/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>Found lolita with similar face to me
>Seek out her instagram for inspo
>Know I'm insecure about my own face
>Realise I'm really insecure about my own face
>Her history shows long hair and short hair through the timeline
>Always bangs
>I don't have bangs
>Whenever I feel stressed and want to change my life I think about getting bangs
>This lolita is rocking hers
>Whenever I try to insert my own face into her pictures...
>Something shifts
>The cute girl turns ugly
>My own insecurities are fucking her up
>Figuratively speaking, she's just a stranger in a picture
>Show bf for second opinion
>He says she's cute
>Points out a distant friend also has the same face shape
>Stare at her face until her different (wider) nose becomes satan itself
>I keep turning people who look like me ugly
>Never realised this ran so deep
>Bf thinks we're all cute
>Who am I?
>Que low-key identity crisis

H-help...?