be real with me biz

[Anonymous No.26293309]

what would it take for you to really consider kys?

[Anonymous No.26293334]

Tbh with you, I've been considering it for six years straight now. Have bipolar disorder and have been in a depressive episode this entire time. Dropped out of college, stopped working, and have complete anhedonia. The only thing that's kept me alive the past 3 years is delusions of wealth from crypto.

[Anonymous No.26293370]

>>26293309
IM RIGHT THERE FRIEND

[Anonymous No.26293415]

>>26293309
If I lost everything on a shitcoin, had no friends, girlfriend, job, hair, my parents died and a big crisis was coming ahead. That's actually the only one scenario.

[Anonymous No.26293421]

>>26293334
wow. relatable. i don’t have bpd but i am diagnosed w panic disorder and major depressive disorder. i made 6 figs years ago in crypto and fucked it up. then got kicked out of a top 10 public uni because of an arrest. i have no confidence in who i am or my potential. maybe we’ll make it this year. at least get on our feet.

[Anonymous No.26293438]

>>26293415
And even then I would consider going to the beach, get some job as a fisherman and start stacking BTC again.

[Anonymous No.26293444]

>>26293421
Ha... sounds like we have a lot of common. I got arrested as well during this low point of my life. I wish all the best for you anon.

[Anonymous No.26293457]

Unplanned pregnancy, and that's about it

[Anonymous No.26293455]

>>26293309
not making it

[Anonymous No.26293459]

>>26293309
I tired to and got put on pills, not worth it

[Anonymous No.26293463]

>>26293334
I cant say that I have had it as bad as you but the only thing keeping me from quitting my job is the desire to invest. Almost all of my money goes into crypto. I have cut expenses to a minimum. If I get nothing in the end I might just disappear but i'm prepared to face that if it does happen.

[Anonymous No.26293499]

>>26293444
checked and truthpilled. i’m going to continue to get wasted. this ones to you and your journey anon.

[Anonymous No.26293507]

>>26293309
Ngl I’m going to tell you now. In 2017, I was a pleb. I put in 10k into crypto. It became $200 because I was in shitcoins. In March 2020, I bought the dip with 1k and the uniswap craze started, I now have 170k. If I lose this 170k I might actually kill myself. I am currently following a particular anon strategy. 30%btc, 30%eth, 30%link and 10%usdc. But if crypto were to go to 0, I really rope myself. I have spent too much time and effort, trying to get all my money back. And I cannot see it go to 0.

[Anonymous No.26293509]

Quads

[Anonymous No.26293540]

Nothing

[Anonymous No.26293551]

>>26293457
plan b anon.
>>26293455
maybe not
>>26293415
and if you had none of those to begin with? like literally none

[Anonymous No.26293557]

I have muscular dystrophy and I'm considering it more and more as I get older and the vision of what my future is going to be becomes clearer

[Anonymous No.26293560]

>>26293309
Physical pain or disability, that's it. The only valid excuse to an hero is if your body is a wreck and you have no limbs, or nerves feel like they're on fire all the time, or like really loud tinnitis. Or impending brain deterioration like dementia.

Suicide because of deprivation or emotional discomfort is a bitch move.

[Anonymous No.26293570]

>>26293309
I would never because i know i can turn anything around

[Anonymous No.26293583]

>>26293309
Quite a few things would need to happen. I mean I have definitely considered it before and I think most people have. But to actually go through it would take a bit. Prefer not to put it out there. I genuinely wish everyone good times though. We'll make it.

[Anonymous No.26293597]

>>26293551
See
>>26293438

[Anonymous No.26293602]

>>26293457
Don’t worry about that., you’re an incel

[Anonymous No.26293639]

>>26293309
Not getting the job I had the last interview for yesterday desu.

