/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>trying to propose to SO
>they're the type of person to have really vague wants/not communicate what they want, enjoys sitting at home but loves going new places secretly
>work my ass off and save up, get a ring and try to plan a vacation
>offer up a vacation
>shot down
>recall he said he thought con proposals were cute (despite me finding them cringy)
>offer up a convention with guests he cares about/local to special places
>shot down
>offer up a different vacation, a cruise
>he's interested, yes!
>he finds out there's no internet on cruise ships and immediately shoots me down
>as him if he'd want to do anything special what would it be
>tells me he's totally cool with sitting at home playing videogames all day, what he does pretty much every day.
>he tells me that if I'm so interested in vacationing so bad he'd be willing to go to any one of my previous suggested places for my birthday next year, and that I deserve it


why is this shit so difficult...

>>8272938
This is relatable.

>have a thirst dream about hooking up with a guy in my cosplay group
>even in the dream i'm in his apartment but too beta to initiate anything