/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

Kotakoti obsessed anonette here.
I found the exact same Vitasoy drink she has in one of her gifs today while going to the asian supermarket and i feel really happy. I finally made a plan of her whole room back in america but still unsure about one place. I amgoing to find all her old kawaii clothes i liked (or look alikes) when i am done with work. To answer questions from the prev thread do NOT wanna be internet famous or anything tbh i don't expose myself much or at all in general bc i am an introvert and anxious as hell. I was somewhat known on tumblr but quitted bc i felt uncomfortable. I just feel obsessed with her old self i don't know...i don't even care about her now she is as boring as a rock and i don't like her 2010 post-scene self either. Only 2011-2012. I was the same with a unknown sweet lolita back then and would write down the name of her dresses,items,..all that she liked and that i liked back myself. But then she grew up like Kota and is ultra boring now. Like kota. I just have the need to "stalk" someone it's fascinating to me idk it mqkes my pathetic life exciting like i just sherlock my way up to find the name of their stuff,the music they use,their clothing,their room,the pixels they used on their old blogs,.. . I am so worried once i stalked through everything what am i gonna do...i miss before where there was so many cool girls to secretly stalk... Gosh. Now it's like they are all boring. meh. Anyway going back on replicating the tokidoki milk carton you see on her "vanity" in old vidyas