[Anonymous No.26293664]

>>26293507
You will make it, just be careful with your opsec and have many backups

[Anonymous No.26293667]

>>26293560
i have tinnitus and cpps. should i go ahead?
>>26293583
likewise anon
>>26293597
ah yes sorry

[Anonymous No.26293670]

>>26293309
having to work for months for the amount of money I just spent on ETH gas fees

[Anonymous No.26293676]

>>26293457
Me and my ex had one of those. Luckily neither of us wanted a kid so she interrupted it within a month.

[Anonymous No.26293706]

>>26293415
rip in piece

[Anonymous No.26293736]

>>26293309
the next ten years of history are gonna be way too interesting and there might be a chance that i’d legally be in my rights to absolutely tear a nigger limb from limb or blast open a tranny’s head with a hollow point in legally-recognized self defense so im just living for that desu

[Anonymous No.26293739]

Infertility.
I would have fun in minecraft if it was the case

[Anonymous No.26293744]

Realistically probably nothing except terminal cancer that was causing me immense amounts of pain. I have certain things that nobody can take away from me (my education and degree) and I think I'd always be able to leverage that to a good life if I had to start from nothing again. Maybe some sort of completely life altering accident such as being a burn victim with 3rd degree burns over 90% of my body and face. That's pretty fucking hard to move past.

[Anonymous No.26293772]

>>26293309
not much at this point. if my world veiw starts losing traction in reality and not just in projection, id end it.

[Anonymous No.26293786]

>>26293667
>almost a satan get
That's your call anon. But if you're here asking for thoughts, that means you realize on some level that your life still has potential value. Knowledge to gain, things to experience. It doesn't have to be all good, or even mostly good, to be worth living through. You die eventually anyway, what's the hurry? Aren't you at least curious what else happens?

[Anonymous No.26293807]

>>26293309
If it got to that point, it wouldn't be suicide.

[Anonymous No.26293827]

>>26293334
>>26293421
>>26293463
guys investing means building wealth value.

do an assessment of your folio.. what are you really holdin, whats it based again and what do you plan on exiting to. where are you planning on investing this and next year..

you stopped working on yourself to gamble.
>stop it, or die. no one will care for you but yourself. do not give up.

make a fucking plan and stop gambling

[Anonymous No.26293850]

>>26293309
If I got Alzheimer’s

[Anonymous No.26293905]

>>26293786
good spot. and you’re right, even with everything against me i still find myself going out of my way to find a reason to keep living. the decision just seems extra sensitive at this point. my entire life is only memories. i don’t have a present. everyone i’ve ever loved is gone. some have betrayed me, some have died, some have organically left. at this point time isn’t on my side either and it just seems like even if i financially made it, that wouldn’t even make me feel like it once would have.

[Anonymous No.26293922]

>>26293309
Already am. I'm 5'5" and was the god of training. Stopped at 16 (25 now) ever since I found out. GIGA PTSD. Would have easily broken world records by now. His evil creator gave the world a handicap. I am by far the most emasculated human on this planet. Wish I could just be hanged up on a cross while also sweating blood than to endure this shit.
50k for surgeries that will only make me 5'9".

Fuck this creator. Embodiment of sadism.

[Anonymous No.26293923]

35 years old, bachelors of science, paid off sports car (not a luxury one), virgin, friendless, only left the house to work, buy food or lift. I’ve been in crypto since 2018 and only have 45K, was the second best salesman in medical device sales in the nation for my old company. Had 40K retirement, 10K in saving then had a breakdown and left my job without finding a new one. Walled up inside my apartment for 6 months, burned through all my money, retirement, savings and everything else. Have severe depression now and am looking for a good darknet market to find a reliable lethal agent like they administer during executions.

[Anonymous No.26293959]

>>26293334
Watch Welcome to the NHK

[Anonymous No.26294033]

>>26293923
Oh, severe adhd, probably on the spectrum and untreated dysthymia for 22 years. Does anybody else feel heavy and emotionally numb all day?

