/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>10772770
I'm living at home with my parents while I pay off college debt which should take me less than a year with my current job. I had a crossdressing 'incident' when I was in high school that somewhat put me on thin ice with my parents. I've gained back their trust since then but they're always suspicious of me whenever I say or do anything moderately feminine. If I were caught again all these years later it would not end well for me. I do a mix of making my own and buying cosplay but I basically never order stuff for myself so they'd probably ask if I started ordering a bunch of cosplay stuff and if I were to be sewing a costume they'd also ask what I'm making out of curiosity (plus I don't really have anywhere where I can work on cosplay stuff in private). I'd also be hard pressed to find time to try stuff on or practice doing makeup. I've cosplayed some feminine dudes in the past Like Marik Ishtar from yugioh and before the incident my mom even helped me pick out fabric for a genderswapped madoka kaname though I never went through with making that one. There are some feminine dudes I'm interested in cosplaying like pic related and Griffith but recently I've just been filled with a burning desire to attend a con dressed as a cute girl and I'm growing a little impatient because I know I won't be a cute 22 year old twink forever and I want to get in as much crossplay as I can before I'm cringe and old.