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>be me
>finish a relaxed week at work on Friday afternoon
>go jogging
>do some supermarket shopping in evening; wasn't as good as last week, which wasn't as good as some weeks before
>waste time on internet
>wake up on Saturday morning
>read a non-fiction book
>start reading an old and venerated novel
>eat food and junk food
>go for a drive and then walk outside
>end up not walking much
>go back home
>waste time online
>go jogging
>waste more time online
>apply for a few jobs, mainly to see if I'd get interviews
>read the latest moldbugkino
>sleep at 2 am
>wake up at 8 am
>browse internet instead of sleeping more
>only rest my eyes for 15 minutes before watching tennis at around 9 am
>watch tennis
>go for a walk outside for around 2+ hours
>listen to cum town and a rationalist podcast
>it's much warmer than a week ago ago and feels like summer
>finish walk, buy some chocolate at a supermarket
>feels strange for there to still be daylight and warm weather after 3 pm
>go back home, eat lots of food, feel stuffed
>decided not to eat anything for 27 hours to see if fasting at random times can make me give up junk food or get lighter
>will spend rest of evening playing vidya, reading, browsing internet

Being reminded of summer weather today made me remember how it never made me happy. When it was cold and dark recently I thought sun and warm weather would make life feel like a paradise. But it barely matters. If anything, it feels like, dare I say it, the cold (and age appropriate) light of day, lol. Although being able to finish work at 6 pm, and still go for long walks in the warm daytime feels unreal.

I'm sure any day now I will start working hard on stuff and actually start doing productive things.

I don't want to be fat in the summer again. The gyms are closed so I should at least get lighter. I think of myself as having a 15 kg yellow weight attached to my stomach, and how good it would be to get rid of it.

>> No.29316009

>>29315845
LMAO FAGGOT JUST KILLYOURSELF ALREADY LOL

>> No.29316345

>>29315845
Fix your sleep schedule, start eating meals consistently at a specific time every day, and don't eat between those meals.
Sleep everyday and meditate for 10 minutes before doing so.
Take control of your life. You are the only variable that will not change.

>> No.29316400

get a hobby moron

and no, jogging is not a hobby

>> No.29316485

lol

>> No.29316555

>>29315845
bro your blogs are boring as fuck, nothing ever happens
even dostoevsky's mcs have some sort of conflict happening eventually. You just read books and walk around.