How you holding up /biz/?

[Anonymous No.24781309]

Have a seat anon, tell me about it

[Anonymous No.24781347]

>>24781309
just bought a house and i'm doing the self-sabotage shit again. i never thought i'd get this far.

[Anonymous No.24781444]

10 months and still not over her...still talk to her in my head, imagine she's in the room and shit. Feels bad.

[Anonymous No.24781476]

>>24781309
Nothing Im doing is failing spectacularly, but the mediocrity is killing me

>made a content website that's getting like 100 views/day organically through google search
>make like $0.05/day currently in ad revenue
>need to double or triple my traffic to get into good ad networks (google adsense just doesn't accept new applications anymore for some reason since covid)

>made an online store and started selling stuff on amazon/ebay (as well as my own store that for all intents and purposes cant be shut down, I dont trust the joos)
>doing like $100-200/day in sales, which amounts to like $50 in profit
>need to double or triple my sales in order to actually support myself

It feels like I'm so close I can taste it, and its not like I've run out of shit I can do to improve, but god damn, this actually feels worse than when I was doing nothing productive.

[Anonymous No.24781478]

Im unironically being audited by the irs

[Anonymous No.24781493]

>>24781309
Drinking every day again, I was inspired in 2018 when I was accumulating LINK and now it's hard to find the same inspiration to be sober and improve myself. I just hope God is not mad at me for being a drunk right now, I mean it.

[Anonymous No.24781499]

>>24781309
Things are starting to look up, I'm optimistic, but I wont hold my brain.

[Anonymous No.24781524]

>>24781499
How can you hold your brain if you don't have one anon?
If you do have a brain, how can you prove it?

[Anonymous No.24781536]

Wife’s pregnant with number two and I check my phone and see this. Fuck robinhood. About to move my portfolio over completely to WEBULL, already have 75%ish over there but this might be final straw. Never seen WEBULL act up.

[Anonymous No.24781557]

>>24781347

>i'm doing the self-sabotage shit again

don't

[Anonymous No.24781572]

>>24781309
Thinking about getting Bonded Finance, but I don't know if my biz friends are lying to me :(

[Anonymous No.24781590]

>>24781524
Meant breath, but it somehow got autocorrected. I'm taking a shit.

[Anonymous No.24781591]

>>24781444
it's been 3 yrs for me bud. as much I hate myself for turning her down. I don't think I would have made it financially.

for me there's 4 important things in life:
money
family and friends
health
wife

eh I got 3/4 so that's good enough me.

[Anonymous No.24781614]

>>24781590
That's why you will never make it, too busy taking shits.

[Anonymous No.24781621]

>>24781493
God is never mad at you. Don’t ever think that. He’s right there with you experiencing your struggles too. Have faith.

[Anonymous No.24781627]

>>24781444

That sucks. However it shows that you are an
extremely devoted and loyal man. You know that you have something genuine to offer to whichever woman stumbles into your life next.

[Anonymous No.24781689]

turned 18 this year and got a few thousand in birthday money. Then i proceeded to lose it all in option stocks. So not so great desu and I feel like a retard. Now I'm trying to learn how to code python to have some marketable skill, turn out I actually enjoy programming a lot so its going smoothly.

[Anonymous No.24781692]

>>24781309

I will have a Corpse Reviver No.2 please

Was in the previous thread talking about getting strung along for a promotion, have started applying for new jobs and messaging my contacts. I know Christmas is a shit time to be looking but it feels good to be taking action

[Anonymous No.24781713]

>>24781614
I cant help it, got Crohn's.

[Anonymous No.24781719]

>>24781309
Been in an open surrounding since thursday morning due to impulsive suicidal thoughts and general depression. 2020 was very tough for me on personal level and Corona certainly didn't help. I have a big and understanding personal network and >100 ETH. I hope this is enough to retire for a year or two and then reinvest (living alone, currently no partner and no kids)

[Anonymous No.24781729]

>>24781476

Curious

How long have you been doing this for? Age when you started?

I would say I'm ahead of you and all I can say is keep at it. Find the joy of making the pain suck even more for yourself, similar to weight lifting.

You'll eventually be good enough to where you can freelance/'consult' for additional side income at comfier rates.

Also, get a corporate job if you can. It helps if you have a degree to meme with and it's 50/50 whether or not you'll work with competent people. The pace will also be much slower as people could give less of a fuck producing work for someone else. The stability and check is nice enough to cash infuse into your emergency fund, side businesses, etc.

