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[Anonymous No.18964706]

Is it normal to think about suicide often?

[Anonymous No.18964715]

No

[Anonymous No.18964718]

her fake whiskey face is awful. try harder.

[Anonymous No.18964732]

>>18964706
4u it is, tranny

[Anonymous No.18964740]

>>18964706
Stop watching porn

[Anonymous No.18964775]

>>18964706
I said it to a coworker today.
>be me
>payroll clerk, hr and accts pay. responsibilities
>salesperson calls, did not receive direct deposit
>If its my doing I’ll probably kill myself not even joking
>look into it. Error was made by payroll processing firm.
>send him the 7 grand direct
>still alive

[Anonymous No.18964788]

>>18964740
To add to this, find God.

[Anonymous No.18964795]

>>18964706
probably but you should definitely not go through with it and fix those thoughts. but no, you ain't special faggot. try therapy if you can't fix those thoughts on your own

[Anonymous No.18964799]

>>18964706
daily? yes, absolutely. for how many decades have you been thinking about suicide?

[Anonymous No.18964812]

>>18964775
>working in hr
I'd kill myself too if i was skilless, anon

[Anonymous No.18964816]

>>18964706
Also thanks for not posting ass, womanposting is much better. She's drinking though and that might be a trigger for some. Watch out bruv.

[Anonymous No.18964830]

>>18964816
>trigger
Addiction trigger...

[Anonymous No.18964864]

>>18964788
I think I found him hiding in my bushes one night

[Anonymous No.18964887]

>>18964706
It’s about control. Thinking about killing yourself gives you control over your life. You have to think about that each time those thoughts creep into your mind. Once you realize it’s all about your own sense of no control, the thoughts will stop. Also, grow up you fucking man baby. Life is not going to get easier. Grow a pair and throw your shoulders back.

[Anonymous No.18964888]

>>18964706
Bullish

[Anonymous No.18964892]

Cut out booze and any drugs and you'll start to feel better. People don't realize how much booze impacts how you feel until they quit, even if you only drink once or twice a week.

[Anonymous No.18964925]

>>18964812
Im a staff accountant for a midcap firm. Yes I do all of the bitch work in terms of employment tax paperwork. I dont do hr roastie shit. Ima goddamn bookeeper nigger.

[Anonymous No.18964934]

>>18964706
philosophically speaking, it's the only question to debate with yourself. whether or not life, as alan watts says, is worth the candle. as someone who has struggled with this question- i've noticed its a wishful fantasy up until it feels like it could become reality. i remember falling into the void, truly staring it down as it stared back, tormented by how truly maddening my life can be. my mind chokes the life out of me sometimes. then the pandemic hit and i felt relieved and thankful because i realized it wasn't death that I wanted, as it felt like my wish was coming true but what I really wanted was something renewed. I wasn't ready for it to end. The real ironic thing about life OP is actually we die many, many, many times as individuals. who you were 10, 15, 20 years ago... died. you're no longer that same person, not even down to your cells. no matter how much you feel like you cling to, or still identify with that person... you ultimately are not. alan watts has another pseudo-quote that essentially says-- cowards die many times, heroes only once. if you are afraid to go speak to that girl, and you don't do it, you've in essence killed part of your desire to do so, which in turns cripples you and sends your mind reeling into a loop that obsesses over why you didn't and what could've become had you did. those are micro-deaths that build up and over the course of your life. but those who listen to themselves, and act on their wishes and desires... they only meet their end once. let death find you, don't go searching for it.

also to add, suicide has become somewhat of a meme. i constantly hear younger people say "i want to kill myself" and they don't actually mean it, as its just an expression of being extremely miserable in a particular moment. it's actually one of the sayings that opened my eyes to how manipulative memes can be because i'm sure there's some kid out there that is justifying it because he heard his social circle echo it

[Anonymous No.18964959]

>>18964706
I didnt think about suicide often until I started trading.
I made plenty of profit from a year of investing just to be hit with a capital gains tax that ended up making me LOSE money.
Fuck America and fuck this shitty kike system.
FUCK THIS COUNTRY TO HELL

[Anonymous No.18965116]

>>18964959
how did ur capital gains make you lose money?

[Anonymous No.18965156]

>>18964959
>Capital gains
>Lose money from taxes
You did something wrong. Hire a CPA if you can't do your own taxes. It's well worth it for me.

