated with everything
>she heads towards the space bags
>I tell her I already went through the space bags >she tears them down to the floor anyway
>'helping'
>tells me to pick them up
>fingers through boxes that I told her I already went through
>"HAVE YA LOOKED IN HERE ANON!"
>she's acting like a kid throwing a tantrum so I pitch my own
>"Just leave me the fuck alone. I didn't ask for your help."
>"OH, so THAT'S how it is eh?!"
>"You're being a bitch!"
>she storms off and goes inside to b8 my stepdad into this because I called her a bitch
>welp, my fault, I gave her the ammo
>I give up in the garage because I'm not finding the wigs and I feel emotionally drained from arguing
>the second I step into the house I see my mom screaming at my stepdad of what an ungrateful shit I've been that I don't appreciate her reorganizing
>she sees me and rampages over to me wide-eyed, still screaming, beet red, wiggling her finger in my face like I'm a 17 year old
>she's shorter than me so it's even less intimidating
>"IF YOU DON'T START TREATING ME WITH RESPECT ANON-"
>"Or what?"
>she doesn't even give an ultimatum and goes on to bitch more about my attitude
>lol.jpg
>me and my stepdad go back out to the garage to look again
>he's more calm but convinced by my mom that I'm solely to blame for starting her fit
>he fucks off because he can't find the blessed wigs either
>I keep searching long after the bitch has calmed the fuck down
>find the wigs buried underneath my electronics bin
>very obvious she put them there
>I look closer and notice she also space bagged my dildo
>"So that's where that thing went..."
>mfw

>> No.7693365

>>7693362
>space bagged my dildo
Top kek

>> No.7693372 [DELETED] 

My friend has met this autist couple from a game club and now I can't go anywhere without them being there. She's so psyched over these new "kawaii" friends that are really fake and obsessed with Japan. They are almost 30 (we're 25) and run this game club full of little kids which I'm not even sure is legal. The guy just rants on about things like how much he hates "Frozen" and his wife does all this stupid Avril Lavigne shit like copying excited girly scenes from anime when she orders a fucking pizza. She spams all our Facebook walls with shit and my friend just seems completely oblivious as to how annoying these people are. I know this sounds really petty but I can't explain it very well.

It's really evil, but I want to persuade the girl to "get into lolita" but secretly encourage her to be ita without her knowing it. I don't think she'd have the balls to wear anything other than jeans and a t-shirt though. I'm a horrible person.

>> No.7693375

>>7693372
>They are almost 30
>we're 25
>>we're 25

How does that make you any different from them in age?

>> No.7693379

>>7693372
>I know this sounds really petty
A little bit.

>> No.7693380

>>7693324
This is beautiful and I feel your pain anon, this same exact thing happened to me today. I hope you find it.

>> No.7693392

>>7692954
>tfw my legs only look skinny while I'm wearing lolita because the dress covers up my ham thighs

>> No.7693396

>>7693372
You sound just as dumb as you're making them out to be.

>> No.7693402 [DELETED] 

>>7693375
>>7693379
>>7693396
Sorry, I worded that wrong, I meant that I think it's weird to act like a little kid at 30, (she's 29, he's 30) and then I thought maybe I should clarify how old I was, and yes I do think it would be weird if I acted like a little kid too. It sounds petty because I can't explain it very well, but sometimes a lot of small things add up to a huge annoyance and I feel like they are just taking over anything. How do I sound just as dumb? I'm not actually going to do it. Are all these from the same person and are you defensive for a reason?

>> No.7693406

>>7693392
you and me share the same feel, anon.

>> No.7693411

>>7693392
Better ham thighs than cow tits. Pear shapes usually have a small waist too.

>> No.7693412

>>7693411
Jealous titless wonder detected. Jelly that the only men you attract are pedos?

>> No.7693413

>>7693402
Well I'm not the same anon, but I am >>7693396
and your entire post sounded childish as hell, not even in a bitchy seagull way. In a more "wah these people are so annoying, but not like me i'm totes mature see~" type of a way.

Honestly why don't you talk it out with them, take them off your fb, ditch your friend cause she sounds like a weeb. I don't know. There's nothing wrong with being childish, being serious all the time is just as grating, you know.
I do think it's kind of funny that you're being so childish as well while bitching about childish people.

>> No.7693419

>>7693380
Thank you, anon. Meta hit a homerun with this one so I will get my hands on it someday, somehow...

>>7692954
My legs are fat anyway but they look proportional unless I'm in lolita then it's just tree trunk legs
not kawaii

>> No.7693427

>>7693413
You're right. I don't normally delete posts but I was being an idiot. I don't think I'm mature and I'm not serious all the time, I can't explain the situation very well either but it's not because they are "not like me" that is the issue, it is because I think they are quite fake. I think I'm more annoyed at my friend in reality but let's face it, it's easier to blame someone you don't care about. Talking to her about stuff is really difficult so I'm not sure how I could raise anything with her. Why do you think she sounds like a weeb and not the other people?

>> No.7693438

>>7693427
Oh I didn't say they don't, but since you don't seem to care about them I think maybe it's more that she likes them because they're weeby since she is herself. You were obviously interested in ditching them so there was no real point to say that, but it is true as well.

I think if you don't like them, you don't like them. You can tell your friend that and her answer will leave it to you to decide where to go from there.

I recently had a similar issue with one of my friends becoming friends with this abysmally stupid SJW type person that caused drama with me because she thought I was 'taking her spot' even though I've been friends with everyone for 6 years and she's only known anyone for half a year. I ended up having a talk about it and she rarely is invited out and they basically ditch her when I want to come around.

I guess what I'm saying is that, maybe your friend wants to hang with weebs and if you don't like that I can see why, but you gotta tell her or nothing will happen and you'll end up coming here plotting ita-inducing revenge.

>> No.7693459

>>7693438
I've calmed down now and I can see just how stupid I sounded, no weird revenge, I promise!

My friend has hurt me quite a bit in the past and likes to be in charge of things, and she has effectively removed certain people she doesn't like from our social group through manipulation. I have no issue with hanging out with new people, but the way she goes about it is wrong (inviting them to everything, not asking anyone else how they feel about it) and sometimes I just want to be with my close friends at times. I don't feel I can meet them without her in case it causes drama. I still keep in touch and meet up with the people she has "removed" as it were, but I find it difficult to stand up to her/change things, and before I didn't really realise what was happening until afterwards. I would leave, but I still like her despite this as she can be really lovely (I think she's quite insecure) and I don't want to lose my other friends either.

I'm sorry you had the SJW issue, that must have been really awkward, I'm pleased you sorted it out.

>> No.7693462

>>7692954
It's dat hemline. Anything right at the knee ruins my legs

>> No.7693466

>>7693459
If this is the case, talk to your other friends about it. Tell them your feelings and then explain that she makes your worry and uneasy to talk to. They may be feeling the same, and perhaps you can all talk to her about it together.

Confronting issues can be scary but it will help you in the end. Even if you think aspects of her are nice, if you're miserable most of the time it doesn't count for much.

>> No.7693479

>>7693466
Thanks, this is good advice. I forgot to mention that my other friends are her boyfriend, his sisters, and his sister's boyfriend (yes I know it sounds incestuous but it's just kind of what happened, two of my friends moved away and two others she got rid of) so that might make it awkward to talk to them, but I'll give it a shot. Wow it sounds messy written down.

>> No.7693486

>>7692142
>every meal is torture because I have to sit next to him and he chews with his mouth open and smacks while eating, while shouting "MMMM THIS IS GOOD" with his mouth open every five minutes
>mfw the rest of the family does the same

holy shit I would have poured molten wax in my ears just to save myself from listening to that shit again
Especially because I'm super autismal about table manners
I'm so sorry anon

>> No.7693497

>>7692142
>can't get away from them
Holy shit I'm so sorry. I wouldn't be able to take it, even if it was a group of awesome people. I can't handle being around people for over 10 hours at a time, especially if they're new to me. It's exhausting. You're strong, anon.