Likewise, you'll be able to do the job with a similar 'give a fuck attitude'. Climbing the ladder is a marathon with constantly moving goal posts and not exactly the best in terms of reward for your efforts. Job hopping every 2 years or so for the right opportunity (since you have side income and emergency savings) that you can milk for the best reward for the least amount of stress is ideal.

[Anonymous No.24781745]

waiting for my massive biopharma bet to pay
nutrition company soon to be running
browsing investment properties that i cant afford
watching hand egg

[Anonymous No.24781752]

>>24781493

Doing any drug every day is retarded. God is not pleased. You don't need any inspiration not to drink. That is the default mode of existence.

[Anonymous No.24781766]

How am I doing?
ISOCRYME

[Anonymous No.24781772]

>>24781689
Check out the “Data Analysis” nanodegree on Udacity, or there other similar programs you can find out there. I learned a lot about Python, getting data from APIs and then manipulating that data into valuable business insights. I actually have a 2nd job now entirely because of that program and it only took 4 months to complete.

[Anonymous No.24781779]

>>24781347
I used to be like you, then I stopped drinking.

[Anonymous No.24781790]

>>24781309
I wish I was dead

[Anonymous No.24781836]

i’m bored all the time. i have a high paying cs job but i really want to do something else, even for (way) less money. applied 7 times, got rejected 7 times. i’m going to off myself if i have to spend another day longer in my golden cage. fuck life. but i got in link at 28c dca so i guess that’s nice.

[Anonymous No.24781843]

>>24781309
At this point I’m an emotionless guy. I make shitloads of money trading for where I live and yet I do not spend it. It’s just became a game to me which I willingly do full time.

[Anonymous No.24781865]

>>24781779
>tfw drunk right now
you're almost certainly right. i basically got here by going dry for a long period. just wanted to celebrate my relative freedom and next thing i know i'm doing dumb shit and laying in bed for days at a time. based anon

[Anonymous No.24781885]

Another day another dolla, you know how it is anon.

[Anonymous No.24781908]

>>24781572
I was in the presale. Its legit, the fud is unrelenting and i dont know why, but its a good project and will get you gains.

[Anonymous No.24781924]

>>24781772
Right now im taking the "Modern Python 3 Bootcamp" by colt steele on udemy. but after I finish that ill have this saved to do that. thanks bro

[Anonymous No.24781944]

>>24781309
I bought btc for the past 2 years only to trade it all in for link

[Anonymous No.24781963]

>>24781309
I bought xerps @.50. I have no idea if the schizos are right.

[Anonymous No.24781966]

>>24781729
Ive been doing web design and graphic design/video editing for like 15 years, both paid and as a hobby. I also have a few published written works, albeit small and not really noteworthy at all. I didnt really start focusing on trying to properly monetize my work with my own projects until this year (ie, making my own websites/designs/etc rather than making them for other people).

I dont think I'd be able to find a corporate job that makes me anywhere close to as much money as I currently make, especially with my lack of post secondary education. I make good money currently working at my day job though, and have no issue supporting myself. Its not even really about the money per se, I just fucking hate working for other people. Finding a job isnt the problem. I guess I could do freelance work again, but then Im basically just giving myself another job, not really starting a business, and again, I dont want to race to the bottom and try to compete with every pajeet on fiverr who's charging $0.50/hr for their work

[Anonymous No.24781974]

>>24781865
It took me to a second DUI and loss of license for years for me to figure it out. It really isn't easy. Start reading into Buddhism and find a hands on hobby. Once you figure out YOU are the problem and the booze just amplifies everything, makes you not even want to drink anymore. Don't go to AA that shit is a cult and will bring you down more.

[Anonymous No.24782064]

>>24781309
I've had dizziness on and off throughout the day. Also I sold link yesterday which is why it's pamping.

[Anonymous No.24782078]

>>24781309
I invested 1k in eRSDL and it just keeps dumping

[Anonymous No.24782080]

>>24781974
>that shit is a cult and will bring you down more
was my experience as well. i've been working on me for years, thought i could coast for a bit. obviously not. it's tiresome as fuck. thanks for your replies. what's in your portfolio?

