/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>joined comm a couple years ago
>very shy
>the local comm has a history of pretty well known hostility and I'm already shy
>dress very well though, it's my only hobby
>go to paradiso with comm
>quiet but try to be friendly when I can
>comm leader pretty clearly dislikes me
>when I tried to talk to her, she would look away from me and acted like I didn't say anything
>never figured out why
>day after paradiso, doctor tells me I have a brain tumor
>had to quit job
>couldn't get out much anymore
>no one in my comm spoken to me since paradiso
>much better now but too sad to start going to meet ups again

Feels bad to realize how shitty my personality must be

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this has to be this girl's dog