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[Anonymous No.55701008]

I regret my whole life. Now I'm so miserable and lonely.

[Anonymous No.55701019]

And what are you going to do to climb out of that hole you dug

[Anonymous No.55701037]

>>55701019
Probably kms

[Anonymous No.55701048]

Remember kings, there is a huge difference between a loser and a winner who has not won yet.
wagmi

[Anonymous No.55701060]

>>55701008
what do you regret, why are you miserable, how did you become lonely and for how long

[Anonymous No.55701066]

>>55701037
Watch this video first, it will give you a chuckle
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0hjgB3PQD_c&t=9s

[Anonymous No.55701083]

>>55701060
I regret not making friends. Although I don't think my personality would mesh with people anyway. Now I'm a 33 year old shut in still living with parents
>>55701066
Don't feel like it

[Anonymous No.55701098]

>>55701083
>I regret not making friends.
are you still open to making friends? have you tried making friends with your fellow anons here? :(

[Anonymous No.55701752]

>>55701008
Same, I especially regret not selling link at 50. I've wasted so many years waiting.

[Anonymous No.55701833]

>>55701008
In the word of Jock Willnik 'Good'.
Now what are you going to do about it? It takes some courage to put your hands up and admit it's a mess.
Pray to God to forgive you for what you did wrong. Forgive others for what they may have done to to you. You have a clean slate now - walk brother.
You are going to die, whether it's by your own hand now or in 20 years time, but it will happen so you may as well give it a go.
We're living in a broken, sinful world run by demons. I'm not surprised you don't want to be here, it's a sign of spiritual health. But not by suicide. God loves you brother, my prayers are with you. A little longer.

[Anonymous No.55701913]

>>55701083

[Anonymous No.55701923]

>>55701008
get a new identity and change your life completely, easier said than done but it's always possible. it would be a fun ride actually, 99% of people will never try this because they are content with their life. consider yourself lucky kek you can try something special.
and if this doesn't apply to you then make it apply to you, do some fucked up stuff to put the cherry on top. there's only one thing that you shouldn't do and that's killing yourself, it's a literal waste in all regards and literally boring as hell

[Anonymous No.55701930]

>>55701008
>33
>didnt make it
>no irl friends

Just do it already....
No but seriously man 33 and you cry? Stop eating shit, do a bit of sports and prioritise healthy sleep. You'll feel more energetic when you were 20 because that's how the human body works. And then you can come again and we talk moneymaking. And friends... Just find a hobby not many people do like even fucking pole dancing...be the gay best friend of the girls if you're not able to be alone and happy. You might end up fucking a few roasties as well. Sry anon I don't understand your problem.

[Anonymous No.55701965]

>>55701008
Have you considered fudding Link? There's a whole community of people who have found new meaning this way. You'd get to meet other suicidal no-hopers who have been exactly where you are. Give it a go, what have you to lose?

[Anonymous No.55701991]

>>55701008
i have no friends and only talk to my grandma. Im 29 yo, sporty and low bodyfat but still depressed and lonely. No i dont coom

[Anonymous No.55702019]

>>55701752
Why didn't you sell?

[Anonymous No.55702023]

>>55701008
are you healthy? Are you young?

[Anonymous No.55702073]

>>55702023
>83
>just impregnated a 20's something
>I'm more healthy than him

[Anonymous No.55702076]

>>55702019
The 1k eoy and 81k 2026 memes.

[Anonymous No.55702100]

>>55701913
we are born to reproduce, everything else is circumstantial

[Anonymous No.55702460]

>>55702100
I am born to make it anon

[Jealous No.55702462]

Seems like I got poisoned in this traffic stop.

[Anonymous No.55702489]

>>55701008
Learn python, linux or Java.
Thank me later

[Anonymous No.55702585]

>>55701008
Just kill yourself

[Anonymous No.55702760]

>>55702100
This is satanic. The truth is you are born so that God may put his faithfulness to the test. Reproduction has nothing to do with it. You were born now at the final generation. God knows we will make it to heaven because he knows he is worthy. If you believe in this reproduction as meaning shit then you will end up with a designer baby growing in a beaker. Those children will not be part of God's plan and cannot go to heaven with us because they are made in man's imag(e)ination. These are the end times anon. Satan is working harder than ever because his time is over. The lights are turning on in this theatre and God's people are about leave.

[Anonymous No.55702766]

>>55701008
How can you regret your life? If you didn't do the things that you did, you wouldn't be you. There is nothing to regret.

