Fucked up

[Anonymous No.18594597]

Bout to be 25. Bday coming up. Still poor. Worthless degree. Not much saved. Never even kissed a girl. Being 5'5" fucked me up and made me feel like a little boy. Limb lengthening surgeries cost 50k. In total with all the surgeries I want, I'd need 100k.

I am stupid, poor, and short. Is this a sign I'm supposed to die soon? Imagine having such a shit life at my age.
Also, I 100% refuse to become 30. 28 is probably the max years I'll be alive.

What the fuck. This life was total dogshit.
Rate my life as if it were yours. 1-10. 1 being "I would kms if I were you". 5 is neutral so obviously this should be a 1-4 for you guys.
Also have demons in my head. Hardcore complexes. 4k+ suicidal notes on my phone. Mental hospital history. Etc.

All dogshit.
Also, before you mention everything about women, they can go fuck themselves. I want dick removal surgery anyways. This is much deeper than just that.

[Anonymous No.18594606]

>>18594597
If btc doesnt give me 100k more or less in a years time, I'm fucking DONE

[Anonymous No.18594708]

>>18594597
is this larp/pasta ?

[Anonymous No.18594755]

Stop watching porn

[Anonymous No.18594759]

>>18594597
if not, I don't know what to say. Limb lengthening sounds dumb. Don't waste money. It will sound stupid because you have "your" version of yourself in your mind but the key is work on accepting yourself. Bit by bit. It's a long process and it requires discipline. Nothing comes easy as you know by now.

Suicide is just a "sign-of" under a memorial saying "I got a body, mind, heart but I gave up beacuse I was too weak". It's the worst thing a man can do.

PS. I started playing "Sky: Children of light" yesterday. Give it a chance. It will relax your mind.

All the best anon.

[Anonymous No.18594767]

>>18594597
Haha little boy man lmao

[Anonymous No.18594773]

>>18594759
Damn this board really is Reddit now

[Anonymous No.18594786]

>>18594773
Unironically I planned for a while to go to reddit. I come to 4chan only to read/post on /biz/.

[Anonymous No.18594796]

Fucking lady gaga, man
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=npswv7Zh8sg
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qYmkmfoBWUM

[Anonymous No.18594804]

>>18594708
Sadly, no.
>>18594755
You dont get it.

>>18594759
> work on accepting yourself
stupid cope meme

>>18594767
this

>>18594773
true

[Anonymous No.18594814]

>>18594786
You're welcome
>>18594796
ikr?

[Anonymous No.18594822]

>>18594804
Ok then. Continue hating yourself. It sure does help you.

[Anonymous No.18594840]

>>18594822
Ya and the alternative is going full retard and pretending bad things are good

[Anonymous No.18594855]

what is your incels.co username based boy?

[Anonymous No.18594856]

>>18594840
>>18594814
>>18594804
>>18594606
this

[Anonymous No.18594872]

>>18594855
vAidFGCZ

[Anonymous No.18594875]

>>18594840
Wrong. Best to read a book about it and decide yourself.

[Anonymous No.18594882]

>>18594875
*Right
ftfy
Also, books are for nerds.

[Anonymous No.18594884]

>>18594840
No, it's just learning to deal with them. You basically have 2 choices, deal with it in some way or kill yourself. Both options are fine, but just fucking pick one.

[Anonymous No.18594895]

>>18594884
>learning to deal with them.
cope
I pick the second if btc doesnt moon in a years time.

[Anonymous No.18594918]

>>18594597
OH MY FUCKING GOD HE IS ON FUCKING FIRE!

[Anonymous No.18594920]

>>18594895
All of life is cope. Waging is cope, patriotism is cope, hobbies are cope, religion is cope, it's all one big cope. People cope with the uncontrollable circumstance called "life" until they die and don't have to cope anymore. You're not special and just because something is cope doesn't mean it's bad.

[Anonymous No.18594922]

none of that shit matters op, I never kissed anyone until I was 29

also who gives a fuck if you're short

[Anonymous No.18594975]

>>18594759
This

[Anonymous No.18594976]

>>18594920
>You're not special
I am tho :).
Let me make it BEYOND simple, brainlet.