[Anonymous No.24782157]

>>24782080
Fuck what anyone says on here and just smoke weed. It's a tool like psycadellics. It brings you closer to the true you. When people say it makes them super anxious, it's because their mind is bringing up problems they have to work on but refuse to look further into it. Meditation and weed will guide you to the right places.

As of right now I'm just holding ETH BTC and RSR. Consolidated for the upcoming pump/crash.

[Anonymous No.24782181]

>>24782157
psychedelics** of course autocorrect doesn't work when you want it to lol

[Anonymous No.24782202]

>>24781591
>money first
ngmi

[Anonymous No.24782207]

Thanks health heroes!

[Anonymous No.24782226]

>>24782181
No you’re just another stoner who can’t spell

[Anonymous No.24782241]

>>24782226
Yea prob lol

[Anonymous No.24782285]

>>24781966

>try to compete with every pajeet on fiverr who's charging $0.50/hr for their work

Eurofag perspective: normal freelancing prices in IT are >$40/hr. Post a high price so that people know that you are serious.

[Anonymous No.24782358]

>>24781309
things are going pretty well for me atm

2016/7
>turn $500 into $90k in the bullrun
>eventually goes down to $8k but steadily rises over the coming years to about $25k
>first office job earning $38k

2018
>graduated uni
>first grad job as graduate data analyst at a bank
>$64k salary

2019
>new job at software company
>$90k salary
>finish saving for house deposit

2020
>bought my first house for $500k
>spent $40k on renovations and had the house re-valued at $690k
>my $26k I invested in 2016 into the stock market is now at $35k
>made a small move on $PLTR which paid off
>made a small move on $PFE which looks like it'll pay off
>crypto is going well, looking to make a few moonshot moves now
>asked for a $10k payrise to $100k and got it

[Anonymous No.24782364]

Apart from making enough money to retire from crypto I am an abject failure by all other measurements.

[Anonymous No.24782420]

>>24781309
I think I'm doing well. Just bought a nice condo and work's fine. I'm stuck at home all day working from home. I miss going to a bar though. Fuck Covid.

[Anonymous No.24782428]

>>24782364
At least you post best girl! That's something

[Anonymous No.24782434]

>>24782157
if i could easily swap liquor for weed i would. i fired my black weed friend over personal differences. trying to live what i believe. being a degen alky doesn't fit in.
why the boomer portfolio? you think btc gonna keep it up without defi rising? i'm flipping shitcoins hoping to get back into btc before liftoff.

[Anonymous No.24782513]

>>24781591

3 years damn... does it get any easier? This shit is killing me man

>>24781627
I guess that's a good thing

[Anonymous No.24782570]

Mom is separating Dad so this will be the first Christmas without her

[Anonymous No.24782649]

I am a navy seal in europe, in january i am going to be trained to be a sniper. I really love my job but the pressure to succeed is alot for me right now.

In my free time i am constantly reading/learning about crypto and the economy and im starting to think that is where my heart is...
I dont really know what to do at this point

[Anonymous No.24782671]

>>24782434
It's legal where I'm at so I know it's safe and no Jamaal

I feel comfy buying BTC and ETH, shitcoins are a gamble that I do for fun from time to time.

RSR will most likely be the next XRP.

[Anonymous No.24782773]

>>24782078
it only dumps when you invest

[Anonymous No.24782775]

>>24782513

>I guess that's a good thing
Yes

>>24782649
That is awesome. What would I give not to have wasted my youth and just tried to enter the SEALs. I most probably don't have what it takes, but now I will never know.

[Anonymous No.24782835]

>>24782157
>When people say it makes them super anxious, it's because their mind is bringing up problems they have to work on but refuse to look further into it

That would imply that people who enjoy weed and genuinely enjoy it without the anxiety have all the shit that they have to work on but refuse to look further into all figured out. Yet that doesn't seem to be the case. So your hypothesis is hard for me to accept.

[Anonymous No.24782861]

>>24781309
>$120 k crypto portfolio
>stuck in America
>just want to make it already and have the borders open so i can travel the world and do nothing with myself

[Anonymous No.24782869]

>>24782775
The thing is that everyone can do it, you just have to really want it.

[Anonymous No.24782961]

>>24782869

>everyone can do it, you just have to really want it.

Those are kind words, but you have to place high in the genetic lottery too. Some people are more resistant to the lack of sleep than others. You cannot train to need less sleep. This is a hard fact. And you need to pass the hellweek to get into the teams. And the hellweek is not even the hardest part of being in the teams afaik.