>> No.7693550

>>7693134
You're gaining weight because you haven't been eating at a set rhythm and your body is holding on to all the calories you do eat because it's preparing for scarcity. I have an ED and my dad's a nutritionist and a strength builder, so I know how I constantly fucked up. A 500 cal diet will make you lose weight, but at the cost of your metabolism slowing to a crawl. Just eat a decent amount and get off your ass for an hour a day.

>>7692978
Thanks, anon. I've started asking friends if they can get me into anything. I'm tired of feeling like killing myself.

>>7693138
I only started this year, and I'm almost 22. I'd say it's probably better to start later due to having some money to throw around anyway. You can do it, anon!

>>7693218
>Haven't left my house for four months
>rarely see my boyfriend
>have gained twenty pounds since I'm not working out anymore
>boyfriend commented on it when he came to visit a few weeks ago
>"Um, maybe you should leave your house more, because you're starting to get flabby..."
>lol hi insecurities and ed

>>7693236
If you're in an apartment, and have signed a contract, go to the landlord. Otherwise, girl, pls get OUT. His sausage fest seems more important than your safety and comfort, and it seems like you're the one footing the bill for it all.

>> No.7693600

>>7693236
Wow I hope you get out soon, anon. Good luck, but I think given the way he's been treating you/him not even wanting to spend time with you, it's time to go.

>> No.7693682

>>7693412
No actually I have tits and wish I didn't. They're quite large, and when I was in high school and several inches smaller than I am now some little shit kid at the beach dubbed them "mammoth titties". So no, I'm not jealous of breasts, I'm jealous of those without. What I would give for a grorious pear shape anyday.

>> No.7693712
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7693712

>>7693218
>Upper body: Androgynous pretty boy face, broad shoulders, flat stomach and waist curve
>Lower body: Thunder thighs, continental ass, genetic tree trunk calves, barely saved from cankles, and flat platypus feet
I've been trying to do some walking around the neighborhood to ease me into it but I'm a wimp when it comes to physical exercise. It's okay, Anon, we can do this!

>> No.7693720
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7693720

>Bought dream dress a few weeks ago
>Lots o' cash, but it was worth it, since I hadn't seen it for sale anywhere else.
>See post on LM today
>The dress is going for 100$ less.

I bought from a fuckin' scalper.
And I was stupid enough to not price check.
It's my own damn fault.
But still.

>mfw

>> No.7693724

>>7693720
Oh anon, what dress was it?

>> No.7693728

>>7693682
>mammoth titties
Carrie Cowtits here, I feel you.
I can't wear anything with buttons or anything that doesn't have some amount of stretch in it, lolita is out of the question.
My bra cups can hold a month's worth of rice for those starving African orphans and I can't wait to get a reduction later this year. At least you can fake titties with pushups, but I can't even make mine small enough to fit into something normal sized. I'm not even chubby, just wrecking balls for tits, Amazon and with big feet.

>> No.7693737

>be the skinny person in the family
>everybody else is an obese Mexican
>obese family feels the need to police my ass over the little that i eat, when I ever eat even though they're at least 3x my weight
>be the good kid
>get constant shit for liking video games and not being dick-crazy at 19 ("Waaah! If you don't get a boyfriend, then how will I get my grandchildren! Waah so selfish!!11")
>yet 21 year old brother already got krabs, stole over 300$ from me to buy steam games and drugs that he will never pay back to me, is well over 350 lbs, and is constantly screaming at the girls in my family for not getting enough sandwiches from da wimminz and muh friend zone :((((((

I can't wait till I move out next month.

>> No.7693757

>>7693724
An AP LP dress.

>inb4 you deserved to get scalped for buying that shit

>> No.7693782
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7693782

>tfw Fairy Marine rerelease
>tfw on vacation in another country
>tfw I withdrew most of my money for tourism shopping
>tfw I have less than eight hours to get that money back into my account

>> No.7693800

>want to make more friends
>not_so_fast.jpg
>get easily annoyed by other people
>many seem to think I'm an asshole
Generally I'm a nice person, but I have really strong opinions and usually don't hold back on saying them so apparently I come off as mean. And when there's a person who doesn't mind me hating on everything, chances are that I find them annoying or just someone I don't want to deal with.

I guess I'm just not meant to have a lot of friends.

>> No.7693809

>>7693737
I'm imagining Mr Krabs in your brother's boxers now

>> No.7693826

>>7693809
Thank you anon I can't stop laughing

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7693831

>>7692052
>both my sisters are SJW's
>both have taken women's rights courses in uni
>both get violent when i crack a racist/sexist/anythingist joke
>both constantly reblog the most "MEN R EVIL!!1" shit on their tumblrs
>one has had a boyfriend for 6 years
>bless his soul
>sister with said boyfriend doesnt want to marry or have kids because it "degrades the wimminz"
sad part is,
>both are extremely successful for only being 24 & 26
>i'm 19 and live with my parents, diagnosed with BPD and cant even into basically anything it seems
> whenever i make a joke of any kind the tables turn and they shit on me for being unsuccessful problem child whos medical bills charge my parents up the ass
>i already feel awful about it guys
>cosplay is my only hobby i really enjoy and im not even that great at it
>whenever i have cosplayed a character that shows skin SJWsisters get on my ass about it, ends up turning into a big ol argument about the shitty representation of females in videogames and anime

>mfw

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7693833

>both my sisters are SJW's
>both have taken women's rights courses in uni
>both get violent when i crack a racist/sexist/anythingist joke
>both constantly reblog the most "MEN R EVIL!!1" shit on their tumblrs
>one has had a boyfriend for 6 years
>bless his soul
>sister with said boyfriend doesnt want to marry or have kids because it "degrades the wimminz"
sad part is,
>both are extremely successful for only being 24 & 26
>i'm 19 and live with my parents, diagnosed with BPD and cant even into basically anything it seems
> whenever i make a joke of any kind the tables turn and they shit on me for being unsuccessful problem child whos medical bills charge my parents up the ass
>i already feel awful about it guys
>cosplay is my only hobby i really enjoy and im not even that great at it
>whenever i have cosplayed a character that shows skin SJWsisters get on my ass about it, ends up turning into a big ol argument about the shitty representation of females in videogames and anime

>mfw

>> No.7693835

>>7693831
>BPD
Doesn't Tumblr glorify mental disorders? Why not pull the whole "Stop oppressing me you ablest scum"?

>> No.7693836

>>7693833
>>7693831
They sound like pretty shitty SJWs

>> No.7693837
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7693837

>>7693833
jesus christ im sorry for the double post.
regardless both images i attached with them describe my feels very well

>> No.7693843

>>7693831
>they shit on me for being unsuccessful problem child whos medical bills charge my parents up the ass

So much for social justice. Hang in there sis.

>> No.7693865

>made first purchase on lacemarket
>worried buyer will think i'm a flake/fake/scammer/etc because i don't have any egl/lacemarket/any kind of feedback because so new to lolita
>please don't reject me i will show you my bank statements please please please

>> No.7693870

>>7693833
bpd as in bipolar? my grandpa has that, it gets better as you're older and get the right meds. hold on to your underpants and grit your teeth for a while anon, it will be okay.

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7693873

>>7693843
thanks anon. i've finally aquired a fulltime job after 6 months of being NEET so i'm pretty hopeful for something positive in my future.
>>7693835
>>7693836
Honestly, I probably should have referred to them as "selective" SJW's. They dont give two shits about mental disorders, cause to them, "its all in the head." (I once dated an asian guy with the exact same outlook)
They also like to point out the fact i've gained weight (40 pounds, due to a bad spell of depression, and circumstance) but constantly reblog things on their tumblr's that imply they support every size, shape and gender.
I wouldn't doubt that one of them is extremely egocentric and has some problems regarding that, and the other just trails along with her cuz "muh success"

>> No.7693875

>>7693873
>"selective" SJW's
That's all SJWs actually. Either way they're shit people.

