/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>be a loner otaku guy with zero social life and no experience with relationships
>feeling desperate one day and attempt to make friends
>end up getting to know some otaku girl
>she has a boyfriend but that doesn't bother me too much because she's really ugly and I wouldn't want to date her anyway
>she seems to become really attached to me
>buys me presents, wants to hang out with me alone, wants to talk to me all the time
>have the feeling I'm next on her "guys to date" list
>find myself wishing they never break up and get married so I can avoid the awkwardness
Am I a bad person for not liking the idea of dating someone ugly and who has SJW feminist tendencies? I'm a kissless virgin but I still have standards.