/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>hit it off with really cute guy
>tell him I'm into Lolita
>goes off on a weird tangent about how he's a literal pedophile
>not in a creepy "I totally wanna fuck children all the time" way but just a matter of factly "I don't act on urges and it's really psychologically draining" way
>confused?? he's venting I guess..
>he tells me he's never had attraction to anyone over age 14

I'm...I'm confused. He's a good guy? He's really cute and fun and funny but, do I just give up I guess? He seriously doesn't seem a threat to children because of how strongly he made clear he doesn't want anything to do with them but just can't control who he likes. I guess I give up on him...but I can't?

It's like I'm telling myself "I'll be the one to make him like adults" but then I realize that's like a gay girl saying "I'll be the one to make her like girls."

He's super nerdy but kinda buff cause he says he works out when he's like sexually frustrated to get his mind off things or something. I wanna lick his chest.

Why can't I stop thinking of pedo-kun.