>> No.7693888

>>7693870
borderline personality disorder.
I /might/ have bipolar, as the psychs keep making hints that i have some of the same symptoms (and it runs in the family) but for now I'm labeled with "emotional drama whore" disorder

>> No.7693890

>>7693888
isn't that shit rare

>> No.7693893

>>7693890
It's not that uncommon.

>> No.7693897

>>7693893
but it takes a lot to diagnose it, and it basically implies you are a sociopath who lacks self control so...

>> No.7693901

>>7693897
you have a very poor understanding of the word "sociopath".

>> No.7693908

>>7693901
>lies and cheats to get what they want
>casually insults and hurts loved ones, often going too far with it
>mood swings out the wazoo
>always plays the victim
>usually goes too far with drinking, eating, shopping, sex, what have you
>loses interest in people they were previously ass over tit with at the snap of a finger
yeah nah

>> No.7693912

>>7693890
honestly it seems everyone and their mother is being diagnosed with BPD lately. i think its easier for doctors to slap it on someone as soon as they make destructive decisions such as suicide attempts or self harm, or look for attention by doing so.
>>7693897
it really doesn't take alot, considering it's a personality disorder and many traits people/teens have can easy be linked to it.
>>7693901
agreed.

>> No.7693914

>>7693908
That's not a sociopath you fuckhead.

>> No.7693918

>>7693912
but to diagnose bpd you need to be out of your teens.

>> No.7693921

>>7693908
>A) There is a pervasive pattern of disregard for and violation of the rights of others occurring since age 15 years, as indicated by three or more of the following:

> failure to conform to social norms with respect to lawful behaviors as indicated by repeatedly performing acts that are grounds for arrest;
> deception, as indicated by repeatedly lying, use of aliases, or conning others for personal profit or pleasure;
> impulsivity or failure to plan ahead;
> irritability and aggressiveness, as indicated by repeated physical fights or assaults;
> reckless disregard for safety of self or others;
> consistent irresponsibility, as indicated by repeated failure to sustain consistent work behavior or honor financial obligations;
> lack of remorse, as indicated by being indifferent to or rationalizing having hurt, mistreated, or stolen from another


you can get back to me on how many of these symptoms overlap. "playing the victim" and "losing interest" have especially nothing to do with sociopathy. borderline is explained by emotional instability, sociopathy is explained by an inherent lack of empathy. there's a reason borderline personality disorder and antisocial personality disorder (sociopathy in the DSM) aren't even in the same diagnostic group.

like dude, you can just wiki this shit and it's crystal clear.

>> No.7693928

>>7693831
Everyone knows SJWs don't actually care about anyone, they just care about being self righteous. I'm sorry, anon. That blows.

>> No.7693930

>>7693912
this, bpd occurs in only about 1% of the population if I remember correctly, it's more likely that people are being misdiagnosed than anything else

>> No.7693937

>>7693236
I was in a similar situation. LEAVE. Please.

>> No.7693978

>>7692298
I'm just subtle about being bitchy on tumblr, and don't participate in extreme bitchery on 4chan...

>> No.7693986

>>7693236
Leave. Call the cops.

>> No.7693991

>>7693236

Is it your house? Is it in your name? If it is fuck that noise boy has got to go. Even if it's not fuck that noise boy has got to go.

If you're paying for everything and he is using up all your money, fuck him. His friends probably convinced him it was his "right" to mooch off of you and you gotta nip that in the bud right the fuck now.

You don't even have to live in your car, just find yourself a nice extended stay. They're usually used for people in transition like yourself. It kept me on my feet until I found a stable place and usually their rates are pretty reasonable.

>> No.7693996

>>7692332
Yay anon, I hope your day is wonderful.

>>7693978
I am terrible about being subtle. But I do agree that there are some megabitches on here and I want to know what crawled up their butt and died.

>> No.7694033
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7694033

>see this in my feed
>lolwut

This is Cadney's boyfriend - Is he like, serious about this??

I don't judge people if they decide to save themselves for marriage or anything, do whatever feels right to you. But I draw the line when people judge other people for their sex life (especially witht hat holier than you-attitude), and this post is full of judgemental shit.

>> No.7694062

>>7694033
Eh people who are like that virgin blah blah gotta be pure really irritate me. Mostly because they're usually the same types who are anti-abortion and anti women's rights and all that stuff that comes with that.

>> No.7694065

>>7692298
I feel the same way.

>> No.7694074

>>7693908
Hooooo.

That's what my husband was diagnosed with recently.
I've met genuine sociopaths before, and BPD is more about extreme manipulation.

Either way, feels bad, man.

>> No.7694077

>>7694062

It mostly irritates me because as said, I give no fucks about your sexuality, but I really hate this judgemental crap - "Must save yourself for marriage!! Because Jesus said so!! If u dont you're wrong and you are bad and doing it wrong and should be ashamed"

I wonder what he thinks about gay sex. Not allowed because they usually are not allowed to get married, or satanic spawn that the follower of Jesus need to wipe out?

>> No.7694090

>>7694033
thought they broke up

>> No.7694098

>>7694077
I honestly saved myself for marriage but that's because I don't give a shit about sex without having genuine feelings for the person.
But these types that go abstinence=Jesus! make the people who aren't very sexual look bad because a lot of people who are more sexually open associate us with Bible-thumping prudes and automatically assume we hate them for using their vaganias for their intended purposes.

>> No.7694099

>>7694074
ah yes I read your feels some time ago.

>> No.7694101

>>7694074
>>7693908
Oh boy, my dad has that. He acts exactly as anon described, and always has. The mood swings are insane. When I was just getting into
Lolita, about 4 years ago and I was still living with my parents, he would constantly threaten to burn all my dresses in front of me if he was in a shit mood. Feels really bad man.

>> No.7694106

>>7694098
like so >>7694062

>> No.7694110

>>7694101
to be fair some of those symptoms can commonly be found in anyone, especially the sees-the-world-in-absolutes one, albeit to a lesser degree. Unless a therapist is certain you have it, just going by the symptoms can be fairly inaccurate because hell, when I read the wiki the way they describe it makes it sound like basically everyone I know, including myself.

>> No.7694273

>>7694110
He was diagnosed in his thirties, but he does do the things anon described. I have read about it on the internet and nothing has been accurate so far, and you're right, a lot of people are like that, but I know BPD, and it is almost indescribable. But he was officially diagnosed by a psychiatrist shortly after I was born. I don't have it though.

>> No.7694308
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7694308

>>7693728
>reading this post
>empathizing with it almost to the point of seagull tears
>get to the part about anon-chan being an amazon-chan

captcha worsen opyber

>> No.7694312

>>7694273
good, since I heard genetics play a great role in whether you have it or not.

>> No.7694348

>>7693103
I know dat pain
>>7693324
I'm not a fan of classic prints or library prints usually because i think they look a bit boring but this is really really cute! I love also the white cat sitting on a chair and the messy floor, if gives a more lively look.
>>7693411
Yes, definitely. Also cow tits tend to sag faster than smaller ones and give you back aches, so better to have smaller tits!
>>7693412
Not everyone with small tits or petite bodied attract older people, i'm the opposite. I attract usually boys younger than me also of more than only 2-3 years, well not pedobait usually 18 or more since i'm near my mid 20s. And i love it, i dislike way older men.

>> No.7694388

>>7694033
wut??? I hate when some people dictate how sexual life must be and in this case, you must not be gay, bi or trans to marry or even an hetero person doing sexual acts outside marriage or casual sex. Wish more people were less into this conservative religious shit.
>>7694062
Yes, i think they are anti-abortion and anti-women's right
>mfw see this shit
>why this people still exsist

>> No.7694562

>>7693268
Have you tried compromising at all? Like, if he can't deal with not having friends over and trashing the place, then at least say the bedroom is off limits? And stop cleaning up after them, firstly. You his girlfriend. not he and his friend's maid.

