/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>small body
>thin
>doctor says "Do not lose any more weight" every time I go in to see her.
>shaped like a sack of flour
>try to lose weight to get a waist
>doctor says, "Do not. Lose. Anymore. Weight."
>but I'm fat
>"No, you just have an unfortunate body."
>okay
>still shaped like a sack of shit
>mom says I should wear anything I want, I'm the perfect weight
>try to tell her it doesn't matter how much I weigh if I look like a lego brick
>mom just sighs now when I talk about clothes
>still shaped like a shit bag
>can't lose anymore weight

also
>self post sometimes
>sometimes people say I'm cute
>sometimes people say I'm ugly as shit
>no idea if I should feel good about my face or hide indoors

I will never be confident loli, deskcar.