[Anonymous No.55702799]

>>55702760
satan made this world and trapped our sould here, he wants trick us into worshiopping hi, like a God, that the only point of this life it has no other meaning

[Anonymous No.55702823]

>>55701008
This world is for normies and women

[Anonymous No.55703489]

>>55701008
when I think back about my past it's like every decision I made was fucking stupid. And it's not even stuff like doing drugs.... just things to try to be happy, like chasing my dreams...it all lead to financial ruin. And when I think back I've always been broke and that has ALWAYS sucked, like a stink that you can't wash off. But I love my family, that's the only thing that made this entire life tolerable. I don't know how orphans and people with shitty families cope.

[Anonymous No.55703729]

>>55703489
My parents are fucking slime. Malignant narcissists who brainwashed me and destroyed my life. Consider yourself lucky if you were a well fed orphan or ward of the state that got to go to college or even join the army. I was bubble wrapped as well as abused severely for minor infections as a child. I was brainwashed and sabotaged as a young adult and have been attacked and blamed for anything and everything ever since. It truly is the end times. Parents are not parents anymore. They love their money and hate their kids nowadays. If your parents are poor consider yourself lucky. The pain of having rich parents who treat you worse than their employees because they don't see anything left to extract from you not any danger from you is unimaginable.

I have thought of killing myself several times

[Anonymous No.55703748]

>>55703729
So you come from German descent too, huh? You're situation isn't special. Me and many others grew up with emotionally detached parents. Man the fuck up and take control of your own life. Stop whining and blaming your parents.

[Anonymous No.55703810]

>>55703729
>The pain of having rich parents who treat you worse than their employees because they don't see anything left to extract from you
that does sound pretty fucked up. Must be because they're true capitalists.

[Anonymous No.55703817]

>>55702073
that's the case. If you are not disabled, which limits your working capability, and in you are in your 20-30 then you have everything to make your life better. You can join army, firefighters, police and earn decent money which you can invest. You don't need to be smart to join those carrers. Even working on a construction site and expanding your qualifications with this path can bring you great money.

[Anonymous No.55703821]

>>55703810
They are godless heathens who are part of the inner circle that runs the religious community where they live. It's all so fucked up. I can't believe it. It's like I'm being tortured by God for a past life.

[Anonymous No.55703832]

>>55703729
My parents were one, illiterate, other an alcoholic who beat me.
I don't blame them for anything, like pulling me out of school, never taking me to the doctor to diagnose my autoimmune disease which took me 30 years to find out.

Not upset I'm going to be dead before one of them because of that while they are perfectly healthy at 70.

Point I'm saying is, I didn't take control of my life and let others do it for me, which ruined my entire existence on this planet.
But It's my fault alone and you can spend all day talking about suicide and garnering attention.

I talk about suicide a lot and my friends think I want attention.

I don't I'm actually just telling them I'm going to kill myself soon but I can't directly say it because they will try to intervene which has happened too many times.

[Anonymous No.55703839]

>>55701048

[Anonymous No.55703857]

>>55703832
>But It's my fault alone
no. you started life with a significant disadvantage and they imprinted the way you see yourself into your brain. being born into a psychologically healthy family is one of the biggest privilege out there, before wealth.

[Anonymous No.55703866]

>>55703832
I wish i could hug you bro. Some respond to abuse and psycopathy with reciprocity towards the whole world. We are the ones who don't have that in us and don't want to lose what we have that makes us who we are so we just try to cope. But you can't cope. It's like suicide is the only thing that will make the pain end. My parents made and broke promises in order to get what they wanted out of me. I gave up everything for them and as a result when i was basically nothing without them they went ahead and rejected me like a worthless piece of crap
What America does to our veterans on the streets my parents did to me. I wish my parents were openly evil towards me when i was young instead of grooming me. I got played but so would you. It's not a fair fight.

[Anonymous No.55703888]

>>55703857
Of course, but what about those like myself?
Are we to sit and blame our parents who were broken themselves who then blame their parents who were broken themselves who then blame their parents.
You see where I'm going?

I can kvetch, whine and say
>MY LIFE DIDN'T START CAUSE OF YOU MOM/DAD

But one's fucking dead I can't even get upset with him, the others losing her mind from old age..

Who benefits?

it just twists your mentality about everything, I control my body, I didn't make the right decisions, instead I put my faith into family who let me down, but that again was my own action not theirs.

[Anonymous No.55703916]

>>55703888
I would never do that to my own kids bro. That's the thing you don't get
We don't all have the same psychology. Some of us are empaths. We don't respond to abuse by becoming abusive. Those who do don't even think about the shit three been through. They are content putting others through it.

[Anonymous No.55703931]

>>55703866
What I'm saying is imagine life is like a video game, and you're the main character, everyone in your life is a code, an npc placed to guide you on your path.

You can stop and get pissed about all the coding, or maybe you could try to leave your turtotial stage and become your own man.

Unfortunatly the deeper we get into this conversation you'll learn there's no point to even being alive and we are biological plants created to pollinate female plants who birth more flowers.