Does he actually have a job? From your post you make it seam like you work all day/pay for food/ etc and he is just at home? If so, then why are YOU the one leaving?
If you live in an apartment, call the landlord one night and say you smell weed or have a noise complaint and force them to stop.

If you can at least compromise the first bit then you might be able to deal until you can save up and get your own place.Get out of there as soon as you can and disconnect form him, because he obviously doesn't care about you if he's letting this continue when he knows it bothers you a lot.

Find a hostel for 10 bucks a day or couchsurf or something if you feel like you need to leave asap. If you lived in my city I'd gladly let you crash a few days, and a lot of people have a similar mentality. Just think about your own well being before his.

>> No.7694729

>>7694033
speaking as someone who knows him, I feel like this was done ironically.
And also they broke up a while ago.

>> No.7694810

>>7693324
That's not classic at all

>> No.7694839

>>7693221

I don't find him creepy yet. Just suspicious.

Regular guys don't pay much attention to fashion, any fashion. Even otaku nerds who know what real lolita looks like rarely bother enough with the fashion to learn the print names.

I can see a guy picking up some of this stuff if he has a girlfriend who is into the fashion, and he might get excited to find a frill friend on her behalf.

Or he might be brolita and is happy to meet another person who is into the fashion. (I wouldn't believe this or the "girlfriend" reason until I actually see him in a nice coord, or his gf, though, too easy to lie)

Alternately, he may be a frillseeker, possibly the same one who keeps making posts on here about finding a lolita/cosplayer gf, cgl once advised the guy that if he went up to a lolita and dropped the name of the dress she was wearing, he'd be gold (haha no).

My comm also has some local "lolita admirers" who are the reason our meets are now invite-only, otherwise they'll come to the meets to meet lolitas (I don't understand why either, it's not like we're any different from normal girls. It's just fancy clothes), I don't want this guy to start asking me where the meetups are, or to follow me to one.

Or maybe he really does browse the lolita general threads on here and faps off to pictures of frilly dresses with chocolates and teddy bears instead of girls.

So basically, he could be any of these, good or bad. Until I figure out his real motives, I'd be on my guard. He's not creepy though, just suspicious. I agree that if he's started by saying "I love lolita" then it's definitely worse.

>>7693222
I guess I just find it hard to believe a guy would pay that much attention to dresses when there's been a long-standing cliche of guys complaining that they don't understand women's fashions.

If you find it hard to make friends with a lolita stranger, just appreciate that she's had to deal with a lot of negativity, so her guard will usually be up towards most strangers.

>> No.7694875

>>7692274
Sweet jesus so much wrong with post.
>Lifts stalling while cutting
GEE I WONDER WHY

>> No.7695030

>con a month out, no hotel room
>no friends to split hotel room with
>no car
>no friends with a car
>no friends who show any intrest in going

If anyone going to Kumoricon has room for one more in their room, I'd love to talk to that person about filling it.

>> No.7695178

>start chatting to someone through a friending thread on 4chan
>chat for a bit over 2 weeks
>realize that they went to the same school as me
>in the same grade as my sister
>in a city with a population of a bit over 200k

It was through one of the map threads, so it narrowed it down to state, but still, it's very strange.

>> No.7695185
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7695185

>tfw con I'm going to with friends is in a few days
>couple of things on my cosplay I can't figure out how to do
>getting really anxious because I can't finish my cosplay due to skill restraints

god i almost want to drop my cosplay but my friends and i are cosplaying together and i dont want to disappoint them but i am just so scared this will end up looking like shit because im not good enough

>> No.7695276

>>7693831
"I'M EMPOWERING MYSELF BY WEARING WHAT I WANT AND SHOWING AS MUCH SKIN AS I WANT TO AS A STRONG INDEPENDENT WOMAN.

>> No.7695282

>>7694839
You forgot another option which would be they are a cosplayer who browses all the boards on /cgl.
I'm fat so I have no hope of ever looking cute in Lolita but that doesn't mean that I can't name a few of my favorite prints that I like to see.
The only reason you're singling him out is because of his sex. Which you know might be appropriate but considering the experience I've had on here, I can imagine seeing a girl with a cute coord with my favorite print and complimenting her. But I'm not going to be labeled a creep or anything close to it, because I am a woman?
Sorry sexistBS is rubbing off on me from the other CONsent thread

>> No.7695316

>>7695282

I already said he's not creepy though?

>> No.7695343
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7695343

>le me single girl in jfashion
>has given up dating
>too sperg to ask guys even online
>or the few ones they like me and i can like them are fishy and suspicious as fuck
>or if i like someone not suspicious he doesn't like me back
>mfw
>feels bad man

>> No.7695365
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7695365

My "friends" conveniently forgot to tell me they changed their minds about going to Ancient City Con until it was too late for me to request off of work for it. but it's okay, they didn't forget to request the days off "just in case!". After they told me they weren't going and not to bother requesting the days off.

I wouldn't have even known, except a girl I work with that I'm trying to befriend came up to me at work yesterday and said "You're going to ACC tomorrow with us, aren't you?"

Cue surprise and hurt feelings. SO glad I'm moving away from these people soon.

>But Anon! Who's gonna drive to Atlanta with me to see Dir en grey next year???

Not me. Guess you shouldn't have made a habit out of treating the only other person you know who likes DEG like shit so you can hang out with your 'real' friends.

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7695374

>like guy
>we talked about me staying at his place for a week at the same time a con is going to be there
>which is cool because a lot of other internet friends would be going there
>gonna couple cosplay
>saving up money for flights/fun money, stopped buying lolita
>message him with flight times to double check thats ok with him
>"why are you telling me this"
>wtf i was gonna stay with you you idort
>too crushed to reply
>finally get it that hes just not that into me, even though we stayed up talking all night and sending pictures and stuff but he probably does that to a lot of people anyways
>blow 400 dollars on AP, feels good
>realize maybe I don't even want to jump into another relationship that soon anyway
>fxxk boys get burando

also
>mfw ill never be as perfect as my goddess realisticsweet
>my legs will never be that thin, daikon calves and big thighs
>oh well i still look pretty damn cute in lolita, she's just something to strive for in terms of coordination

>> No.7695390

>see on of my dreamdresses for sale
>don't really have the budget though because I'm saving for a Tokyo shopping trip
>buy the dress anyway

I really shouldn't spend so much money when I want to save, but I keep doing it anyways. oh well, at least I'm not in the red, so it should be okay once in a while.

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7695395

>>7695343
>le me

>> No.7695402

>>7695374
You guys did talk about it, I don't know why he would be so confused. At the very least, "Sorry anon, I wasn't being serious."
Were you able to find a place to stay at?

>> No.7695415

>>7695402
nah, I spent money on AP/taobao instead. Oh well.
I could ask to stay with my other friend but she doesn't like conventions, and my other friend is staying at a hotel so I'd have to pay 50 to sleep on a floor. Whatever, I'll save for PMX/Matsuri.

>> No.7695504

>move back into parent's house
>government scholarship stipend means I'm getting $1,000 a month in my pocket bc no rent to pay
>room has furniture perfect for setting up my figures as well as space perfect for setting up multiple workspaces/desks/bookshelves
>feeling gr8

>> No.7695635

>>7695504
>move back into parent's house
>feeling gr8
lel

>> No.7695670

>>7694098
Sounds like you're ~demisexual~, anon-chan!
I get what you mean though. I'd personally never have a one night stand or hook up with someone at a club whereas my some of my friends do this regularly. I don't give a fuck (obviously I want them to stay safe but I know they're smart enough to use condoms and shit) but they always assume I'm judging them. I'm not! We just have different preferences and that's okay and goddamn stop assuming things.

>> No.7695680

>>7695504
>>government scholarship stipend means I'm getting $1,000 a month
Damn anon. In my country the scholarship gets cut to less than half when you live with your parents, and we only get 300 euros max anyway. Where do you live?

