/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>Always want to socialize at cons
>Usually exhausted for whatever reason
>Either I'm so dazed I forget how to tie my shoes or try anyhow and end up dead by the time it's over
To say nothing of my recent descent into stupid histrionics. "They didn't like me / they only pretended / they'll change their mind later / even if they reach out again, it's fake. Somebody told me this is from "over socialization", which is...kind of nice? I never thought of myself as anything but the opposite before