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[Anonymous No.49386485]

I am turning 23 and will spend my birthday sitting in my car alone like last year.
Still KHHV, still haven’t atleast fucking texted a girl, still haven’t made it. Still crippling lack of self worth

No friends, no social media, relatives that mattered to me are dead. When I am off work or at the weekends I just drive around in my car, stop at side of a road, take a nap, browse 4chan and drive home
I am so fucking numb for years now

[Anonymous No.49386539]

>>49386485
If you're that kind of loser, then you're not capable of holding a longer lasting relationship. Hire a cutie escort to do something for $400-500 and move on.

[Anonymous No.49386555]

>>49386485
Keep your head up. I wanted to kms 4 years ago. Then i worked at my self, started reading philosophical books and work out for better mind and body. I still have insecure issues because of all the bullying my whole life but now i have sex on the regular and can be a funny contident guy from time to time. You can achieve the same thing, you can do it! ywgmi.
PS: Im the most ugly person you would ever see and still achieved this. If i can do it, everybody can.

[Anonymous No.49386561]

>>49386485
Bro ur 23 ur life doesnt suck ur literally the king of this world. Act like it nigger make it yours

[Anonymous No.49386578]

>>49386485
I just turned 23 and I do the same. Only thing I found that helps is nofap but it’s so hard.

[Anonymous No.49386582]

29 year old kissless virgin here.
Your initial rage and depressed/suicidal episode will fade into growing indifference with time. It gets easier, I definitely recommend lifting weights as stress relief at the very least.

It gets easier.

[Anonymous No.49386594]

>>49386485
If you're still a virgin by 19/20 you probably have some underlying mental health problems desu. Girls are good at filtering out weirdos, so your best bet is to find a gf who is a weirdo too. Good luck fren

[Anonymous No.49386650]

>>49386485
Bro at least you are functional enought to be able to hold a job and a drivers driver's license. I lost both.

[Anonymous No.49386667]

>>49386485
Work out and go work on cargo ships until ur a 3rd engineer and rich

[Anonymous No.49386712]

>>49386650
How does that matter with anything?
Did my license when I was still in my angry red pill phase and not demoralized black pill yet

And regarding work I am a serial dropout, currently holding on my job now. But it’s literally nothing. Every job site is transactional, no one actual gives a fuck about you, just saying hello and bye talking for 2 sentences and move on
No one gives a fuck if you are worthless nut case. Having a job is easy as shit, having actual friends or attracting a girl, way more advanced and competitive, also won’t be able to fake it and learn fake socializing to appear normal at work

[Anonymous No.49386819]

>>49386712
I guess we are opposites, i have people pestering me 24/7 that i keep pushing away and rejecting, its also one if the reasons i cant hold jobs, everyone is ridiculously over friendly and social, and after a few days of me rejecting the group things become unbearable

[Anonymous No.49386914]

>>49386485
Birthdays are the worst. Just another reminder that you are getting older and still a loser, everyone else on their birthday parties and has sex and here we are just at home alone. Maybe we get a phone call from our parents and that’s it.

Holidays also fkn suck, fuck New Year’s Eve to fucking hell

[Anonymous No.49387025]

>>49386485
I turned 27 this year and same as you, and like every other birthday since I was 17 I have spent it alone as a KHHV. I havent felt, spoken to, or been with a girl in over 10 years and consider myself a born again virgin simply because it has been so long since the highschool whore pity fucked me that I cant even remember her face, touch, or how it even felt. I wish I could say it gets better but it doesn't; I hit mid 6 figs this year in a red market and none of it has helped me find the girl im looking for. I almost did, but then she ghosted me and avoids me everywhere I post in. I practice nofap and I workout 5 days a week to keep my mind distracted from these sad, negative thoughts and I think you need to do the same or at least try your best to find something you love that takes your mind off of your suffering. Folks like us weren't meant to know the love of a girl, to start families and be loved. We're just different.

[Anonymous No.49387302]

>Had a fwb last birthday and got first BJ, fell in love
>couldn’t secure her down and she moved on to greener pastures

It is not better to have loved and lost

[Anonymous No.49387396]

>>49387302
>It is not better to have loved and lost
It absolutely is.
The point is that you're a normal functional human being. A girl wanted you, was interested in you, was interested in being with you, was interested to the point of wanting to undress right before you. You know you're normal, even if you are not getting it for the next 10 years you still know that you're normal.

Now imagine never in your entire life getting any interest from any female ever. Not just no gf, not just no sex, but never even kissing or any form of sexual/emotional exchange whatsoever. The concept of a girl just wanting to hold your hand being beyond foreign and alien at this point.
That's the entire problem, not the mere act of inserting a penis into a vagina, but knowing that you're a dysfunctional failure that no one wanted or wants or desires in any capacity whatsoever

[Anonymous No.49387600]

>>49387396
Are you disfigured? I’m pretty average, have a shitty jaw even. Just have good hair, which I take good care not to lose while taking testosterone.

It’s a game changer. Confidence and energy through the roof. Not on now because I actually got a nose job with some of my lucky crypto gains and it will interfere with the healing, but looking forward to getting back.

It’s literally safer than alcohol give it a look. MPMD on YouTube is a great source of info.