/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>con coming up
>super behind on cosplays
>"it's okay I'll hammer through them when I'm not working"
>call boyfriend yesterday
>he moved a state over about a month ago
>"I'm sorry anon, but I cheated on you"
>literally 2 days after I left visiting him last week
>fucked her twice this past week
>were discussing us moving in together probably the same day he fucked her
>"you have to understand shes insanely hot and out of my league!!! I love you I don't want to hurt u I'm a douchebag :( but at least I told u!!!"

What really hurts was that I have a LOT of mental problems and trust issues that I've been working on for my whole life, I was freaking out when he was leaving because I was scared he'd find someone else, and I let my guard down and thought he cared. He would ask to go to some of my therapy sessions and ask "what specifically can I do to help?" and this is on his own accord. I know he has sex addiction problems, as well as other psychological addiction problems (he smokes weed from the time he wakes up to the time he goes to bed, and probably masturbates 5-7 times a day) and I said "you fucked me up, I can't be serious with you, I might want an open thing at best but only if you get help" and he's being a bitch about it. "I won't live up to your standards!" My standards are to see a therapist and send me a screencap of you telling this girl about me and that you can't talk to her anymore, not a lot seeing as you completely fucked my trust.

I dunno, I love him still but I feel like the dumb girl in pic related.