/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>tfw no lolita gf to do psychedelics with

>meet a girl online
>falling hard for her, but she lives in a different country
>agree to meet up, book the flights to her city months ago for next month
>she disappears for the past week, get paranoid and begin to wonder what's going on with her
>messages me tonight saying she's been in and out of hospital because she's been overexerting herself and it finally took its toll
>"I don't think it'd be a good idea if you came next month, I need to rest"
>relieved to hear back from her and worried about her health
>but also pissed because I'm down €200 and the trip I've been looking forward to for months is down the toilet
I don't know whether I should just go on the trip anyway and hope she's up for seeing me by the time it comes around or just abandoning it altogether. The airline won't do cancellations

>tfw no lolita gf to dress me in aristo and take me under her wing