If someone gets a paper cut and another person hets their arm chopped off, what hurts more? Not rocket science. I've CLEARLY had it worse than 99% of humans

[Anonymous No.18594989]

>>18594922
I give a fuck considering I was the most obsessed human to ever live when it came to training my body but then I stopped when I realized I capped at 5'5" which basically gave me ptsd. Suicidal for literally over 8 years now.

[Anonymous No.18594993]

>>18594882
Cringe kys

[Anonymous No.18594996]

>>18594976
Oh, you're this schizo. I've seen your threads before. If you've been around for this long, why haven't you ended it already? Do you actually enjoy life more than you're letting on, or are you too scared?

[Anonymous No.18595004]

>>18594597
0/10
Would KMS.
weak-minded, lazy ass, self pitying, "I need to be spoon fed or I'm not playing", "my brain isn't big enough so I can't try", typical millennial simp bitch.
Why wait until 28?

[Anonymous No.18595009]

>>18594996
Scared like a bitch plus btc. If btc fails, it's 100% over. Literally my last hope.

[Anonymous No.18595014]

>>18594976
So? Deal with it. Life isn‘t fair.

If you commit suicide that literally confirms what a little bitch you are.

[Sage No.18595020]

>>18594597
I'm not joking at all in this post.

Visit /x/ and read thru the threads on The Law of Attraction, /LOA/ threads. Just get the initial resources and ask for book and video lecture recommendations and then stop visiting the thread because reading any uncertainty around the LOA reduces your faith in it, weakening its effect. It's similar to consuming FUD about your favorite investment. This obviously sounds like a self-fulilling prophecy, but trust me. Just start trying to manifest success in your life. The metaphysical will start to meld with the physical in your life when you are ready. You will start to make better decisions. Whether this is thru the unconscious process of meditation or some otherworldly thing...well...it doesn't really matter. Just believe in your own success. I truly believe that you can even start to see the physical changes you desire.

When you are 28, Saturn returns to where it was in the sky when you were born or some shit. I was 27, drunk in a bar on tour with a band when I was told this and I thought it was total bullshit, but I was wrong. It's a powerful year of change for many people. 28 was the most import and hardest year of my life. I initiated a breakup with a girl [I loved dearly and wanted to marry] because I realized it wasn't right, I quit drinking, I got fit, and I joined the military. I stopped destroying myself and started saving money and realized that I do have the ability to reach my goals. Money just started coming to me. The pounds just fell off. It started with believing that I could. Something literally snapped in my mind 2 days after my 28th birthday at 2am and I decided that my life was my own to live. Went to an AA meeting the next day.

You can do it. Manifest your goals into existence. This is surely the strangest advice given on /biz/ tonight, but trust me. Delve into yourself. Also, don't cut off your dick because that's straight up mental illness and you will never actually be a woman or ever pass.

[Anonymous No.18595024]

>>18595004
this to be honest, you either stay a self-pitying piece of shit or you EVOLVE to being a man.

It's your decision, no one can help you, you have to make it work somehow and yes that's what every single male goes through unless you're born with 10/10 genetics and millions in your bank account.

/thread

[Anonymous No.18595027]

if you kill yourself you won't be able to keep making threads on /biz/ to get attention

[Anonymous No.18595032]

>>18595004
This

[Anonymous No.18595044]

>>18595014
Untrue. Everyone is thrown into the game of life without their consent, it's their choice to back out of it. There's nothing wrong with suicide.

[Anonymous No.18595052]

>>18595004
> weak-minded
yet clearly more will power than you, pussy. You havent hit rock bottom ever since you were a pampered bitch unlike me
>lazy ass,
150 college units. Ya. Sooo lazy, bitch.
>self pitying,
Yep, but 100000% justified obviously :)
>"I need to be spoon fed or I'm not playing"
Not at all. I want an even playing field, 0IQ ape.
>"my brain isn't big enough so I can't try",
Retard doesnt understand genetics or eugenics lmfao, boomer.
>typical millennial simp bitch.
Post a sefie :)
Cmon, alpha male. Show the word how alpha you are, boomer :)
>Why wait until 28?
That's the max, retard. Do I have to spoonfeed YOU? Ya, I do. You're going senile and can't think. OBVIOUSLY I DONT want to die UNTIL I get my surgeries.

Does your retarded brain understand the concept of "breaking even"? No. You probably dont :)

[Anonymous No.18595090]

>>18595014
>little bitch
Except my life is 100x harder than yours. You saying this is like a 5 year old with 0 life experiences saying it. You think you have more will power but in truth would have broken WAY sooner than me :). Youre an ant compared to what I used to be.

