/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>Friends went to a hot pot place with karaoke
>Invited me but I had an event to go to with speakers from my field of study
>Struggled with the urge to skip the event and have an awesome night with friends
>It was boring and didn't really learn anything new
>Now seeing all the pics on facebook of friends having amazing time
>Been struggling with trying to balance school, job and friends
>Was trying to be responsible and get shit together
>Now just having an anxiety attack over everyone having fun without me and all the mistakes I've made
>Even though I know it's not a big deal