/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

Natsuki;

I'm glad you're done feigning friendship with me; for both of our sakes. It was always clear to me that you were only capable of fair weather friendship and secret complaint--I was never emotionally invested to show for it.

I hope you can find friends who are more tolerable of your use and abuse; or that you grow to become more than the needy child who assumes herself to have an all seeing eye and infallible judgement. Your vision was comically foggy; but you did let me know about someone i didn't realize i'd hurt; and im glad i was able to apologize to them as a result of your tantrum. I find no reason to apologize for my transparency about my mental health, especially sinceit garnered you cutting ties.

All in all, you've given yourself more trouble than you realize by waiting this long. Your life is inexorably marked by our interactions--for example, I hope you don't associate your tattoo with me; so you can still enjoy it without the pangs of your hatred towards me. It's good that you got solo Natsuki photographs at the group shoot; since you chose to walk away from Sayori, too... I wonder if you and Yuri will remain friends?

I won't lie and say that i'll miss you; or that i care that you're gone. I will admit, I am surprised it was you who decided to cut ties in the end. It is convenient though; as those who are able to be fooled by your manufactured narrative will surely follow along with you.

I hope you find happiness, and something real to hold on to.

All the best,
Monika