/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

is it normal to go to these anime convention alone?

>>9025888
Are you guys here because of the thread on /fit/ too?

>> bad teeth, many cavities
>>230 lbs
>>acne and scabs
>>Trying to regain control of taking care of
>>Sabotaged by depression and suicidal or apathetic thoughts every day

>tfw 8/10 good looks and very chraming personality and good sense of huour
>tfw no woman wants me because they only want 10/10 Chads

>tfw no /cgl/ gf

>>8325566
Story of my life
I wish I had that one or two friends who would give me the confidence and encouragement to do things

But I just end up doing it alone, and doing it alone makes me feel like an awkward retard so I just dont go.

What the fuck
>wear makeup approx 3 days a week
>wash routine is oil cleanse, then cetaphil cleanser with konjac sponge
>finish with toner
>have acne issues
>apply Tea Tree Oil to face with Q-tip because I'm just giving it another shot at faster healing
>look at Q-tip
>orangey-brown with leftover makeup
>ohshit.jpeg
>oil-cleanse again
>rinse with cetaphil
>reapply Tea Tree
>more orange-brown shit, though lighter this time
>check to see i'm not high
>rub another fresh q-tip on part of face I never wear makeup on
>fucking nothing

God help me...

>hesitant to start cosplaying because I know it will be shite and everyone on this board will make fun of me
>have no idea how to sew
>have no idea how to do anything
>scared of going to a con at all because I don't know what to expect
>tfw the newest of newfags