/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>alone on New Year
>started a fresh planner
>stopped smoking weed
>stopped drinking soda
>lost ten pounds
>getting tons of sleep
>fit in size zero jap clothes like I did as a teenager
>spilled soup on my keyboard
>boyfriend of six years dumped me for his ex
>having weird moments where I fall asleep even when I'm doing shit
>got new headphones
>filled up a hard drive with the best isos and roms
>have to mouth surgery in a couple weeks
>I'm not gonna have insurance in two years and I don't know I'm gonna afford insulin or heart medicine
>no friends left
>I don't know anyone in my family but my mom and my great aunt
>getting back into lolita was pointless, all it means is my poor mom is gonna have extra shit to throw away when I die
>if I outlive her, I've got nothing but being alone from there until the end
>making a little more money this year
>got a bike
>learned how to layer half wigs for good hime looks

I dunno, it's gonna be another year again