/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>9532087
I used to have similar struggles especially with booze and weed. Dependency just creeps up on you, you keep looking for more opportunities to smoke some or drink some and in the end you can't manage to not do it.
Being apathetic is possibly going to be your downfall. Not the drugs themselves. If you ever find the courage to do so, change your life around drastically when you've got nothing more to lose. Move abroad if you can. Leave your old problems behind and start anew.
You've just got to be strict with yourself. Have some willpower. Your future self will thank you, even if it seems so far away now. You'll probably read this and be like "I wish I could do that, meh" and then not change anything after all. I've been there. But I hope it will at least make you think about it.

I enjoy doing drugs on occasion. Weed, psychedelics, different kinds of uppers and downers, you name it.
Also I swear a lot and trying to keep it down doesn't work as well as I'd like.
I eat like shit, lots of sweets and cheesy stuff. I stay thin because I don't eat a lot, but the things I do eat are almost always unhealthy.

RREEEEEEEEE
My shoes broke last week. Completely ripped from wear. I only own one pair of good shoes, most expensive and best con of the year is this weekend.
But no worries, right? Because I ordered new, awesome shoes and they look great and tracking says they would arrive either yesterday or today.
>check tracking
>"your delivery has been postponed"
WHAT
WHAT IS THE REASON FOR THIS
WHY WOULD YOU DO SUCH A THING
W-what do I do anons
I'm too poor to go into the store and buy another pair of shoes while this one is still in the mail.