/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

lately my friends have been meeting up and going to cool places and I wasn't able to join them for different reasons (work, bf, money), and though I'm fully aware it's not anyone's fault that I wasn't present, I can't stop feeling bad about them having a good time without me, like they don't need me there to have fun. I know it's very selfish and I feel like a shitty person but I can't help it. I want my loli friends back. (I'm working on it, it's not just whining, but I needed to vent since I don't want to come off as a bitter bitch to anyone I know)