/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

Sorry for super long story but it really hurt me.

>In unhealthy relationship where bf actively insults me for going to conventions and "dressing up"
>Don't go to conventions for years because of it
>finally get rid of bf
>get back into my love of anime and cosplay
>First convention back and I room with old con friends
>Extremely pumped to be back in the scene, even cosplaying again.
>Spend day with hotel buddies who are doing a couple cosplay
>They barely acknowledge my existence the entire time
>I end up holding their bags all day because they keep getting stopped for pictures.
>I leave the dealers room to take a call and ask them to stay until i get back
>Come back and can't find them even after searching for nearly an hour
>text and call them multiple times telling them my location but get no answer.
>I assume they don't feel their cells in their bag and give up after walking the con several times
>Give up and walk to the hotel room and PRAY that someone's in there because i dont have a room key
>Knock on the door
>Its the two friends that i was with and they're eating food.
>They Laugh about how they ditched me
>I go into bathroom and ninja cry
>i was starving too but didn't get food before hand because we had planned to go together.
>Spend most of the next day in the hotel room because i dont know anybody
>Try walking around by myself but it amplifies the feeling of being abandoned and alone.
there's more to the story but i feel like ive gone on long enough. It just kills me because i was so excited to get back into what i loved but then i felt completely outcasted the whole weekend.