/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>be college loser with no friends
>find out there's a cosplay club
>don't really cosplay anymore but decide to go anyway because I need friends
>I've been here for more than a semester and a half and I've been to almost every meeting and I've still barely made friends with anyone
>literally all I've done is talk to a few girls about fire emblem and this other girl about FF who I talk to on snapchat sometimes
>after the meetings everyone just hangs around and socializes
>I usually just find the largest group of people talking and very rarely chime in

Why am I such an anti-social faggot? They're all great people and I'd love to be closer friends with them and hang out with them at cons. Why am I like this?