/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

welp till next see ya'll next year

>>10347329
>tfw this might be my last AX for a long while because I’m filing my two weeks at my shitty job before the con
>tfw I’m saving up both money for AX and enough money for me to job Hunt for two months

gulls...i had a dream last night where i went into my closet, saw my dream dress, and was like...duh, why don't i wear this more often? this cutsew would look so cute with it.

then i woke up. i really have the cutsew...but not the dress

>went to a con a few years ago
>a good friend of mine was planning to go to said con
>found out my friend passed away a few weeks before the con
>tfw going to said con with a heavy heart

Unfortunately, you can't purchase more hours for your day with money.
I miss having free time.

>tfw dream dress that i've never seen for sale anywhere else before comes up on lm
>tfw also trying to be responsible and save money for upcoming events and responsibilities
>bid on dress for cheaper price, plan to sell several items to cover the cost and still be "responsible"
>tell self this is best decision
>check back later
>dress is gone, bought at buyout price
>want to die

what the hell was i thinking

>little sister learns guitar
>only sings about me being a cos-thot

>starting to get insecure about my body
>friends, family, and bf say I look fine, but I feel like they're just saying that
>make the decision to get a gym membership and work out until I start feeling comfortable with myself (also to relieve some stress)
>ulcerative colitis decides now is a good time to mess with me
>bloated and in pain
>feel terrible both physically and mentally
>just wanna be a cute girl wearing cute clothes and cosplay
I'll probably just suck it up and deal with the pain. I just wanted to vent a bit.

>>9637488
So I guess we'll never know what happened to him or if he is still alive

>a few years ago, a good friend of mine that I haven't seen in a long time was going to a con I was going to
>found out my best friend passed away weeks before said convention happened and went to the con with a heavy heart throughout as a result
>2 years ago, moved on, have a good job, want to have more friends and be a good uncle, then I found out two of my nieces got bitten by the anime bug and bonded with some of my relatives for once
>went to the Yo-Kai Watch movie with my youngest niece then the Fairy Tail movie with the two of them
>was supposed to watch the SAO movie, but plans fell through
>genuinely had a great time with them and were jealous that I went to ALA and AX, one of them was talking about her Lucy (Fairy Tail) cosplay that's a WIP
>planning to get them tickets to AX 2018 (or a local con) for Christmas if I can get the okay and let them know I cared about them like my best friend did for me

>>9523276
>https://www.instagram.com/831acre/
this girl is out there living the life i wish i had jesus fuck

>tfw will never have cute boyfriend to match with my outfits

>adopted a rescue cat little over a year ago
>was estimated to be around 4, been through a lot
>she wasn't the most beautiful cat
>had something wrong with her lip so her mouth always looked like it was open
>stump tail
>a bit chub
>the most patient and loving cat I've ever met, she's my baby
>suddenly one day a few weeks ago I notice she starts being super tired and eating less
>call vet, come in and they do checks on her etc
>turns out she's super fucking sick
>one week later we have to put her down because she was so sick

I know that this is super unrelated and this isn't my blog etc but I just.. Got really emotional when I saw this thread
I just put all of my j-fashion related clothes away into the basement because I'm so depressed that I just can't bring myself to wear anything like that
Sorry again for this stupid post, I just felt like venting to people who really understands what it's like to have pets
Love you gulls, remember to cherish your little fur-angels (or cockroaches, in some cases)

>tfw all the grills who flirt at me are like twelve

>>9321869
Heavy feels, anon.

Nothing makes you feel less kawaii than diarrhea.

>>9318253
>tfw you will never be kidnapped, kept in the basement and forced to be a femanons bf

>>9292444
You're not as bad as I am, anon. I had been sewing where my cats have plenty of access and my cat ended up eating thread, getting it looped around her tongue so she was throwing up, then when the vet figured it out, they mentioned that it was likely she would get her intestines sliced open as it passed.

She's okay, but I am now the most paranoid seamstress you'll meet.

>be me
>be single for 3 years
>finally find someone im interested in

I really like this guy but we only occasionally talk on facebook and I have yet to actually meet him in person (met him through a fandom page); it's also always me that initiates conversation. I should be meeting him in a couple of months at a con but I dont know how to let him know im interested???

I don't even know if he finds any interest in me, but we do have all the same interests and Im like a 7/10 so I def don't look like a weirdo but im just so awkward when it comes to relationships

what do?

>>9256846
>Eurofag wanting to avoid customs
>as this would be possible

Welcome fellow eurofag. Enjoy your stay in the TB thread where everybody else makes huge, cute orders without the need to worry about customs. You won't be one of them. Your order will be small and you will still get taxed horroendous amounts of money. Taoboa will never be reasonable for you. Better get used to it.

I'm heartbroken.
I had a shit week at work. To brighten up my mood on my day off I decided to make myself look cute as I stayed at home. My sailor cutsew and a pair of bloomers, because comfy and cute. Usually it's only jeans and tee for me,so being kawaii felt awesome. My boyfriend came home from work and everything seemed fine. After a while he blantatly asked me if my outfit has something to do with ageplay or if this would be a sexual thing. I have never been more baffled before and laughed it off. But now I simply can't stop crying. This hit me hard.
We are together since 5 years and I'm in lolita for 4 years. He didn't knew that I simply like cute clothes and hate everthing that sexualises children in any way. Even though I told him both more than often. We had one guy in our circle of friends who is a ageplayer and I told him that it disgusts me. The longer I think about it the more it hurts. He was never too fond of my dresses, but went out with me wearing Lolita. I thought it was okay for him. Obviously it's not. It's really hurts. For now I just want to get rid of all my lolita stuff but at the same time I know it would me make even sadder, because I love it so much. All of my life I've been Miss potato sack and I'm so sick of it. I just wanted to be cute and look nice. It hurts.
Sorry for shitty english, I'm upset right now.

at what age does it become creepy to have plushies in your room?

Someday I'll have a cute cosplay gf to do Mato/Yomi and Kyoko/Sayaka pictures.

O-Or at the very least some cosplay bff I'll likely have a secret crush on.

I've been feeling really lonely lately /cgl/. Even though I'm not completely alone and spend a lot of time with my boyfriend, I basically have no friends. I'm autistic as fuck and my social anxiety is really bad, but dressing in lolita always makes me really happy. I was in my local comm a few years ago, but acted like a moron and I was ita as hell. I thought I had friends, but now I can't believe someone would have genuinely liked me back then. Later I ended up cutting all my social contacts because I was so anxious and too mentally ill to have a healthy relationship with anyone. Now I feel like my life is on track: I'm starting school again and therapy has helped me a lot. I know I have some old friends I could talk to, but I'm too ashamed of my past self to contact them ever again. I really want to meet new people, but have no idea how to make friends. I'm awkward, pretty bad at everything, really shy and not too likeable. I'm moving to a new town and want a fresh start. Although there's a one girl in my old comm who seems really sweet and cool. I don't really know her, but I'd like to be her friend. What should I do?

tl;dr: I'm retarded and lonely, how to make friends?

>>8968661
>tfw I missed all the preorders because I had to save all my money this month
Fuck...