>> No.7695698
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7695698

>tfw hot enough to boil a monkey's bum
>no AC
>all windows wide open is only way to survive
>can't wear lolita abloobloobloo

>children playing outside
>singing about "fucking whores" and calling each other faggot niggers and SCREAMING
>literally, those are the words they are using
>can't be older than 10
>parents are right there but not saying anything, possibly deaf
>can't close windows to shut out noise because heat
>need to concentrate on work and can't concentrate with music on
>tfw I've never wanted to punch a ten-year-old this much in my life

>> No.7695707

>>7695680
Scholarships in the US are to pay for our 20-40k+ college education. I don't think it's comparable to anywhere in Europe.

>> No.7695824
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7695824

>asked bf in the beginning of relationship if it was okay if we read each other's mail
>he said yeah sure
>neither of us has anything to hide
>a year and a half later and I still feel scared of being cheated on
>actually not scared of being cheated on even, scared of him falling in love with someone better and more interesting and then dumping me for her
>am a very anxious person and have told him about these thoughts in a gentle and non-bitchy way, he said he knows and understands
>still terrified of being "the crazy manipulative girlfriend"

I have anxiety and even though I know that these thoughts probably stem from it, I'm scared of having some manipulative personality disorder or something and that I'm a bad person

I've heard so many horror stories about girls going apeshit and I would never willingly do those like threaten to kill myself or anything crazy, but I'm still scared of slipping up in some way I wasn't aware of.
And I know I'm supposed to ~love him for who he is~ and I do but he started getting a gut and pizza face and I tried gently telling him that we can work out together if he likes and that he should wash his face, but I'm always scared of being chewed up for telling him to do things.

I also take the best slice of pizza for myself unless he asks but he always leaves me the good ones and does stuff for me while asking for almost nothing in return and I feel so bad

I really want to be a good girlfriend but I tend to forget to try
Those are my confessions

>> No.7695856

>>7695365

Adding to this: the cunt is now sending me pics of shit from the dealers room and saying "you should be here!".

>fuck it I'm done
>commence SMS bitchslap

I'm sick of her acting like all you have to do is act nice after you do some backstabbing bullshit and nobody will be mad at you.

>> No.7695861

>>7695824
This isn't board relevant, you should delete it before the ban happy janitor gives you a 24 hour ban and take it to Tumblr.

>> No.7695868

>>7695861
Most of these aren't board relevant but ok

>> No.7695871

>>7695868
Wait I can't on my phone, oh well I'll take the ban

>> No.7695873

>>7692052
bump

>> No.7695875

>>7695868
Yeah but still, /cgl/ isn't your relationship hugbox, and the janitor will most likely ban you and delete it anyway. I'm just trying to give you a heads up before s/he sees it.

>> No.7695883

>>7695875
Not trying to be mean but have you even read some of the posts up there

>> No.7695951
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7695951

>be a friendless socially unskilled potato
>become sempai to girl at work
>Yay, maybe we can be friends!
>get along well
>Mentions Japanese culture festival in town
>she likes going to those!
>google program to see what time are the martial arts and taiko performances, since she said she likes them
>invite her now
>message read, no replies


O-ok, I'm sorry to have disturbed you.

>> No.7695963

>>7695951
Maybe she is busy right now anon? Or she's doing something else that day? Don't give up!

>> No.7695997

>>7695824
I know these feels, but try not to beat yourself up too much. I think a lot of it is that "girl getting emotional about anything ever" or "girl standing up for herself in a relationship" often turns into "WOW THIS GIRL I DATED WAS TOTALLY CRAZY" over-inflated stories among guys.

Try to trust him, and don't sweat the small stuff. I know that's like telling someone with depression not to be sad, but do your best to trust that he'll stick with you for your positive aspects, and try to be the best person you can be for yourself AND for him.

>> No.7696011

>>7695997
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a_V4n2iP2AU

>> No.7696016

> CGL showed me store that sold lots of cheap bras and clothes in a bra thread
> Can no longer remember the store name

>> No.7696020

>>7695824
Damn girl, you really need to relax. If you're constantly worried he's going to dump you for no reason he's probably going to just because you're acting neurotic. Don't worry so much about being a nag or crazy, if you're aware you don't want to be one you probably won't become one anyway. But you also don't want to be a doormat you know? Maybe you should look into something for your anxiety, you sound kinda young/self-diagnosed.

>> No.7696044

>>7696016
what is archive?

>> No.7696072

>>7696020
>relax or else he'll dump you
Is this the female equivalent to "have confidence or else everyone will hate you and no-one will date you"?

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7696073

>>7696016
>taobao

>> No.7696113
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7696113

I'm gonna have a boyfriend one day and he's going to be cute and shy with long curly brown hair that you can run your fingers through and he'll have a car and he'll demand that we do lewd things in exchange for driving me places but he'll be a real gentleman that'll treat me right
i believe in myself like i believe in that feel !!

>> No.7696117

>>7696113
Ew.

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7696122

>>7696117
>hating on fawnlock
get a load of this guy

>> No.7696124 [DELETED] 

>be gothic lolita
>see fairy kei
>damn that shit is adorable
>no way... these girls are adorable
>tfw suddenly gay fairy kei girls

>> No.7696126

>be gothic lolita
>see fairy kei
>damn that shit is adorable
>no way... these girls are adorable
>tfw suddenly gay for fairy kei girls

>> No.7696137

>>7696126
Just because you like a jfashion, doesn't mean you will look good in it, a mistake so many western girls make time and time again.

>> No.7696140

>>7696137
You missed the point, hard. Did you find out your face looks busted as fuck with fairy kei or something, anon?

>> No.7696150

>>7696126
you completely misread my post, good job.
I don't want to dress fairy-kei, I think girls that do are hella cute.

>> No.7696171

>>7696150
meant to quote
>>7696137
wtf is wrong with me today i've botched like 6 posts now

>> No.7696195
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7696195

>recently gets followed on tumblr by an attractive male cosplayer who went to the same con I went to and found my blog through a cosplay pic posted in the tag
>browse blog, find out we basically share all of the same interests, follow back
>eventually developed a crush on him
>con ended a while ago, too awkward to message him out of the blue at this point. senpai plz notice me.
>feels the jealousy when he talks with his close circle of friends and their messages end up on my dashboard

>> No.7696209

there are two girls in my cosplay community that piss me off to no end- One is incredibly ego-centric and believes she's the hottest shit out there while she kinda looks disabled, and the other one is incredibly hot and constantly whines about how "im so self concious waaah" and "im breaking down right now" (insert large paragraph of her complaining and whining while she's very talented and pretty and probably knows it too, followed by 67 comments saying "aww bb" and getting her fanboys to fawn over her.)
I found out recently that she has a chaturbate account and has a couple nudes out on the web, and honest to god, I'd love to just ruin her life for a bit.

>i mad.
>but i still feel like an awful person for being this mad

>> No.7696214

>>7696209
post it

>> No.7696215

>fat as fatass
>losing weight tho
>felt comfortable enough yesterday to wear skinny jeans and a tight tshirt
>realize today that I'm still a fat piece of lard who probably made everyone who saw me yesterday dry heave

I just want to be cute and petite, I feel like I'm wearing a fatsuit and I want to climb out of it and be the person I should be. This has become an obsessive feeling for me and I can't even enjoy lolita anymore because I feel I look like shit in it. I want to just sell it all off and hang myself by my doorknob.

>> No.7696226

>>7696209
As much as she's a bitch, I personally think it's a really evil and vindictive move to out a cam model/other sex workers simply because you don't like them.
Sure, she's a bitch, but you posting her chaturbate and "ruining her life" with it is WAY bitchier and frankly would make you look like a big cunt and probably incite more white knighting for her.

>> No.7696235

>>7696215
anon, I'm sure you looked fine. I see big girls wearing cute clothes all the time now that it's summer and honestly if they wear it right they look lovely.

