/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>don't enjoy anime as much anymore
>don't enjoy videogames as much anymore
>don't enjoy going to cons as much anymore
>feel more alive when I'm at work, drinking with co-workers/friends, or working on a cosplay project
>Have sleepless nights occasionally about work because my job involves digital and social marketing
>Basically have dreams where I post something wrong so I wake up and have to check my company's accounts to make sure I didn't actually post something like "Fuck you" to a troll on twitter
>only reason I feel like I still do cosplays is because I like working with my hands and I know I'll get likes and attention for it
>still live with mom at 25 and even though I help out with bills and stuff I feel like I'm a failure for not having moved out yet
>accepted I'll probably die of a stress induced heart attack at an early age even though I eat well and exercise 5-6 times a week

At the risk of sounding like an attention whore I'm not looking for sympathy. I just needed to get this out somewhere and I didn't want to bother friends with this.