[Anonymous No.26294036]

Imagine thinking that any external factor or life circumstance would ever be a reason to kill yourself hahah fuck you ppl are pathetic. Literally just exist. It's not that hard nerds

[Anonymous No.26294131]

>>26294036
A pointless existence is foolish. Why not die?

[Anonymous No.26294211]

>>26294131
Fucking puss-yo lol

[Anonymous No.26294230]

>>26294036
exist while I watch people make hundreds of thousands on Etherscan while I screwed up my own chances at that kind of money, I think not

[Anonymous No.26294298]

>>26294230
Hahahha oh dear you have It so tough don't you buddy, poor guy...it must be soooo hard for you anon...I cant even begin to imagine anon, I mean it must just be so tough knowing other people make money anon. Defo should kys cause of that anon most definitely. If only I could walk a day in your shoes anon...then I would understand true pain!

[Anonymous No.26294344]

>>26293309
being alive in 2021

[Anonymous No.26294378]

>>26294298
Would you visit and shoot me in the face? I have a high powered rifle you can use.

[Anonymous No.26294411]

>>26294344
i’m here with you anon. i’m here for you.

[Anonymous No.26294414]

>>26293560
>Really loud tinnitus
I'm 22 and my ears are constantly ringing around the 5000hz range. I can also hear when electronics are plugged in, so I have to unplug outlets in my room before bed or I get the tinnitus + buzzing of phantom power in electronics or things charging.
Protector your hearing lads. I listened to music too loud, worked at a sawmill, now work as an airplane mechanic and constantly hear rivet guns, air guns, and engines starting up. I wouldn't wish this on anyone.
I crave silence more than any amount of money, and my only release is sleep.

[Anonymous No.26294415]

>>26293309
You have to lose all hope to kys.

[Anonymous No.26294433]

>>26294298
money is freedom, the problem isn't fundamentally that others are making money it's that I screwed up making that kind of money, and I just have to live with the consequences that it was my fault and likely just pay with my life, I'm not working the rest of my life for that kind of money, even though I never had a formal job yet, people where I live work months for the amount of money that I blew on gas fees in a few weeks, NOT WORTH IT

[Anonymous No.26294479]

If an hero’ing makes you a bitch that’s great. I’m very sick, the clinic keeps trying to prescribe Wellbutrin and some other SSRI and I refuse to take them. You can burn charcoal in your car and that’s supposed to work.

[Anonymous No.26294515]

>>26294433
All problems you made up buddy, if you didn't make them into problems they wouldn't be problems would they. Keep making things up to be miserable and beat yourself up over though anon, that's a recipe for a good life. I could live on a slither of cardboard and still be happy existing. Stop wanting so much from the world and just be in it instead.

[Anonymous No.26294522]

>>26294131
Anon every existence is pointless... We're literally just self aware life floating on a giant rock in space

[Chronos No.26294542]

>>26293309
Being alive

[Anonymous No.26294612]

>>26294433
One lesson to understand is biz is reflects class elitism. Elitists, those that understand the system here, those can’t can read between the crypto lines, find the best discord groups, forums and YouTube videos, they bought link, they get all the airdrops and buy rubic or other low caps and pile up wins. They also tolerate you at the very most, they have no interest in seeing you win or offering advice to help. You’re seen as weak if you can’t play the game successfully. Try reaching out now, like a new, impressionable bagholder. You’ll be told to by pajeet scams or garbage like XRP.

[Anonymous No.26294628]

>>26294515
>Stop wanting so much from the world and just be in it instead.
that's a fundamentally worthless existence for me, and the stoics tell me suicide is the right thing to do when you believe you have nothing to provide to the world, and I believe them
why should I consume resources that could be better allocated to others?

[Anonymous No.26294676]

>>26294522
I’m aware, but some of us have poor brain chemistry that makes it difficult to handle the human condition, I can’t reproduce, socializing is painful, life has generally been a struggle to feel normal, coping but never happy or content.