But I can also empathize. I'm 140lbs and 5'2" and while that's not obese it's enough to be chubby/fat in Asia (lived there for a year, bought almost nothing but oversized shirts because I hated my body compared to all the tiny stylish Korean girls), fat on CGL and UGLY HORRIBLE FAT MONSTER in my mirror.

People always tell me I'm not fat, but I can't even fit in a size L of f21's fitted skirts.
I barely fit in brand dresses due to being naturally busty as well, and can't fit most skirts as I'm just barely too big.
It's enough to make me feel like a giant bumbling blob of lace when I'm in lolita. I wanna be a delicate-looking perfect lolita with slim arms and long fingers who slips into dresses with ease and wears them with effortless grace, not some chubby chick who has to wiggle into her dresses and hide her back fat with cardigans.

Lolita has long been simultaneously a source of joy and heart break for me.

>> No.7696265

>>7694033
Well, pretty sure he has fucked Cadney when they had those week long trips to see eachother, so obviously not a virgin. Probably an inside joke.

>>7695824
Anxiety isnt an excuse here, and the only way to get over it is to fight back instead of enabling your issues. There is no justification for snooping and needing to look into other's personal shit, it will never make you feel safe. Trust requires a leap of faith.

>> No.7696269
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I just broke up with my girlfriend and man, I was really miserable with her so I'm really relieved, but

>had a million cool cosplay plans with her
>have to cancel all of those now unless I find someone else to do them with me
>already started one of the costumes
>she's friends with most of my cosplay friends
>realize I'll most likely have to see her at cons
>mfw

>> No.7696272

>>7696265
I can tell you right now it's a joke, I know him personally and he's a big slut who cheats on girls, or at least he used to be and has done it twice.

>> No.7696320

>>7696272
Oh, oh. I just hope he don't do anymore but i bet he will cheat another time. I feel sorry for Cadney if this happen.

>> No.7696384

>>7696209
lol it couldn't be more obvious who you're talking about. Post nudes or gtfo.

>> No.7696414

>>7695883
Not trying to be mean but

>b-but everyone else is doing it! that must make it okay!

I'm not crazy about the janitor but this place is 1000x better now that s/he's on the ball about deleting that kind of stuff.

>> No.7696415

>>7696016

Nissin, perhaps?

>> No.7696417

Boyfriend went to con alone today and posted some pictures, and captioned one picture "This cosplay is so HAWT!"
I'm really possessive so I feel like shit when he's so openly attracted to another woman. I talked to him about it and he doesn't even deny the fact that he thought she was really hot.
Is it bad to feel like shit about it?

>> No.7696428

>>7696417
There are different responses to jealousy, and so it depends on the response you take that makes it good or bad. You're not wrong for being jealous of his admiring other girls' bodies, and he's not wrong for admiring other girls' bodies (because it's natural).

Just try to think about the times that he's admired your beauty and realize that just because he's admiring other girls doesn't mean he's interested in them. You don't have to have interest in something to admire it.

>Tl;Dr It's not bad to feel like shit because your boyfriend is admiring other girls.

>> No.7696439

>>7696417
I dunno, that would throw me a red flag. I dated a guy for less than a year who never seemed to find me more than just "cute," but due to Facebook privacy settings having things pop up on my feed, I'd often see him complimenting other girls' appearances. If it's part of a pattern of behaviour, keep an eye out. I feel like he should be more understanding of why that would make you feel bad, and not be so unapologetic about openly discussing how attractive he found someone else.

>> No.7696489

>>7696428
Thanks anon, you're right.
Honestly I feel like a butt for making it a big deal, but I just feel really bad about it.
To be fair, he did tell me that I'm more attractive and hot and that he likes me, but I can't help but feel a little bit shitty.

>>7696439
Haha my bf's better than that, he showers me with flattery about my appearance a lot.
I guess I'm overthinking it, it's not serious like what you had to deal with before. I'm pretty bummed that he didn't feel bad about it, but I guess I'll just let it go.

Thanks seagulls!

>> No.7696495

>>7696417
well, he said the cosplay is hot, not the girl. I feel like him saying "this cosplay is so HAWT!" is a lot different than saying "this girl is so HAWT!" y'know?

>> No.7696509

>>7693800
I had the same problem. I was really depressed for awhile but I came to realize that there's nothing wrong with only having a few close friends and not a bunch of friendly acquaintances. Spend more time with the friends you do have and new friends will come naturally in time.

>> No.7696512

>>7696495
Oh, you're right! I didn't even think about that. Thanks for reassuring me.

>> No.7696513

TFW my adorable 11 year old little sister is coming to her first con with me and the rest of my family in a few months and she really wants me to wear my shitty Remilia Scarlet cosplay from last year because I helped her put together a Flandre one and she wants us to match. I'd feel bad if I told her no because i had said months before that i would so I said I would for Friday but I have several other cosplays that look so much better now. Hell her cosplay looks better than that one.

>> No.7696525

>>7696512
No prob. My SO has like a gig of girls saved on his computer that I used to be really insecure about it, but then I realized I was being really silly because a. we're both artists so having lots of refs in general is pretty necessary and b. I also have like a gig of pretty girls and boys on my computer as well haha.

>> No.7696568

>>7696513
It doesn't matter, anon! Rock that shitty cosplay with your little sister!

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>>7695824
>terrified of being the "crazy manipulative girlfriend"
>made agreement to read boyfriend's mail
You're already there. Once you and your boyfriend inevitably break up because of trust issues, you need to spend some time by yourself. Build your self-esteem and independence. You have trust issues and no matter how much mail you read and interrogating you do, those issues will not be resolved until you outgrow your controlling behavior and develop some self-worth.
>mfw I used to be just like you but I'm not anymore

>> No.7696582

>>7696417
You can't expect your partner to find you to be the only person he finds attractive - there are heaps of attractive people, even people that evoke sexual attraction. On the other hand, he should know that saying things like that would be hurtful to most people in relationships.

Just be honest with him and tell him that you know you're not going to be the only person he finds attractive, but he needs to keep it to himself because it's only natural for you to feel jealousy or uneasy about it. Like another anon said, this could be a warning sign because he lacks tact, which could mean he's saying these things intentionally for some calculated reason or he's oblivious and just being an insensitive dumbass.

>> No.7696587

>>7692100
>baby
>NYC
WHAT WHEN WHY DIDNT I KNOW THIS AHH!!!

>> No.7696588

>>7696587
DO YOU LIVE IN A CAVE

>> No.7696595

>>7695824
True Love is letting the other person have the best slice of pizza and not noticing the love handles when they appear. If you are taking the best slice for yourself and nitpicking his appearance it leads me to think you only have him around to satisfy some psychological need to have a boyfriend/not be alone. That's not fair on him and will only continue to make you more anxious and unstable. You probably should see a professional about this.

>> No.7696600

>>7696582
This times a million.

>> No.7696607

>>7696595
That shit drops off after a few years, and I don't agree with the love handles comment at all. If your partner gains a significant amount of weight to the point where you start to find it unattractive, that's going to affect the relationship.

>> No.7696685

>lots of bills came up this week
>most of paycheck gone
>$20 for gas for 2 weeks
>have $150 leftover in joint account from student loans (no longer in school)
>mom will not allow me to have the money
>mom I can't even get to work, let alone get to see my boyfriend
>it was just our two year anniversary, just want to spend some more time with him
>mom won't budge
>mom I have $20 and doctor's appointments to pay for this week

What do?

I'm trying to sell off some things to make up some cash, but that won't be here until next week at the soonest.

>> No.7696695

>>7696685
How can she not let you have it? You should have just as much access to your bank account. Also just open your own bank account, if you have a job you shouldnt be putting that money in a place your parents can touch.

>> No.7696704

>>7696695
I have my own account, but when I got in my loans I was younger and dumber and would have spent it on retarded shit, so she had me put it in a joint account. I know where the card is, but if I took it, she'd have a shitfit. My dad is on my side, too, he thinks that she ought to give it to me, but she won't.