>>18595024
>EVOLVE to being a man.
LITERALLY impossible at 5'5", down syndrome. What a retard.

> that's what every single male goes through unless you're born with 10/10 genetics and millions in your bank account.
Retard confirmed. Every man does NOT go what I go through, shitstain. Literally false. Literally. No other man is as emasculated as me and I am also shorter than 90% of males, dipshit. My problems are EMPIRICALLY unique.

[Anonymous No.18595091]

>>18595052

>OBVIOUSLY I DONT want to die UNTIL I get my surgeries.

ok tranny, time to take your pills

[Anonymous No.18595094]

>>18594597
Life is simply shit for some people. nofap and hype bullshit are all copes.

[Anonymous No.18595098]

>>18595052
>i want an even playing field

Life doesnt work like this bucko.
You never get an even playing field so learn to win with what u got.

Besides that, YOU really sound like a pampered bitch. Sorry but life doesn‘t give you what you want all the time.

[Anonymous No.18595102]

>>18595027
True
>>18595032
I anally raped him so... no lmfao. The absolute state of sheep. Cuddling together and jerking each other's dicks despite being factually wrong.

[Anonymous No.18595109]

>>18595098
How am I the pampered bitch when Ive literally and factually had a harder life than 99% of humans, retard?
Do you even understand the words you use? Genuine question, not rhetorical.

[Anonymous No.18595117]

>>18595052
Everything you just said and everything you have said in this thread just reinforces my points. Good luck being a self proclaimed poor midget trap.

[Anonymous No.18595134]

>>18595117
>reinforces my points
what a weak ass argument LMFAO!
That is so vague and generic, it's like me saying "your comment just now reinforces all of MY points".

What kind of down syndrome monkey argues like that? Pathetic

[Anonymous No.18595150]

>>18595090
Cope

„Im so special, all of you would have given up way earlier“

Im sorry to tell you that but there are people who dont even need to think about „giving up“ because they are in a much better situation than you, all because of greater willpower and psychological strength.

To sum it up, you sound like this: „I could have become the greatest human being to ever live but im 5“5‘ and awwww life is so unfair to me“

[Anonymous No.18595151]

>>18595117
Also, where's that sefie, pussy?

[Anonymous No.18595153]

>>18594597
Dont worry bro, when the country collapses some nigger will probably shoot you and you wont have to worry about any of this shit anymore.

I knew a guy who was 5'3" and he had a fuckin smoking hot wife and a big house and all the success you could imagine. But he didn't chop is dick off and he wasn't a schizo either. But my point is being short isn't holding you back. It's all the gay shit in your head that's fucking you up.

So are you some kind of fuckin tranny or something? What's with the dick removal shit? Did your dad molest you?

How about you get your fucking shit together? Maybe get some therapy? A few hookers? Take magic mushrooms in the woods maybe? Huh?

[Sage No.18595155]

>>18595020
Also, something you can do right now is to stop being a fucking bitch. The advice you are getting here is legit and even the guys prodding at you and making fun of you are unironically getting you to go in the right direction. Society self-corrects over time and slight hazing is a part of that. You made this thread as a cry for help. If you were set on any goal, you wouldn't ask someone, you'd just do it. You wouldn't wait for approval from anons or try to get a second take. You would just do it. You are here because something is tingling in you that you are not at the right place in your life and you need some fucking help.

Well, brother, I'm here to tell you that there are a few random dudes out there that will drag you along, but you have to be willing to do the legwork. Or get lucky with crypto or the lotto and hire a life coach. But right now, your energy is too low to get lucky, sorry.

Depression invites a strange narcissism where you feel like others "don't get it," as you've already said once in this thread. Oh really? Dudes who visit the most misanthropic website in the English speaking part of the internet don't get it? Fuck you, you fucking selfish bitch. I WISH I could get a physical show of hands for every man here who has wanted to end it all. Or felt alienated. Or felt like they'd never succeed. You are not alone, but that you are insisting you are by saying we "don't get it" shows that you think we couldn't possibly have a struggle like yours. Grow up. You are an adult. You came here because you want to be built up. Go home if you want your mom to coddle you.

