/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

I hate being socially wrong all the time. I hate being too enthusiastic and stumbling blindly into awkwardness! I hate this! I'm so stupid and I get to mad and embarrassed! I need to just isolate myself. And everyone whose opinions i respect and feel okay talking to about these things one-on-one is busy or has already heard enough of my shit! I dont want to tax their patience more. I hate myself for being so defective! Why cant I be normal?

i cosplay for fun, not to be famous or anything, but i can't help but compare myself to someone i know who is way better at construction than I am. My skills have really stagnated and i always start costumes last minute and rush through them, which doesn't help. It's a killer blow to my self confidence every time i see her. Worst part is, i know she's judging me silently and I can't blame her. She's younger and prettier and has an exciting life ahead of her. I'd judge me too.

>>10419434
I can't kick you anon, because i'm in the same boat and too busy kicking myself.

>>10358909
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>>10358941
I had hope, but i Didn't know about the update to ten people max. Holy Fuck. I'm so sad

>>10154243
Did they really? I'll have to buy an older toaster, then. I'm pretty sure that there's all sorts of stuff on electric sockets that make sticking a fork in those harder to accomplish.

I suppose it's ironic, that learning that it is harder to kill myself than I thought is bumming me the fuck out.

I ordered something, completely forgetting about the hell that is new years waiting. I probably wont see this fucking dress until April.

>>10035489
TL;DR I cheated and try to save face by saying I was busy and cheating is bad m'kay