/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>tfw no lolita girlfriend
>tfw no lolita friend
>tfw comm could care less about you and vice versa
I don't need a whole comm's worth of peeps. Just one would be enough.

>been with bf for a couple of years now (since high school)
>things always been alright, we fight and have ugly moments but we never broke up
>Never cheated always been faithful
>sometimes I feel like he doesn't like being around me
>he hangs out with friends a lot and goes out with them
>don't really go on dates or anything really sometimes we barely talk
>every time I try to talk to him about it he gets mad at me
>"Anon you're being obsessive!"
>always feel bad about it and just beg for forgiveness and everything repeats
>all I want is to be able to spend time with him

I can't talk to friends about it because we both have the same friends and he'll somehow find out and get mad at me for involving people into our business. We're also moving in together soon and I'm worried if this will just make things more awkward if he comes home late or something when he does go out.

I don't know what to do anymore and I just bottle it up inside