/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>finally got approved for breast reduction surgery so I can be in less pain and fit in lolita and cosplay
>my cardiologist wants to do one last test to see if my heart is ok
>all the online information for and electrophysiology heart study says it's no big deal
>go in and they put me to sleep for test
>wake up 3 hours later with a bunch of people in my face telling me they found the problem and gave me a heart ablation
>everything hurts but they send me home
>body nope the fucks out and I develop blood clots in both my arms
>screaming in pain
>get rushed back to the hospital
>have to be on a heparin drop for 6 days
>doctor comes in to room
>"you won't be able to get your breast reduction surgery for at least a year."
>*screaming internally*

I'm glad my life has been saved and my heart is ok but I'm so bummed out because I was supposed to have my reduction all the way back in July but my stupid body always fucks it up. I work so hard to lose weight for the surgery and I have all these lolita clothes I can't wear anymore because my stupid hormones made my boobs grow to such a ridiculous size that I look like complete shit in everything I wear. For the love of God I just want the Universe to cut me a break.