/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>Only had two friends in high school because of severe social anxiety
>One hated lolita and refused to be around me if I was in it, the other was uninterested and slightly weirded out
>Will be moving to college soon
>I want to wear lolita at least every other day, circumstances allowing
>terrified of rejection from my roommates
also
>worked minimum wage ~30 hours week during school
>used almost all of the money I got from it to visit my long-distance SO semi-often (transportation, food, etc.)
>closet had very little growth for two years
>SO has a good job, offers to buy me dresses
>don't want to feel like I have a sugar daddy, so I don't allow him to
>become bitter anyway because I still want dresses
>it's going to take all I have to not spend my student loan money on brand