/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>after years of bad relationships I finally find The One™ and we get married
>he never yells, and always listens to what I have to say
>he comforts me even when he's upset with me
>its obvious to everyone he truly loves me

but wait

>crippling victims guilt makes me cry whenever he spends money on me
>he's in the military and he just found out he might be getting deployed into scary dangerous line of work
>I know no one in the area except our roommate because we got stationed in bumfuck no where
>he has to be away for between 2-5 days a week and I'm cripplingly lonely without him

He saved me from a horribly abusive relationship, was there for me when I found out I was sick. The kind of sick where I'm not gonna get better and I could die. He stopped me from committing suicide when life was crushing me, convinced me to go to the hospital. He literally saved my life, and is my knight in shining armor, my prince charming, and my happily ever after. I've never been so happy and now I'm terrified I'm going to lose him to the cruelty of war. He's not ready. The man can't even say pussy out loud because it's too "lewd". He's basically Whinnie the Pooh except 6'5", fit, and gorgeous.