/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>7745298
Continuing sibling feels:
>Have older sister, shit parents/broken family
>her dad left when i was too young to remember him, but she remembered him promising to spend Christmas with her and then ditching her forever for some whore then got arrested.
>mentally scars her for life, she never said the word "love" again until I tricked her into saying it in chinese
>Big sister was my only positive role model regardless and I thought she the coolest person ever.
>She acted so tough and proud of herself and me when we spent time together.
>only now do I realize she was a dorky quiet girl with glasses, only one friend that she didn't even see that often
>she spent most of her time in her room watching anime and dressing up and studying but she never left the house
>she got me into her dumb shows when we hung out and I still love them just because of the nostalgia
>she goes off to college while im still in middle school, im alone with bitch mother and her scum husband.
>I thought being a quiet dork with glasses with no friends, privacy issues, and being incapable of saying "I love you" was normal.
>entire middle school and majority high school experience is lonely abyss of depression
>I begin to realize I turned out just like my older sister
>I was too young to realize what she was going through, I should have been a better sibling

>she finally got her first bf when she turned 23
>they've been married now for almost 3 years

I just gotta wait 3 years to meet my true love