>> No.7696708

>>7696704
Also, it's set up so that cash can't be taken out unless we're both there. I don't know the pin for the card, so I can't use the ATM.

>> No.7696780

>>7695030
>no car
>no friends with a car

Underage b&

>> No.7696794

>>7696215
>hang myself by my doorknob.

That would not be effective at all.

Find something sturdy and higher up

>> No.7696868
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>>7696794
It's actually possible. Hideto Mastumoto died that way. Alcohol + towel + doorknob.

>> No.7697048

>>7696073
Obviously not Taobao...
>>7696415
It was, thank you anon!

>> No.7697133

>>7696868
What did she do? Tie floss to her wisdom tooth and door knob, slammed the door, and bled to death?

>> No.7697230

>>7695963
We were supposed to meet in a couple hours, and no reply yet, not even to say she couldn't come.
Oh, well. At least I didn't entertain the idea of finally making a friend for too long.

>> No.7697231

>>7697133
it's actually a "he". they threw the doorknob story to make people stop questioning it but many people think it's bullshit

>> No.7697232

not cgl related but
I supposedly was a dick about a friends closing downs of the shop we work in on a night out and instead of telling me my joke wasnt funny or I was out of line they went straigjt to her AND to the manager

now three weeks later im getting the shit over it and it took a day of prying to even found out what I even supposedly talked behind this girls back about
I'd understand not going to me first if we weren't meant to be friends but we're supposedly are close friends
I just cant even talk to them im fuming over their immaturity despite then being older than me, I was drunk they couldve told me to shut up when it happened

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>>7697230
An unexpected development, she replied.
She said it took her a while to reply because she wasn't sure, and asked if it's ok if she comes now.

OF COURSE IT'S OK

>> No.7697529
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7697529

>tfw: You have very dear friends that you enjoy the company of.
>They can't coordinate for shit in lolita.
>Looks like they got dressed in the dark.
>Horrible looking handmade things that are all kinds of wonky and terrible.
>Don't have the heart to tell them how shitty and embarassing they look.

>> No.7697542

>>7697529
But you sure did "have the heart" to come and shitpost your "dear friends" to /cgl/

>> No.7697547

>>7697451
I TOLD YOU SO ANON! I HOPE YOU HAD THE BEST FUCKING DAY EVER!

>> No.7697554

>>7697542
It's not like they posted their names or pictures. Relax.

>> No.7697664

>>7697554
What the anon meant was "Instead of coming on /cgl/ and complaining about how shitty your friends dress, how about telling them so that they can work on it. Otherwise, you're being a shitty friend."

>> No.7697676

>>7696235
>5'2 and 140
a-anon are you me
I love lolita as well but damn it's made me the cardigan queen, it's gotten to the point where I only buy fully back shirred dresses so I don't feel self conscious about looking like a block-o-boobloaf.

>> No.7697704

>>7696439
Man this makes me nervous. The guy that I've been seeing for a couple months has never called me anything but cute, not even sexy or just pretty. Pretty recently we were talking and he kept sending me pictures of this girl that he called "the hottest girl I ever knew" who was exactly the opposite of how I looked - tall, blonde, pale, etcetc - and when I said that I was uncomfortable with him talking about her nonstop he said "it's okay, she's really stupid." What??
>tfw don't know if he's being manipulative or is just that socially incompetent

>> No.7697714

>>7697704
Guy Commandment #6 - Never talk about other chicks

>> No.7697728

>has been working since 15 to support family
>rich, nerdy and English savvy friend in workplace introduce me to cosplay and eventually 4chan
>said friend goes to cons with fabulous costume
>me standing around pretending to be relevant
>doesn't have any clothes other than hoddies and t-shirts from markets
I don't even know what loneliness feels like since I haven't tasted the otherwise before.

>> No.7697729

>>7697704
Okay the only logical explanation is that he was trying to talk to you like you were one of the guys, but then he realized that it might be making you jealous, and so he stopped and backpedaled by calling her stupid.

THAT makes sense. Doesn't make him any less stupid, but it makes sense. Sort of.

>> No.7697746

I grew up with a lot of guy friends and as a result have rather tomboyish tendencies. Guys tend to treat me like another guy and it sucks cause I've fallen for guy friends a couple of times already and have never been reciprocated. I don't think I'm unattractive (5'5" 135lbs), I just wonder sometimes if I would ever find a guy that doesn't treat me like another one of the dudes.

tl;dr: tfw no bf

>> No.7697758

>tfw live with boyfriend and his brother.. they're both slobs
>try to keep house clean.. hard to keep up, get miserable because I feel like I'm always cleaning and no one appreciates it
>Going to live with my mom for 2 months to work out visa stuff for bf
>her house is always spotless
>mommy i miss you pls let me live in your clean house ohmygod


also
>tfw my mom has a treadmill to so I can get skinny again for cosplay
>also sewing machine
>tfw it's going to be the best 2 months ever... and I feel bad about it because my bf is going to miss me, and I'm going to miss him.

>> No.7697770

You all have ruined me.
> Be at community theater performance of Legally Blonde. >Program photo of Elle is super unflattering
>Preparing for worst
>Show starts, Elle comes on stage
>No one could have prepared me for this
>I shit you not Elle is wearing a party city wig, unstyled
>Show continues
>Elle is wearing everything that Elle wouldn't wear
>The costume choices in general for this show are highly unflattering
>mfw there is no face when I realize someone got paid to do this shitty of a job costuming.
>Don't even even get me started on the makeup
>Nitpick the entire time with boyfriend.

Guys I can't even enjoy a show anymore without the need to nitpick it to hell and back

>> No.7697779

>>7697758
I was in the same situation as you and did the same thing, I feel so much better now that I'm moved home.

>> No.7697799

>>7697704
He might be a manipulative shit or just an oblivious dumbass, but that's a shitty thing to do. Did you tell him to stop and if yes, how did he reply?

>> No.7697802

>>7697729
>only logical explanation
Not necessarily. Stop seeing men as people and start studying them as a aliens and a lot of their odd and irrational behaviors start falling into predictable patterns.

Have you heard of loveshy men?

Loveshyness is an issue specific to romantic relationships which cannot be explained entirely through shyness, social anxiety, depression, autism, or personality disorders.

There are some very odd and very specific features in common to the majority of loveshy men; some of these don't make sense and don't have much relationship with romance, such as problems of the nose, or the fact that they stop wetting the bed a year earlier than normal men on average, and they are generally less likely abuse alcohol or hard drugs. The psychologist who coined the term loveshy believed that these are related to a need for bodily control which warps their sexual and social development.

Loveshies tend to develop a condition their online communities call "oneitis." Non-loveshies have begun bogarting this term, applying it to any unreciprocated romantic interest, but loveshies have some very specific patterns to the women they imprint on and the manner in which they do so. They tend to be tall, graceful, demure (which is misinterpreted as shyness) and intensely feminine, with long hair and 'pretty' rather than 'sultry' features. The LS courtship pattern is maladjusted admiration from a distance which damages near opportunities.

Loveshies often backslide. It takes time and positive feedback for positive behaviors for them to internalize a healthy pattern.

It sounds like she is dating a mild loveshy who hasn't gotten over his oneitis. He probably wasn't aware of how he was backsliding into oneitis and LS behavior until it was brought to his attention that his distant oneitis was damaging his immediate relationships. Calling his oneitis "stupid" was probably for his own benefit as much as hers, to try to take control of himself through sour grapes.

>> No.7697806

>>7696704
I was in a similar situation. My mom needed to trust me to give me the money I needed but there was no way to earn the trust. I just took it, spent it responsibly, and when she screamed at me I showed her the receipts and she calmed down eventually. That's how it's been with her my whole life, just doing shit without her permission because I know she'll never trust me enough to just let me do what I need to do.