[Anonymous No.26294703]

>>26294612
Those that can read between the lines**

[Anonymous No.26294765]

>>26294612
lol, of course I understand how this shit works, I've never been left bagholding anything and insider info could have given me hundreds of thousands of dollars if I was just greedier and didn't care if I hurt people, I should have just taken the money and ran then because no one cares about the past, and I would have been rich
for example I had one of my guys telling me to buy Rubic Jan 11, but I just ignored him because I saw it shilled here

[Anonymous No.26294784]

>>26293309
Nothing.

I overdosed on DXM and was very close to dying. I could feel my organs shutting down and my brain shutting off. After experiencing what death actually feels like I never would never want to kill myself.

[Anonymous No.26294797]

>>26293736
you are as mentally ill as a tranny

[Anonymous No.26294800]

>>26293309
I have thought about this a lot,
For me it would be a few things. Once Im older than 40 and one of these is true
>No family (1 parent already dead) or friends
>Financialy destitute and unwilling to work
>Poor health

For me these are the circumstances where I will kill myself

I'm 26 now and I fucking hate working. Currently a NEET living with my Mom, but I have 200k in crypto and I want to move out and starting living independently. Maybe start a business

Even though I feel like ending things, I've promised myself not to until I'm 40. Life's circumstances are temporary and things can change so quickly. I remember when I was 20 I was suicidal and nearly did it. I'm glad now that I didn't as the problems that used to worry me, I don't even think about now. Life changes anon, and suicide is the one thing you don't need to worry yourself over, it will be done for you with enough time.

[Anonymous No.26294836]

>>26293334
kek, too real bros

[Anonymous No.26294849]

>>26293309
I wouldn’t. I have too much to live for. But I suppose if getting raped by my absentee criminal father when he did come in my life didn’t make me rope nothing will. Or the guy that knocked me up immediately after that episode leaving me two weeks before I was due with no job and two cars (I stupidly financed him a car) and he told me to go fuck my dad some more. Then spit on my face and told me he could never be sure it was his daughter. Because I slept with some guy in the x games when we were together. But to be fair he broke up with me before I went to work that night then when I got home he wanted to get back together. I just didn’t give a fuck about life at that point. But his denial of our kid was always funny because like I would claim it’s his kid over some pretty famous motor cycle guy? Pfft...... anyways I ended up not killing myself and now am a SAHM married to a guy who makes good money and I have plenty of kids running around. If you go through hell you’ll either die there or live to see better days.
The world just seems tilted for chaos right now is all. But I just think about how fast it all went crazy and so I can’t think of a reason it wouldn’t go back to being sane just as quickly.

Just chill out, take your time, and enjoy whatever blessings you do have in your life.

[Anonymous No.26294853]

>>26294765
I must have missed something, how are you hurting anyone by getting rich?

[Anonymous No.26294880]

>>26294784
was it scary?

[Anonymous No.26294890]

>>26294797
No he’s not

[Anonymous No.26294908]

>>26293309
Life is shit but I love it too much to kms

[Anonymous No.26294928]

>>26294890
lol ok retard

[Anonymous No.26294948]

>>26294890
yes he is

[Anonymous No.26294950]

>>26294479
Staystrong anon

[Anonymous No.26294956]

>>26294928
Fuck off commie nigger

[Anonymous No.26294973]

>>26294880
No it was fun.

[Anonymous No.26294992]

>>26294880
Yeah, very. I don't even believe in religion but at one point I started screaming out to God asking him to spare my life.

[Anonymous No.26295006]

>>26294849
glad things worked out for you. lot of people i know are going through bad times and alot of them are black pilled. and my life hasn't been wonderful either, but i still believe that good things can happen and things can get better. perspective and attitude makes a huge difference. the black pill is a placebo and positivity is a choice.

