/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

I feel like a gigantic cunt for typing this but gah it's so frustrating and I need to vent

>have two weeks off from work
>bf says we should spend one week in his summer cottage
>"it's really nice there anon, there's a nice lake we can swim in and forests everywhere"
>okay.jpg
>really looking forward to spending time with just him
>but SURPRISE! the summer cottage is actually THREE summer cottages on one piece of land, where all of his relatives and cousins spend the summer together
>literally stuck on an island with ten or so people, two of which I have never seen in my life
>only one shower room
>bf's uncle and aunt prancing around in only speedos and nothing else
>cold during the night and mosquitoes and horseflies during the day
>I brought my clarinet to play but bf's dad tells me to stop because it's annoying and tells me to go play in the forest so I don't disturb anyone
>mfw others don't give a fuck, I've asked
>mfw bitten by bugs in the forest all day so can't even concentrate properly
>bf's mom dumps bf's brother with us to "keep us company heehee"
>brother has severe assburgers, can't speak properly, takes five minutes to say a single word and when he does he can't use his inside voice; acts reeeeeally awkward and... well, autistic and won't listen when we tell him to stop doing something
>every meal is torture because I have to sit next to him and he chews with his mouth open and smacks while eating, while shouting "MMMM THIS IS GOOD" with his mouth open every five minutes
>mfw the rest of the family does the same
>can't have a single moment to myself, let alone with bf, because as soon as I am alone they yell my name or come looking for me literally not five minutes after I say I'll be away
>"why won't you spend time with us, what's wrong, that's rude"
>mfw I spent literally 7/8ths of my days with them while they talk about the weather and mowing the lawn
>later ask me "DID YOU HAVE FUUUUN?!"
>"y-yes"

fucking never again

>>7665528
Tbh I still feel bad about it. I really wish I didn't have to, I'd be fine with literally any other name than the fugly one I had been given. This way I'm always scared people might find out I was born under a different name and ask questions or make assumptions without knowing the reasons behind it. In my home country people are also very judgmental and it's seen as "weird" and "crazy, so...
But eventually you get used to your new name and forget you were ever named differently. It's a good feel.
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