/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

feels thread!

I'm contributing

>tfw since i'm on /cgl/ i get even more depressed about my average/healthy weight and physic appearance
>all those cute, pretty girls and pretty boys and i'll never be like them
>getting more and more depressed and don't even wear lolita or cosplays anymore because i just feel i'm not good enough
>deleted my facebook and everything just because i was feeling so bad
>each time i saw a gorgeous girl i felt (and still feel) like shit and cried like an idiot...
>i don't even live anymore i'm obsessed by my shapeless ugly "average" body, ugly mug,...
>i feel extra bad when i leave the house and never goes to meet ups or fun meetings anymore because i give to much shit about what people think
>even though everyone thinks i'm really cute, several girls in the comm tells me i'm adorable and pinches my cheeks,hug me,... (they don't know about it)
>but it's all in my head and i can't get it out
i'll never be good enough.

/cgl/ feels thread
I begin with something that just happened...
I decided I wanted to post a pic of my new cute boyish outfit I was proud of but first,I just wanted to cut my bangs since they were kinda weird lately,only to fail miserably at cutting them,I suffer from some fucking huge depression/anxiety/very low self esteem. I began to sob just because I failed my bangs (I have already short hair),I screamed "I can"t do shit right" an in an access of rage I just took the razor and shaved fucking everything then realized what I have done before sobbing even more.
I'm a piece of shit /cgl/.

>>7692127
>tfw terrible handwriting