[Anonymous No.24782971]

>>24781309
Aeronautical engineer, gonna lose my job in February due to corona. Wanted to invest more money into crypto for the golden bull run, now need every penny I can get so I don’t become homeless after. Learning webdev meanwhile, might try to get AWS solution architect and CCNA instead.

[Anonymous No.24782991]

My grandma is in the final stages of dementia and I have to visit her for christmas next weekend. its scaring the shit out of me that I'm going to have to see her. she's in a state where she almost can't even speak at all. and it horrifies me to see what she's become. I don't want to visit her but I know I need to. had panic attacks last two nights just thinking about it. she only has like 6 months left from what the doc says so this may be the last time I see her which makes shit even more stressful.

my grandpa which was her ex husband hasn't even visited her either from what I know, and I have to stay with him. I loved him growing up but the more I find out about him the less I want to do with him

[Anonymous No.24783031]

>>24782671
thanks anon. I greatly appreciate your posts. It's good to know others have been where I am

[Anonymous No.24783131]

>>24782961
You are right.
But there is botsing you cant train. When i was in seal training i learned to sleep less. Now 4 years later i need to sleep 7/8 hours to be productive again.
I january whe i start sniper training i have to learn to sleep lessen again and be as productive, thats the point of training

[Anonymous No.24783151]

>>24783131
Botsing = nothing.
Autocorrect

[Anonymous No.24783159]

>>24782991
my granny also has dementia and it's heartbreaking. Be kind to your grandpa, he's going through a world of suffering right now that he doesn't tell you or probably anyone about

[Anonymous No.24783163]

>>24781309
I hate being poor.

[Anonymous No.24783166]

I have a crush on my lecturer. I can't focus on anything because I keep thinking of her and my daily life is ruined because of it. I frustrated whenever I can't see her, but when she's around I don't even have enough courage to talk to with her and try to express my feelings.

[Anonymous No.24783173]

>>24782991
>>24783159
oh sorry I didn't realise they were divorced

[Anonymous No.24783193]

>>24783131

thanks anon. I will consider your words carefully.

[Anonymous No.24783231]

>>24781689
Shoulda put that into fang.

[Anonymous No.24783281]

>>24782991
It sucks but I can assure you that the regret of not going would feel 100x worse.

[Anonymous No.24783292]

I'm definitely failing my major again. I regret getting into uni so badly but every year I just say "what else am I going to do" and continue, dragging my heels. I feel like graduating is a pipe dream, and then what? I'm 23 now have nothing going for me, hate my field and don't know what do

[Anonymous No.24783343]

>>24782991
I'm sorry anon. My father's mother had dementia for the last few years of her life and lived in 2-3 different care facilities, so I understand how hard it can be. Even though she forgot who I was for the last few years, in hindsight I'm happy that I was able to bring some kindness to her on those days. It can be very lonely in a living facility, especially if your abilities to socialize have been taken away. Even something small like a stuffed bear would probably mean the world to her.

[Anonymous No.24783368]

>>24783031
Stay positive, eat healthy, and work out. If you don't know how to cook, learn. Traditional grocery stores and fast food are full of poison. They love complacency look at what's happening now.

Best of luck to you anon

[Anonymous No.24783442]

My friend is fucking dead. I only knew him for 6 months but we became such bros, it doesn't make sense

[Anonymous No.24783666]

thanks for mentioning this anon. I still have a stuffed animal of a cat she gave to me when I was a kid. might bring it to her when I go

[Anonymous No.24783751]

>>24783166
Dumbass

[Anonymous No.24783771]

>>24783292
I graduated at 31. How much do you have left to finish ? No one is coming timesavers you, anon. You have to sit down, study and get that useless peace of paper. It will open some doors, though. You have to save yourself.

[Anonymous No.24783780]

test

[Anonymous No.24783794]

I just want uni to be done and marry my fiancée and have a big family bros...

[Anonymous No.24783849]

>>24783780
loud and clear!

[Anonymous No.24783916]

>>24783751
Should I just commit sudoku?

[Anonymous No.24783927]

>>24783771
In my second year now, so I have this and next year.
>No one is coming timesavers you, anon
I realise that superficially but cant internalize it, I can't get over resenting my environment and my parents in particular. I get hung up on how my mother basically dragged me to register after I failed the first time and now I'm studying cs - I get caught up on how I couldve studied something I care about like psychology and the fear of just wasting more time terrifies me. I cant see beyond this state of being a perpetual student and these are supposed to be the best years of my life.
How did you get yourself there?