It's all built into this worlds coding, so is death and decay, it's a curve, we age, we breed, we make new npcs, then our bodies break down, disease sets in, our body destroys itself so we can go feed the earth with nutrients to create the oxygen that allows the npcs to continue.

You see now?

It's all fucking pointless, money, life, friends, family those are not are modus operandi.
We are mutations of a unfinished product that couldn't survive without our strength and pollination.

This occurs in every species, every mushroom every insect.

It's all just a basic coding and we try to rationalize it all when there's limiters placed into our coding that won't allow us to get an answer.

[Anonymous No.55703933]

>>55703888
Evil begets evil. But sometimes that evil isn't directed outwardly. Not everyone who is abused becomes a abuser towards others. They just abuse themselves and have zero self worth. Their parents beat them so they are conditioned to think that is the role they are supposed to play in society. The punching bag. It's horiffic. For every rapist and murderer who was abused as a child. There is a harmless man who is homeless because they had a different soul.

[Anonymous No.55703953]

>>55703931
Bro my parents did to me things when i look back i can't imagine doing to anyone let alone my own kids. It's one thing of you are poor and starving. They were rich and greedy.

[Anonymous No.55703968]

>>55701037
The ultimate fu to the world

[Anonymous No.55703970]

>>55703933
Evil doesn't exist, it's all coding my friend, there's no "evil code"
or "good code"
It's all linear set paths, the people you view as evil do not see their actions as wrong, infact they see you as evil for not understanding why they do what they do.

It's all cyclical, I can blame everyone in my life for all my massive failures, the things people could have helped me with but it doesn't matter

these people don't even exist, they are literal numbers in a format set to do X,Y,Z

You can recreate your world a million times it will come out the same.
For example if your coding says you can't become rich, I could hand you a million dollars now and tomorrow you'll lose it.

Doesn't matter it's not in your coding you cannot change your path you are on it for a reason now you can sit here and allow the coding to dictate you, or you can break the cycle and attempt to change your path but I'm telling you now it's impossible.

Try to enjoy this experience before decay sets in, wrapping your mind in barbed wire will allow it to set in faster as it destroys your immune system.

[Anonymous No.55703977]

>>55703953
I'm not going to get into what my parents did to me, but it's not a competition this occurs with nearly all humans.
Now read my comments more carefully and a lot slower before you respond with narcissism don't be upset we are all narcissists it's actually hardwired into our coding.

[Anonymous No.55703980]

You're all a bunch of whiney defeatist cunts holy shit. I feel like I'm on reddit. If you grew up in a developed country in the west you have nothing to cry about. You are absolutely able to take control of your life. Your an adult, quit crying about your parents.

[Anonymous No.55703994]

>>55703953
>>55703933
I don't have much time left on this planet, you will find yourself in my position if you ruminate about past behaviors/actions things people could have done to you.

I'm not gonna be here likely by next month my bodies shutting down and I'm giving into my disease, my heart valves are failing as we speak and my lymph nodes are twisting and pulling on my throat as my body sends cytotoxins throughout my organs.

Be good yourselves anons, this life is very short and if you spend your time obsessing about things you can't change you'll soon find yourself dying internally and you might actually change your path for the worse.

[Anonymous No.55704001]

Take a few motherfuckers that deserve it with you
If not for yourselves, for me and the other people with the dame feelings as you
Think of me and the other anons that still can change things for the better

No one is too small to make a difference

[Anonymous No.55704019]

>>55703977
My parents fucked me in the ass when I was a toddler. Bet you can't beat this anon

[Anonymous No.55704024]

>>55704019
I fucked my parents in the ass yesterday anon. It's a family tradition.

[Anonymous No.55704039]

>>55704024
You see anon mine won't even take him into their mouths. And you say I have nothing to cry about

[Anonymous No.55704117]

>>55703994
I hope you find some solace

[Anonymous No.55705244]

>>55704117
Thank you, I doubt I will, I'm degrading rapidly and part of the reason is I'm giving up, I fought hard for years now to survive I've lost my mind and my health at the same time, the health took my mind which took control of my body and made every possibly worst choice possible.

I'm resigned from trying anymore, and soon as I did everything in my body is degrading and my head is splitting open so badly I've taken more triptans than I should just to ease my pain, gabapentin to take some of it away, nothing is working and it's driving me to suicide I'm honestly probably going to tonight I can't stand this intense pain anymore.

But thank you.

[Anonymous No.55705246]

Same but I believe in God so I can't rope.

[Anonymous No.55705255]

>>55701008
your expectations are likely way too damn high. Be a simple kind of man, but do not simp.

