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>be me
>be me yesterday
>slept 8 hours but was somehow still tired
>started work
>worked
>finished work
>mindlessly browsed internet for 3 hours straight
>felt so demoralised for not having the gumption or energy to start doing anything productive without a wagecuck master bossing me about
>went for a short jog
>went to store to buy food
>bought food, including junk food for two days; realised I can't bear to give up binging
>ate some of it
>felt so fat
>realised I need to go for more walks, in addition to jogging; read that PM says lockdown may last until 2nd of April before even being eased
>go to bed; read open letter to open minded progressives
>sleep more than 8 hours before work
>wake up at 5 am, browse internet on phone in bed a little, saw that the latest moldbugkino had dropped, sleep again, woken up with alarm
>start work
>had lots of free time today
>read news about programmer who works on self driving getting pardoned by the eternal god emperor
>read programmer's wikipedia page; realise what he had done at my age and how subhuman I was for not working on hard technical things (or even anything technical at all)
>finished work
>have been browsing internet for an hour, drinking coffee, will go jogging, then probably some walking, then binging, then, ideally, vidya, reading, sleep

I have this strange worry that if I don't walk enough then my body will become wonky in some way, like a character from the Grubhub advert or a typical american.

There is nothing I really want to read. I have seen the epubs of some books I read in 2020 and I barely remember the content of some of them apart from a few sentences (why liberalism failed, democracy: the god that failed, the age of entitlement).

I am still trying to invent some work for myself to do at work. Things are progressing.

I saw a qt stacey hybrid on a work zoom call. She looked like a slightly less slutty version of that celebrity that is so slutty she is almost a porn star but not quite.

>> No.26268571

>>26268458
Baste London blog poster

>> No.26268635

you need jesus

>> No.26269008

>>26268635
no, he needs dexg.

>> No.26269562

hang in there m80, I'm with you too. Its bleak feeling life slip away