[Anonymous No.24783950]

>>24781309
Pretty good. I've collected 103 different types of crypto so far.

[Anonymous No.24784014]

>>24783927
>I get hung up on how my mother basically dragged me to register after I failed the first time and now I'm studying cs - I get caught up on how I couldve studied something I care about like psychology and the fear of just wasting more time terrifies me

Anon, I was in the same situation and chose the other path only to realize I actually hate the thing and wish I'd just let my mom enroll me in cs. Seems so obvious now that's what I would have been best at. I probably wouldn't have dropped out

[Anonymous No.24784110]

>>24783927
Psyc is a useless degree unless you get a professional degree, and keep in mind you essentially spend your working life socializing with miserable, fucked up people.

>t. also kind of want to be a clinical psychologist

[Anonymous No.24784370]

>>24781309
I'm the ultimate poorfag and I play around with 5 bucks worth of crypto. If I watch like a hawk I can make a few cents but if I just throw it in I lose money... why can't I just hodl until btc hits 20k? I hate my triggershy faggotry with fucking literally just pocketchange worth of money.

[Anonymous No.24784402]

Everyday there’s a new Blackpill. Fuck this twisted evil world

[Anonymous No.24784492]

Last semester of college (BSc CS) and already got a relevant part-time job at one employer and an internship somewhere else. it was all pretty fucking easy, wageslaving is going to be a breeze and will probably help keep me sane.

all other relevant parts of my life are stagnating: health, friends, relationships. i want to improve all three but I'm too obsessed with money and work, and I don't enjoy doing anything that doesn't make me money or improve future prospects.feels like I have been stuck at this mental loop for some years, really time to break it.

but then again i don't see myself with normie friends drinking and talking about glory days of adolescence.

[Anonymous No.24784602]

>>24781309
my dad and mom both got cancer this year, I really want the bull cycle to start so I can buy them a house with my gains. I hope I can make it before they pass on.

[Anonymous No.24784624]

>>24783163
are you white?

[Anonymous No.24785260]

>>24782991
Your grandma probably was a cunt to your grandpa. You dont want to see it in the sweet old lady but she is to him a woman and likely she was a cunt. Leave him to his hate.

[LebAnon No.24785396]

>>24782991
be there for your grandparents brother
I hope you manage to keep your composure
stay strong

[Anonymous No.24785975]

>>24783442
Whyd he die

[Anonymous No.24786031]

>Give brother Christmas gift
>Someone else gave him the same gift
>Neither are refundable
Christmas gift giving sucks ass.

[Anonymous No.24786032]

>>24784602
i'm sorry anon

[Anonymous No.24786089]

>>24784602
Look into cbd oil and give them high doses of something called RICK SIMPSON OIL. Apply topically and ingest as an edible

Also anti cancer foods like green tea turmeric bluberries etc

[Anonymous No.24786156]

Who here wageslave autist loner here?

>work 12 hours a day
>do nothing but work, too tired to do anything else when finished for the day
>making lots of money but lost all friends, stopped going to the gym cuz quarantine, not seeing any women
>just me and my nice custom built pc and smoking weed sometimes

Am I ganna commit sudoku in 10 years?

[Anonymous No.24786203]

>>24784602
Are they getting treatment? I hope they do well nevertheless, anon.

[Anonymous No.24786204]

I MAY QUIT THE BIX SOON. THIS IS A GOOD PLACE. DONT GET OVERRUN BY JEWS.

[Anonymous No.24786213]

>>24786156
on my way to be, maybe you have any advice on where it went wrong?

[Anonymous No.24786280]

>>24786213
I started dating some chubby girl cause i was a virgin loser, she was taking all my time. Eventually friends got annoyed/disgusted with me and they no longer answer my calls or want to hangout. Ive also deleted all social media so not much ways of connecting with anyone. Been dedicating most of my time to my work as my boss puts a lot of pressure on me but im making 150k per year. Not even doing anything with the money its literally in my bank account sitting there. I made a lot of money on Link too but that was from my funds from years ago . I just dont know what the end game is. I mainly want to not have to work so I can focus on my relationships but im not sure how that will ever happen

[Anonymous No.24786835]

>>24786280
sucks to hear anon. been on and off social media a lot too, think i have to swallow the SoMe pill and just regard using it as a type of work to stay connected.