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>>7697729
that honestly makes sense, I'm hoping you're right!
>sometiems the best answer is 'boys are stupid'

>>7697799
Yeah, I gave him the "alright that's enough, I'm the one you're dating and this is making me uncomfortable" talk, and like I said, he just replied with the "stupid" remark.

>>7697802
sorry arm-chair anon, this doesn't sound like him at all. I don't think he's loveshy, just kind of socially inept from spending his childhood on 4chan and then having a taste for girls with drug/mental issues in his previous relationships.

stuff kind of like this has happened before, he used to off hand comment on how I was cute but he'd like me more if I "went to the gym"/other ways of implying I was fat. Again, confronted him and he apologized and stopped, but that shit still hurts.

>to make this more cgl related
He's actually learned a lot about lolita through dating me, and one time I was putting a coord together and
>anon-chan, are you gonna wear that?
>yeah, why?
>i don't know, the socks don't match. That's kind of eye-tuh (trying to say ita).
>mfw

>> No.7697836

>>7697802
What the fuck are you even talking about.

I have a strong feeling that you might be under the influence.

>>7697831
I don't see why it's wrong that he tried to get you to go to the gym more unless you're skinny. People in romantic relationships try to get each other to change in small ways, that's typical. For instance, it seems like you're interesting him in lolita. Is that all that much different?

>> No.7697908

That feel when I think I have legit lost my fucking marbles at this point and I don't know what to think anymore. Over the past year I have become obsessed with beauty. Going to the gym beauty products hair styles cloths. I have built myself as a pretty boy to get others attention. I have come to the realization that through all of this bullshit I am still not happy. I found out being attractive was just a front to make up for the fact I have no personality to speak of. I have been alone for so long never able to make a connection with anyone. My whole life feels like it has no meaning anymore. I just can't take living with the fact I am nothing more then a character I have built to attract others I can't keep anyone around me and when I try to get a girl to like me it fails miserably. I'm a self loathing narcissistic sociopath jelous bitter asshole. nd I know all these things. I know they are part of me and I know they are wrong. I just don't know how to get rid of them. I have no fucking clue how to be myself. I don't even know what the fuck the point of living is. If I wasn't such a narcissist I might have offed myself Years ago. Do I just accept the fact I will always be alone. Fish for drugs. Kill myself. Maybe I just need to talk to a doctor. Who knows.

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Planning my next costume and because there isn't much reference for the character I'm having to improvise a lot. Just realised tonight that what I thought was an elaborate head-dress is probably hair. Not sure if delighted to not have to make the head-dress or distraught about finding/making a wig (pic related)

>> No.7698134

>>7697547
I DIIID! Thank you for believing, anon! Now I'm left with fun memories, a new friend, and
>tfw no taiko drum player bf
(I mean, taiko player arms are perfect arms)

>> No.7698143

not related to /cgl/ but
>be aggressively bisexual in a relationship with a dude
>he's great.png but I don't enjoy kissing him
>it's not that he's a bad kisser
>???
>I think I'm a lesbian and I'm not sure how to tell him

now for /cgl/ related
>bcc in a bit less than 3 weeks
>be me, broke
>not sure I'll get next paycheck in time
>ohshit.jpg

>> No.7698162

>>7697758
This anon again

>bf goes upstairs to make food, his brother starts screaming about how I don't clean anything, and that I should just stay at home with my mom and not come back.. yells about how about everyone hates me (mom, dad, brother)

>want to start crying
>try to keep everything clean, cook dinner for everyone when dad is home on weekends, buy food for brother a few times, polite to mom, drink and have bonfires with her when we're town

>trying so hard
>just want to go home and be with my mom and feel wanted again

>> No.7698178

>>7698143
reminds me of the movie But I'm a Cheerleader

>> No.7698292

>>7697908
Yes definitely seek for professional help, even if it's really hard near to impossible to not be narcissistic but maybe getting therapy could make you feel more self-confident or better in relationships with others.

>> No.7698737

>>7695343
mfw when this is also my feel.

>> No.7698750

>>7695343

>single guy
>too beta to even message girls
>random girls message me but spaghetti everywhere.

tfw I am even worse in person.

>> No.7698896 [DELETED] 

>>7698162
Honestly, I'd tell your boyfriend how you feel, and maybe approach the brother and mother about this as well, after talking to your bf.
If your boyfriend won't listen to you or just blows you off, cut your losses and be the bitch who plays her clarinet wherever the fuck she wants, be the bitch who's messy and who walks away from being yelled at.
If they're gonna be assholes to you, you can be an asshole back.
I mean really, I cannot stress enough how much I think it's REALLY weird that your boyfriend's family is SO abusive to you. Maybe it's because I'm white middle class, but my mom has NEVER been rude or abusive to any of my exes, and neither has any of my family. That is just unacceptable.

You're not even their daughter, daughter in law or any sort of related, you are a GUEST.

They sound like absolute cunts and I don't know how you haven't screamed at them yet.

>> No.7698900

>>7698162
So I wrote a whole post for this, then realized I had gotten you and someone else mixed up...

To rephrase, I'd talk to your boyfriend about his brothers' behavior to you. Tell him that his brother has started yelling abuse at you for not cleaning, despite the fact you feel like you're the only one cleaning.
You could also go on "cleaning strike" and refuse to clean until they pull their own weight and stop being lazy cunts. They're not babies, they're men, they SHOULD clean.
You don't have to be their Cinderella. If his brother screams at you again, walk away. He has no right to scream at you.

>> No.7699289

bamp?

>> No.7699313

>Be fattychan
>Don't want to be fat anymore
>Today is the day I start exercising again
>Decide to take dog out for a jog
>Feelsgoodman.png
>Not even 6 minutes in I take a turn, dog gets tangled up and I faceplant into the concrete
>Fuck up my hand and leg
>Takes 10 minutes just to hobble back to my house
>Maybe tomorrow

Leg is fine, but the palm of my hand still stings an hour later. I just want to not be fat. I've already lost 10lbs but I want to help it along by exercising. I just don't want to kill myself doing it.

>> No.7699418

>Want to start going to the gym so I can cosplay jojo
>Too scared people will make fun off my landwhale ass
>Sit in my room and complain about it rather than fix it
>Fuck I'm retarded.

>> No.7699596

>>7699313
good luck anon!!

>>7698178
ye I watched it recently and I realized halfway through I was empathizing like crazy with the main character (which was weird because I have shit empathy)

>> No.7699745

>>7699418
I know everyone probably tells you this, but it is true; no one cares what you look like.
Everyone, save the gym rats, think they look awful in the gym.

It also depends on the gym as different gyms attract different clienteles. Some will attract the casual "I wanna stay healthy" crowd, some will attract the "I WANNA LIFT EVERYTHING" crowd, and some will be a mishmash of everyone.

My very overweight friend does to Steve Nash and has never had a problem, if that makes you feel any better.
Starting with a personal trainer will help speed you along your way, too.

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>>7698737
>>7698750
I cannot date in rl at all, not only because i get spaghetti everywhere but also because i don't know what to talk about to a guy i can like. Also, places like clubs aren't my cup of tea, no random hookups or one night stand for me.
>having animu mango jfashion interests
>horrible at small talk
>also rarely i'm attracted to someone

>> No.7700931

>>7693007

this bitch is in my community and i saw her recently make a facebook page that surpassed a friend of mine (who works really fucking hard on his shit and is actually a really cool person) in like one fucking day.

she claims she receives these costumes in shambles almost beyond repair and then she saves them and fixes them when really all she does is attach some heavy duty fishing line to haul up her stupid wings

she does practically nothing and never credits the actual makers of her stuff and it drives me fucking crazy. she even fucking insinuates that the people she buys her stuff from are larger than her and she had to "take things in" for her "petite" frame

this bitch's head is so far up her own ass she can peek out her fucking nostril

>> No.7700931,1 [INTERNAL] 

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>> No.7700931,2 [INTERNAL] 


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