[Anonymous No.26295008]

>>26294956
You two should form a suicide pact, end it before it gets worse

[Anonymous No.26295035]

>>26295008
I don’t want to though

[Anonymous No.26295124]

>>26294853
it doesn't feel right because someone always pays in the end, and I screwed up the big money anyways because I was too stupid, and because I don't want to be doing this shit anymore and until I can make back that money I stuck in this shit forever, all of the memories of the past few months terrorize me.

[Anonymous No.26295154]

>>26294849
i’m happy you found your way through all of that anon. sounds like a nightmare. bless

[Anonymous No.26295193]

>>26294948
No he’s not faggot

[Anonymous No.26295224]

>>26295193
yes he is faggot

[Anonymous No.26295256]

>>26293309
my life is in the absolute shit already so not much could really change it

[Anonymous No.26295331]

>>26294849
>blog posting
fuck off back to plebbit

[Anonymous No.26295333]

>>26294298
Not everybody is a pajeet roaming in their village barefoot all day like you, some people have other standards and consider other things painful

[Anonymous No.26295335]

>>26293507
I remember this strat, it's highly based, but I would make sure to stake my eth/link pairs with usdc on aave or uniswap for maximum gainage.

[Anonymous No.26295438]

Cancer with really low survival rate
Would rather go out on my own than spend the last bit of my life dealing with treatment or dying in pain.

[Anonymous No.26295443]

fuck jannies

[Anonymous No.26295726]

>>26293309
>Jesse James : You ever consider suicide?

>Charley Ford : Can't say that I have. There was always something else I wanted to do. Or my predicaments changed or I saw my hardships from a different slant; you know all what can happen. It never seemed respectable.

[Anonymous No.26295821]

>>26295006
>the black pill is a placebo and positivity is a choice

Very true anon very true.

[Anonymous No.26295830]

if DEXG doesn't hit $1000 by the end of March I'll rope.

[Anonymous No.26295891]

>MUH MENTAL DISORDERS
Christ you people are faggots. Be a man

[Anonymous No.26295926]

>>26293786
It's pics like this that make me want to not kill myself so I can find whoever does this shit and do it to them.

[Anonymous No.26296025]

>>26295891
Says the guy who doesn't know what it's like to legitimately have a dysfunctional brain.

[Anonymous No.26296031]

>>26293560
this
i've survived loud tinnitus for more than 10 years on top of other major health issues, you do want to kill yourself the first year. then you slowly learn to get over it. sucky as it is to still live with it it's in a sense a positive experience, the reminder the human brain is pliable and will return to the norm if you can endure long enough
sometimes health gets better to the point emotions start being the prime concern again, then there's a resurgence of health issues and it makes your emotional bullshit better relatively too
at this point i think even if my legs got blown off i'd learn to deal with it and appreciate what remains. but i got covid last year and it came with a state of mental confusion that was particularly perplexing. i'd think i was making coherent decisions while i was being irrational. like reality itself was slipping consistently under my feet. i imagine this is how being a normalfag must feel, and god it is hell, no wonder they do alcohol/weed/etc. might kys if i had that kind of cognitive damage permanently

[Anonymous No.26296055]

>>26293560
Or being a 5'5" male too

[Anonymous No.26296108]

>>26295830
How big is your stack bro? Waiting for it to dip during staking

[Anonymous No.26296519]

Being a wagie and spending my last paycheck on that rubic shit last night

I tried to save you boys

[Anonymous No.26296662]

If Christ himself tells me I need to KMS, I will do it. But he never will, so I won't/

[Anonymous No.26296722]

>>26295443
Keyed

[Anonymous No.26296874]

>>26294784
what was your dosage? plateau sigma or some shit

[Anonymous No.26296890]

>>26295891
if only you knew how evil it is to say shit like this to people who have actual problems
fuck you faggot

[Anonymous No.26296991]

>>26294797
>>26294890
>>26294928
>>26294956
>>26295008
>>26295035
>>26294948
>>26295193
>>26295224
kinda flattered people are arguing about me on an anonymous sierra leonean cotton gin repair forum

[Anonymous No.26297022]

>>26295224
How, fag?