[Anonymous No.55705266]

>>55701008
>>55701019
>>55701048
>>55701066
>>55701930
>>55702760
>>55703832
>>55703970
>>55704039
>>55705246
If you're still clinging onto naive fantasies where the brave oppressed masses rise up against the corrupt elite, led by a titular hero riding in on a white horse, you need to come back down to reality, if only for the sake of your mental health. You are not up against people; you are facing what has since become a fundamental force of nature.

The powers that be are here to stay. You are subject to the perfect enslavement machine honed by generations of economic and military research. The arrival of the digital age has heralded the point of no return. There is no going back. Every contingency, and every last deviation has been accounted for.

Revolution, by any means, is impossible. Any would-be dissidents are subject to all-encompassing surveillance at all times, with data fed into precognitive AI run on quantum supercomputers that can identify an individual's threat level based on the very most trivial habits. They will know your secrets that you haven't told a soul to and planned to carry to your grave. If you have any qualms against the agenda, no matter how slight, they will know.

Federal surveillance and infiltration has made organizing and training impossible. Any poor individuals consumed by their vain defiance to lash out at the system will never become martyrs thanks to the nigh-absolute control of the media and its narratives disseminated to the masses. Any organized resistance that does manage to form will be doomed to be crushed and swept under the rug.

Why am I telling you this? For your own good. Denial is only going to degrade your already fragile mental state even further. Don't throw your life away in vain trying to fight a force beyond the scope of mortal man. The truth is excruciatingly painful, but all in all you're better off just accepting it and letting go.

[Anonymous No.55705310]

>>55705266
I'm just trying to fight surviving day to day, I'm not trying to win some fucking war, besides the one with my body.

Healthy people fantasize about being some hero, when your dying you just want peace I can't even get that.

[Anonymous No.55705730]

>>55705244
Please don't do it tonight. I will feel like shit. For me. Please don't do it

[Anonymous No.55705759]

>>55701008
Well, it’s not like the planet has an underpopulation problem.

[Anonymous No.55705773]

>>55705730
Don't feel bad, feel happy I can stop this misery you have no idea what it's like being in my shoes, it feels like someone shot me through my face and in the back of my head and it never stops.
Doctors refuse to help me anymore I'm checked out in every possible way.

[Anonymous No.55705833]

>>55703729
what were you bringing to the table anon?

[Anonymous No.55705865]

>>55705266
I'm a doctor with a beautiful loving gf. I spend my days having fun when i'm not working. Why exactly do i need to rebel against the government?

[Anonymous No.55705874]

>>55705730
Seriously I've wanted this for awhile I've had chances to be saved and blew them I've created my own hell and I can't escape it no matter what I've tried.

I'm in such intense pain now I can't think about anything else but ending it.

I've got my ladder, tied extension cord and a solid tree just waiting for nightfall and going to drive out to a secluded area by my old house.
https://youtu.be/Yn1WbBaWTdc

I've planned this for awhile I just had to wait till I got to my tipping point which appears to be today.

Nobody can help me, no doctor, no human, not even myself so why continue this charade of pain and insanity any longer.

Don't kill yourself I'm only doing it because I'm terminal and it's either take my own life or die slowly in absolute fucking misery in my bed, It feels like someone stuck an axe in the back of my head and if I move they do it again.

[Anonymous No.55705975]

>>55701083
So tons of people on the internet are like that just meet up with them. I thought you had some serious debilitating mistakes that you made when you were younger.

[Anonymous No.55706187]

>>55705833
What do you mean? I was never diagnosed as autistic so my parents just beat my ass and yelled at me. Humiliated me and blamed me. I'm talking 6 years old violent abuse all while having no reference to refute my parents brainwashing me into thinking it was normal and necessary

[Anonymous No.55706386]

>>55703931
>there's limiters placed into our coding that won't allow us to get an answer.
It's not so much that we have rate limiters, it's that we have no coding beyond a certain point. Well, more that our standard coding quickly becomes incoherent when pushed past "normal" parameters.
But otherwise I agree with what you said.

[Anonymous No.55706399]

>>55703931
Not the suicide-part, but the other stuff. But, I don't own your life either, so it's not for me to say what anyone does with his.

[Anonymous No.55706450]

>>55706399
>>55706386
Suicides just shortcutting the end, I don't agree with suicide for the normal/healthy but for people in my state it shouldn't be condemned.

I'm very fucking sick I can't barely move my head now without wanting to vomit.
If I wasn't in this state it wouldn't be as bad but it just degrades worse daily.

I used to be quite bright until my body turned on me, but yes I agree i use rate limiters in terms of meaning there's nothing there, you hit an end point and realize there's just nothing else.

If you've looked into simulation theory it's kinda portrayed in the thirteenth floor where they drive out and out and finally hit an end in the road, where they could see the coding of their world, it was where the coding ended in a sense and when they realized their world wasn't reality.