/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>like guy
>we talked about me staying at his place for a week at the same time a con is going to be there
>which is cool because a lot of other internet friends would be going there
>gonna couple cosplay
>saving up money for flights/fun money, stopped buying lolita
>message him with flight times to double check thats ok with him
>"why are you telling me this"
>wtf i was gonna stay with you you idort
>too crushed to reply
>finally get it that hes just not that into me, even though we stayed up talking all night and sending pictures and stuff but he probably does that to a lot of people anyways
>blow 400 dollars on AP, feels good
>realize maybe I don't even want to jump into another relationship that soon anyway
>fxxk boys get burando

also
>mfw ill never be as perfect as my goddess realisticsweet
>my legs will never be that thin, daikon calves and big thighs
>oh well i still look pretty damn cute in lolita, she's just something to strive for in terms of coordination