[Anonymous No.24787076]

Just found out my wife is a cheating whore. She doesn't know I know yet. I don't want to break up the family and destroy our children's lives but I want to beat my wife to death right now. I can't leave her bros. my mom left me when I was 3 and now I've got a terrible taste in women. I can't do it to my kids. She's a fucking meme for being a shitty mother and wife but to my babies she's still mom and nothing can change that. I only have my children. Nothing else in my life matters. My plan is to play a long game here. Pretend it's fine. Maybe some sort of psychological torture on her to make her always fear I'll find out the truth. I dunno bros. Give me some advice on a magnum opus revenge.

[Anonymous No.24787109]

Im down like 30% cause if a bad move

My wife hates me and been hanging out at a nudist colony alot.

Im coughing up blood lately and not feeling well. I suspect covid

Other than im ok i guess

[Anonymous No.24787135]

>>24787076

Same situation. My wifes been going to a nudist colony and hanging out with a literal chad lately...rock solid build and a foot taller than me.

I dont want it to ruin the family...ive been planning on just killing her to be honest..ahem..in minecraft of course

[Anonymous No.24787178]

>>24781444
Fugged up a relationship I was only a few weeks into day b4 yesterday

Feelsbadman

[Anonymous No.24787199]

>>24782428

[Anonymous No.24787258]

>>24787076
My uncle cheats on my wife. He has an mba in accounting, while the wife was a nurse but now does all the accounting and tax and booking for their small business while he goes out and “makes connections”. They’re also catholic so they can’t divorce, but she was always loyal to him. They’re still together cuz maybe catholic and he’s had cancer and she takes care of him. She just sits in front of the computer and does all the word basically, working under his license. Her voice is even soft and loving. I can’t imagine hearing her scream or even raise her voice. They make good money too. About 200k. She just puts up with his shit and when it gets too much she eats with one of her customer friends.

[Anonymous No.24787282]

>>24787258
Uncle cheats on his wife

[Anonymous No.24787397]

>>24781309
Had dental work done from a dentist who usually does well but his assistant this time was a girl who did a shitty job working alongside him. Kept wiggling the machine that heats up the filling put on a tooth. Makes me question if it was put on right or if it'll even stay on as long as most fillings do. And any time she'd use the suction thing she'd put it like an inch in front of my mouth, all the others that have done this before put it in my mouth and have me spit. Therefore I could spit the bits and pieces in there, unlike this time. Really pist me off especially as she handled some of the work on some bigger dental work I had done. No idea if the pain is that it was a shoddy job or just the tooth itself. Kicker is this girl has probably worked there for years yet is shit tier at the job, first time she assisted on me. The guy, dentist, on the other hand usually does a good job. Now I gotta go back and make sure I don't end up needing bigger dental work done possibly cause of the girl's work.

[Anonymous No.24787458]

Missing my ex. I broke up with her for lying and cheating, but even after a year apart the feelings still remain.

[Anonymous No.24787475]

>>24787282
>>24787258

Lol I was like wtf.

[Anonymous No.24787523]

In 2017 i made 850k but was so stupid and fall for 1mil meme that I wanted to cashed out at 1mil. Guess what, I blow up my account and even took 120k loan for margin to keep the position. Depressed as fuck, drugs, alcohol and it was worst time of my life. I could not handled this at all. I EVEN GOT SOME GREY HAIR BECAUSE OF THIS
After few months friend on mine called me that there is open position in her job i other country and if Im interested.
Went there and its quite ok. I almost paid all my debt and slowly coming back to crypto to build my portfolio again.
On other hand I can not find any motivation to do some extra, that shifty corona makes everything even worst as everything is closed and I cant find proper woman. Im 30 and own almost nothing.

[Anonymous No.24787756]

I'm on the path to "making it" in my mid to late 30s when I'll have $1.5-2 million saved up. But I have no clue about when I'll do when I get there. I say to myself that I'll quit my job but it pays very well and I don't necessarily hate it. And I probably won't want to leave money on the table like that. On the other hand, I wish I had more time to travel and pursue my hobbies outside of work.

[Anonymous No.24788551]

>>24785975
He worked on a ship and went overboard. Having done that job myself I know that's not easy to do unless you try. It sucks because I saw him as kind of a "proto" version of myself. He was goofy but he was a nice guy. No one deserves to go like that.

