streaming my suicide

[Anonymous No.19720648]

>been using 4chan all my life
>retarded alcoholic
>failing college
>been bullied all my life for being pretty autistic
>found out my sister has an onlyfans, also found MLP porn in her search history while i was snooping around one day
>dad is a meth addict
>mom is literally a convicted pedo
>lost all connection to family since everythings so fucked up
Well, this is it /biz/, it was nice knowing you, you've always been my favorite board, and you've always kept me company.
>inb4 dont do it
Too late, Ive already made up my mind, sorry.
>inb4 go for a highscore faggot!!!
Nope, not going to ruin anyone else's lives.

Link to stream & quick rundown:
http://theentropy.ga

Thats all friends, Seeya on the other side lads.

[Anonymous No.19720654]

>tattoos
>pretending to be white nationalist

[Anonymous No.19720660]

>>19720648
The weak breeze whispers nothing
The water screams sublime
His feet shift, teeter-totter
Deep breath, stand back, it’s time

Toes untouch the overpass
Soon he’s water bound
Eyes locked shut but peek to see
The view from halfway down

A little wind, a summer sun
A river rich and regal
A flood of fond endorphins
Brings a calm that knows no equal

You’re flying now
You see things much more clear than from the ground
It’s all okay, it would be
Were you not now halfway down

Thrash to break from gravity
What now could slow the drop
All I’d give for toes to touch
The safety back at top

But this is it, the deed is done
Silence drowns the sound
Before I leaped I should’ve seen
The view from halfway down

I really should’ve thought about
The view from halfway down
I wish I could’ve known about
The view from halfway down

[Anonymous No.19720661]

>>19720648
>http://theentropy.ga
Link doesn't work.

[Anonymous No.19720681]

>>19720660
Piss off, faggot

[Anonymous No.19720684]

>>19720661
It’s a discord

[Anonymous No.19720685]

that's the most jewish thing i have ever seen pasted

[Anonymous No.19720687]

invest your money in haircomb token

[Anonymous No.19720708]

Gib crypto and sister's onlyfans link pls.

ETH address: 0x223256c8D9fC5171d4cD0bA1c14db8998A9d6393

[Anonymous No.19720713]

terrible decision. don't give up.

[Anonymous No.19720722]

>>19720648
Born a pussy, will die a pussy. Nothing of value was lost

[Anonymous No.19720724]

post sisters onlyfans before you go

[Anonymous No.19720735]

>>19720654
Neo nazis are the biggest degenerates

t. non nazi reactionary who is moderately degenerate

[Anonymous No.19720772]

>>19720648

Which room are you gonna do the livestream in?

[Anonymous No.19720802]

seen this pasta before

[Anonymous No.19720844]

>>19720802
glad its fake

[Anonymous No.19720845]

>>19720648
Assuming this isn't bait, I really hope you reconsider, no matter how bad life gets you can always find a way to climb back up. Assuming you've tried therapy already (if you haven't see what resources your school offers or look into an affordable/free option like what's offered by the open path foundation, they can help a lot more than some stranger on the internet), it's still not too late. I've been at the point where I've wanted to give up, and only by working on myself gave me a reason to get up in the morning until I was able to seek out and find purpose, and it's been upwards from there. Obviously there are still bad days and it's not an overnight or easy change, but I promise that if you rethink this now and really work to produce a tangible positive impact on yourself and those immediately around you, your future self will be so grateful you didn't make an irreversible mistake, God bless.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XJIWtWJjLUs

[Anonymous No.19720907]

>>19720845
I believe its bait but props for taking the time to write this

[Anonymous No.19720913]

Anon.

LISTEN.

Don’t respond. Listen.


Everything is fucked. It is. And I know it’s not easy to bear. The burdens of living are a great toll. Even for me. So I understand why you see to commit through to ending it. I think like you at times as well. I more than likely might do it one day.


But that day is not today.


Don’t make it yours this day either. It can wait. No need to think of ponder too long on it.

Just go a day and another.

And pray to God - pray to Jesus - and your cries will be heard. Your pain will be conveyed to Him who loved you from the beginning.

It WILL.


So go listen to some music. Or sit in silence and cry until you feel sleepy.

But don’t do what you desire right now. We’ll all turn to dust eventually. It’s a strong burden to bear. But it is a fate we were dealt with. It is a fate we must bear.


Also - mods - ban the degenerates who post their ETH addy - it’s begging - especially from a guy saying he’s about to off himself -

[Anonymous No.19720922]

>>19720648
>MUHHHH PARENTS AND SISTAA I CANT DO THIS 4CHEN IMMA KILLL MYSELF NO NO NO NO ITS OVER

Fucking faggot. I’m 19, just bought a BMW with money from trading, moved countries when i was 18, absolutely hate when my parents call me. Why are you faggots so attached about what your family do? I only see them as a hindrance

[Anonymous No.19720927]

>>19720913
There is no God.

[Anonymous No.19720936]

>>19720927
Wow how did you find out anon? Oh wait you didn’t and you don’t know shit :)))))

[Anonymous No.19720937]

>>19720922
Not only are you a larper, you're such a faggot that your wildest fantasy is detatching from your family and nation to "travel"

[Anonymous No.19720940]

>>19720922
>bmw
lmao poorfag. You'll have terrible wealth management I'm sure

[Anonymous No.19720958]

>>19720927
You speak like a typical gentile

[Anonymous No.19720962]

>>19720927

There is. And He doesn’t want you to hurt yourself, cause He loves you.

[Anonymous No.19720993]

>>19720940
>MERCEDES!
>LAMBO!

t. pic related

>>19720937
Dont care if you believe me or not, it is 100% true though. My sister is also a complete degenerate whore at 16 yo but i dont give the slightest fuck

[Anonymous No.19721011]

>>19720660
Nice, who wrote this?

[Anonymous No.19721019]

>>19720907
Just feel like it's not worth taking the chance it is real and no one reached out, depression and mental illness is a bitch that I've experienced plenty firsthand along with plenty of other hardships, but I firmly believe that just because the world, whether one's immediate world or the broader, is sinking doesn't mean I or any other individual have to sink with it. Also there's already people fighting about religion in this thread, It's helped me personally but not everyone is always interested in pursuing it especially immediately, hopefully we can all just focus on helping this guy right now because that's what's important at the moment.

[Anonymous No.19721113]

>>19720648
>wan bost by dis eyedee
fug :DD

[Anonymous No.19721170]

>>19721019
The only way I manage this burden is by God alone.

It is the only thing worth pursuing. No medications or therapists can help.

[Anonymous No.19721192]

>>19720724
This

[Anonymous No.19721222]

>>19720993
no you dumb ass, you shouldn't be buying any of those at 22 unless you're at mid-high 7 figures

[Anonymous No.19721384]

>>19721170
You don't need to convince me of the importance of religion/spirituality at all I'm all in on that, but on the (not unlikely) chance OP won't be convinced if he doesn't buy into it already, offering other solutions could help, whereas getting into fights with other anons who aren't OP and are not in any immediate distress about the legitimacy of spirituality will not (especially when they most likely won't be receptive either). I know plenty of people that therapy has helped (especially cognitive behavioral therapy), which is why I offered it as a suggestion, it's a good first step for many to sort out what's going wrong in their life and the right direction to go in to deal with it.

[Anonymous No.19721733]

>>19721011
Your mamma faggot

[Anonymous No.19721758]

>>19720648
>fudding nazi-ism on biz
seen at least two of your posts today. nice larp now kys