/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

Life feel:
>last two relationships were absolute garbage
>one was abusive and took his depression out on me, other also took his depression out on me and was extremely clingy
>feeling shitty about love
>old friend/crush and I start talking more after seeing each other at a recent con
>this friend had a big crush on me ages ago
>admits he still has feelings for me after several years
>realize I entertained the idea a lot when we were closer friends
>come to terms with my own feelings
>terrified of screwing it up
>end up voicing this to him
>he's very patient, wants to take it slow and spend more time outside of conventions to get to know one another
>he's sweet and laid back and thinks the world of me
>tfw I think I'm finally getting into a healthy relationship with someone

I'm really happy guys. Still afraid something's gonna fuck it all up but I tend to worry about these things too much. Here's to hoping.

And for a cosplay feel:
>no big cons till otakon
>doing a lot of groups for it
>tfw I want to cosplay so many things that aren't the groups I've already committed to

It makes me so mad how much this happens to me - I get into shit and love it and just want to cosplay it immediately and betray all my other plans, ugh.

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