[Anonymous No.24789368]

>>24781309

Things are looking up. I am in sales making great money but want more satisfaction. I spoke with my mentor who motivated me to start working on growing my network and possibly getting an MBA to help.

Like is all about taking risks and I think I need to get out of my comfort zone to conquer the world. It's not easy some days but something deep down keeps pushing me forward.

[Anonymous No.24789472]

>>24781865
what kind of dumb shit anon?

[Anonymous No.24789528]

>everyone is convinced their shitcoins will moon and then they can live their real life.

Lol fags. Find a fucking balance you slobs.

[Anonymous No.24789598]

At least everyone here seems to have a life. I’m almost 30 and the only skill I have is property management. I’ve never even made 6 figures in a year before.

If I don’t make it during the run I won’t even know what to do

[Anonymous No.24789665]

paid off half the house, have little 2 wht sons with the wife. got like .1 btc and .1 btc invested alts 32 chainlink bought at 3$ cdn (thank u biz) invested in an ngrave wallet for hodl. for a 2018 cadillac with cash. im having fun. went without drinkin and smoking for 9 months (prego wife) i can do it again butnless drink since the kids r under 2. i am winning at this. pic my father send from cz republic

[Anonymous No.24790855]

>>24781963
Buy any dip. Don't sell.

[Anonymous No.24790966]

Not good. Got psychosis earlier this year. Lost what little good I had in my life and had to move back to my parents at age 30. Work 12 hours a week at a grocery store, no savings, skills or degree and want to rope every single day. I'm the living definition of ngmi, and one never felt so hopelessly depressed, almost like punching through the floor of what you thought the shittest feelings could feel like, and kept on tunneling straight to hell. I almost don't feel a thing anymore, just float along

[Anonymous No.24791022]

>>24790966
You need to work more than 12 hours a week. If you can get on your feet and get your own place you’ll feel a lot better. Look into some thing that has a high starting wage or earning potential some thing like construction, car sales, truck driving. You’ve got to realize that everyone experiences big challenges and setbacks in life, but some people choose to push through them while others just give up.

[Anonymous No.24791162]

>>24791022
Have been applying for jobs within a three city radius since march. Lots of low level scum like me are in the same boat, lots of people losy their jobs. Hopefully something comes up, but yeah living in my own place is my eventual dream. Would honestly love to buy a van and just daytrade to earn enough to live like a poorfag but don't know how much starting capital I'd need to make like 500 a week

[Anonymous No.24791296]

Been lifting since covid hit. Have now hit 1.25/2.25/3/4 for 5 reps each. Normies commenting that i look fit/muscular/whatever including roastie colleague (call her R) who said I should wear smaller shirts (I always wear XXL uniforms even though i'm only an L because I like loose clothing).
R keeps dropping hints that she wants to fuck me I think. She was talking about some dude she is on again off again with and asked my advice. I was very honest and told her that she is 27 and is running out of viable eggs, and that she needs to either settle down with someone stable or babytrap one of the hot guys she is 'fuck buddies' with (I am very frank with people at work so me saying things like this was not considered shocking). She laughed and said she has thought about babytrapping someone but she would rather have a baby with me.
I guess she sees me as stable and somewhat good looking now (her usual 'type' is an outgoing blond surfie chad or professional sportsman). Should I fuck her? I imagine she will be disappointed with my average dick size, which isn't a problem except she would probably tell people at work

[Anonymous No.24791535]

>>24791296
Fuck yeah knock her up anon

[Anonymous No.24791592]

I just scolded my housemate for leaving a bunch of vegetable scraps in the sink. I was pointing at the scraps which were clearly from the food she just cooked, and she said to me, "I didn't do that". She's moving out in 3 weeks and it seems like she's going to make it really shit.

I really hope I make it one day. All I want is my own place.

[Anonymous No.24791611]

I like going on this board because it feels good to compare myself to NEETs betting their life savings in altcoins.

My life sucks though, being a WFH wagie who actually has to/wants to get shit done is soul sucking. I probably would have been promoted last quarter if not for all the pandemic bullshit. And now my output sucks and I'm not confident about getting promoted next quarter.

I got a job offer for another big tech company at a higher level but they are pretty fucking evil and it was only like 5% more money.