[Anonymous No.18965159]

I’m leaving my job soon, cashing out my bags and enjoying a week or two of quiet reflection before pinning a lethal cocktail of fentanyl and Xanax.

[Anonymous No.18965184]

>>18964718
Oh man can you imagine the face she'd make after a mouthful of my sour semen?

[Chad Nuttinbottom No.18965189]

Not for someone based like me

[Anonymous No.18965193]

>>18965159
>be anon
>born moments before the boogaloo
>necking yourself
you were born just at the right time to witness the world's greatest happening and you squander it.

[Anonymous No.18965202]

>>18965193
What’s happening?

[Anonymous No.18965210]

Its the weekend. Here come the self-loathing losers who have nothing better to do than wallow in their own self-pity

[Anonymous No.18965218]

normal for me.
have money, have a career, still hate my fucking life.

[Anonymous No.18965230]

>>18964706
No. But when you're a tranny it is

[Anonymous No.18965248]

>>18964788
>find God
where is they? stole my loved ones away.

[Anonymous No.18965249]

>>18965210
Oh, fuck you. I’ve been without more than Five hours of sustained sleep/night for more than a year. I’m down 50% on my holdings value and I’m too far on the spectrum to date or touch a boob at 34.

[Anonymous No.18965251]

>>18964706
Yes but I think you should kys.

[Anonymous No.18965254]

Death does eventually come
itll feel like forever away but it's really been lurking close this whole time

[Anonymous No.18965273]

>>18965249
>oh woe is me
Boohoo faggot

[Anonymous No.18965283]

>>18964925
Well I'm the chad Maintenance worker Master Race.
>Goes wherever the fuck I want
>Take out trash once
>Chill on roof.
>Chill in closet.
>Casually talk to boss and chattel workers interchangeably.
>Liked by all except that one fag who is jealous of my freedom
>Makes the same amount as the wageslavies who stress everyday who want to kill themselves.
Life is good.

[Anonymous No.18965289]

>>18965273
Thanks fren, you’re a good person.

[Anonymous No.18965423]

>>18965202
It’s happening.

>>18965249
sleep more. take naps or whatever.

[Anonymous No.18965466]

>>18965423
I have sleep apnea, despite having an 8 pack and being lean as fuck. CPAP didn’t work so I destroyed the fucker

[Anonymous No.18965500]

>>18964706
No, but here it’s probably decently normal. Used to think suffocating myself a lot.

[Anonymous No.18965570]

>>18965466
blatant lies on /biz/
>admits to having a condition literally caused by being too fat to breathe when sleeping
>claims to be "lean as fuck"

[Anonymous No.18965603]

>>18965570
Go look at the current welterweight ufc champion camp footage. He sleeps with a cpap too, my level of body fat is like his.

[Anonymous No.18965737]

>>18965603
>Sees welterweight champion who is too heavy to breathe normally due to muscle weight and awesomeness
>Urr I'm just a little heavier than him we must be the same
>I'm also too heavy to breathe, it must be my massive muscles
fucking shit man
stop

[Anonymous No.18965818]

>>18965210
i've been self pity posting all week faggot

[Anonymous No.18965852]

>>18965249
If you put some effort into not being overweight and not dressing like a boomer you could get a girlfriend, anon.

Or you could just stay the course and roll the pity party over to tomorrow.

[Anonymous No.18965855]

>>18964934
Well said

[Anonymous No.18966218]

>>18965184

I used to date this 10/10 korean american and when I would finish she'd beg me do it in her mouth so she could swallow it all. I miss that part

[Anonymous No.18966318]

>>18964706
I wanna pinch her nose.

[Anonymous No.18966424]

>>18964706
If you value truth, the answer is yes. People who don't think about it are usually too afraid to face it, or just too damn busy focusing on other things. I think for most people the suffering of life isn't worth being born. Too bad nobody gets to choose ahead of time.

That said, your fee isn't much different if you die now or later, so you might as well stick around out of morbid curiosity if nothing else.
If shit gets too painful down the line, you can always kys later. But you never know, you could see some incredible shit in the future if you stick around long enough. My 2 cents.

[Anonymous No.18966480]

Is it normal to think about Emma often?

[Anonymous No.18966881]

>>18966480
That is an ugly dude