If I owned a house outright I would instantly quit wagecucking and apply to an accelerator but houses in the Bay Area are expensive as shit.

[Anonymous No.24791629]

>>24791162
You’re not scum. Keep your chin up. Ask for more hours or ask if there’s anything extra you can help with at work. Managers are always looking for somebody to ask for more work because it shows initiative and determination. I realize that you’re at a grocery store so your direct manager might not have that influence, but don’t be afraid to seek out the store manager or even district manager and ask what you can do to help. Managers love it when people come to them asking for work it makes their jobs and lives easier.

[Anonymous No.24792584]

[Anonymous No.24793045]

>>24781309
I'm at a point where there's no possible normal future. I can't make money without spending it all right away, and even if I won the lottery I would be dead within a year. I only like making money on the stock market because I don't have access to all my money when I'm impulsive.

[Anonymous No.24793078]

>>24791611
Why would you buy in Bay Area.

[Anonymous No.24793141]

>>24787076
Well, I wouldn't go with the "accident" solution after posting this online, you should just divorce her, your son would respect you more if you do that.

[Anonymous No.24793186]

>>24787076
You need to get your children away from someone who will instill horrible values into them.

[Anonymous No.24793295]

>>24782570
My dad kicked out my mom cause of his mental illness 2 years ago. The bright side is that I now know a lot of relatives from my mom's side cause they've been kept a secret
>dad: WHAT'S INSIDE THIS HOUSE IS YOUR ONLY FAMILY - my sister, mom, dad, grandma and my grandpa that passed away around 9 years ago

[Anonymous No.24793311]

>>24793078
Tired of being a rentcuck. Also I really like the area aside from the high prices.

[Anonymous No.24793402]

>>24786156
Same anon excrpt I have a girl

[Anonymous No.24794170]

>>24781444
I know this feel exactly :(

[Anonymous No.24794193]

i got a wfh job making pretty good money (200k) in mid cost area, and job is pretty easy and very secure with minimal probability of outsourcing. i got no debt, low rent, and saving as much as i can toward retirement. but have no idea why i am doing this. i lift, stay in shape, no drugs, minimal alcohol, eat healthy. I try to read as much as i can. But I again, I am lost - I wish I knew what this is all about.

[Anonymous No.24794220]

>>24787076
Break the cycle, break up with her,. First, get proof of the cheating so that you have something in your corner for custody.

[Anonymous No.24794330]

>>24794193
Final redpill is that there is no answer to that question. People created god to handle life easier. Im feeling the same way as you, lost in my ocean of thoughts. Feelin so lonely

[Anonymous No.24794349]

>>24794193
Be sensible with your money, but treat yourself a bit too... you can afford it.

[Anonymous No.24794551]

Im super close to releasing my ERC20 token, after months of hard work, hopefully it's tokenomics can help the biz squad!

[Anonymous No.24794700]

>>24781309
>havent been touched by a woman since '17

[Anonymous No.24794750]

>>24781309
just nobody. Nobody gets me. they don't know how much time and effort I put into my job so I could afford a few computing devices that would do work for me. I just need them to do simple CPU processes to mine a crypto called.... shit what is it.... ah right it's called SFT for me.

I work in a shipyard and see all the shit those ecommerce fucks are on about all the time so I wanted to shake things up. Wanted a piece of the glory. but it just isn't happening for me yet. Sometimes i just feel like...

[Anonymous No.24794818]

>>24794700
same but since '95

[Anonymous No.24794875]

I fucked up until now.
>Lost 600 bucks out of my 1000$ just by providing liquidity on unifag
>100 dollar xrp did fucking nothing even tho airdrop
>fuck
>what do with my money now? I fucking want to make it so hard

[Anonymous No.24794890]

>>24794875
also
>invested in nucypher (it went down directly after I put money into it
>invested in xbtc (it went down directly after I put money into it
Am I cursed?

[Standstill No.24795410]

>>24781309
33, only life achievement is that I moved to Japan.
Invested 30k USD last year, I now have 130k and yet I feel nothing. 100k is nothing that changes your life. I want to buy a house but I don't have enough. Should probably take a loan and build a house instead of buying it. Or maybe buy a terrain and transform into a parking lot
What the fuck can I do with 100k to invest / get a better quality of life?

[Anonymous No.24795468]

>>24794875
>>24794890

Are you an actual retard? BTC, ETH, LINK.
How many times do we have to say it