You can do this. Do not let yourself down. You don't need to become a millionaire or own a business or drive a nice car. Just refuse to quit. You don't need to be a David Goggins or another motivator, just get our of bed before noon and fucking move your body. I guarantee you aren't exercising. You stay up too late and eat shitty food, play lots of vidya, and don't read.

[Anonymous No.18595166]

>>18595109
Because you expect life to just give you whatever you want without even trying and putting work in yourself

[Anonymous No.18595196]

>>18594840
bad things don't exist. You suffer because you think some things are good and some things are bad. Not because you are short or whatever bs excuse you've made up. The second you became tall you would find something else to worry about. It never stops. Only stops with acceptance.

[Anonymous No.18595203]

>>18595109
please explain to me how you; had access to an establishment that provided you with a degree (worthless maybe but degree none the less), are able to actually purchase BTC, went to college, have a Wi-Fi connection, obviously live inside a building, have clean water and food but have it worse then 99% of the rest of the world?

[Anonymous No.18595212]

>>18595203
This

[Anonymous No.18595216]

>>18594597
Nah man in Russia they cost less than 10k or about 10k all included using LATN or LON...gotta research more

[Sage No.18595217]

>>18595155
Also, I know a guy who is 5'5" and was in the training cadre at JFKSWCS (JFK Special Warfare Candidate School), so if you're really going to let your height get to you, then actually kill yourself now.

Honestly, get fit and join the Army, but go combat arms. You'll get hardened into something you didn't get think you could ever become and it feels good.

[Anonymous No.18595223]

>>18595166
>without even trying and putting work in yourself
150 college units, illiterate ape

[Anonymous No.18595230]

Also you asked us to rate your life? Why are you disagreeing if you know your a piece of shit?
> I am stupid, poor, and short.

[Anonymous No.18595231]

It's too late to change. Give up.

[Anonymous No.18595240]

>>18594989

stop being a self pity faggot right now. you're 24 you fucking dickhead, literally still a kid. You can either be a pussy and kys, or realize the opportunities being presented to us all at the moment.

Shit ton of money to be made over the next decade. Get on the bus you cunt.

[Anonymous No.18595267]

>>18594597
If you were 6” you’d complain that bad eyesight and glasses left you a kiss less virgin.

Stop complaining so much, nobody gives a shit about your excuses anyway. Why do you try to find them and justify yourself?

Stop doing that to yourself u stupid faggot

[Anonymous No.18595271]

It all comes back to your insecurities and fears. You have to deal with them in a healthy way (which doesn't involve becoming a tranny).

If you weren't so hard on yourself you'd be perfectly normal. Meditate on that and treat yourself with mercy. You're not "behind", you were led down the wrong path. New opportunities are coming. It may sound trite now, but remember that Jesus has a lot to offer. Keep that in the back of your mind.

[Anonymous No.18595281]

>>18595155
tl;dr

>>18595150
> all because of greater willpower and psychological strength.
prove it :)
To sum it up, youre talking out of your ass kek

>>18595153
>But my point is being short isn't holding you back.
Literally factually empirically false considering my DREAM revolved around body building and obtaining a form I would see as my equal, not some bimbo bitch or a big ass house.
Also, Ive tried therapy. Laughable. It was a waste of time. Just a bunch of roasties basically saying "just cope". An example was how theyd say "youre more than just training. Youre a male. You have a job. Etc." like I give a FUCK about any of that?
they also would say things like "this is why you dont put everything in one basket". Fuck off. They dont know what passion is. Neither do you beta cucks. They did NOT comprehend even the CONCEPT of emasculation. You have to have PRIDE to even be able to understand what it is. You couldnt understand. Literally impossible.

>>18595196
>bad things dont exist
Youre right. If I chope off your arms and legs along with your dick and balls then force feed it to you, that isn't "bad", right? Shit up with your "theres no such thing as bad" crap.

[Anonymous No.18595283]

>>18594767
stop doing that we’re in the middle of a pandemic and it’s not 2000 anymore people actually kill the selves now

[Anonymous No.18595310]

>>18595203
Kek thats cherrypicking, shitstain. 78% of fulltime workers live paycheck to paycheck (pre recession. Prob worse now). 62% of jobs pay livable or hardship wages (im in this catagory). 44% of 22-27 yr old college grads are underemployed (im one of them). Rent is too fucking expensive which causes literally the majority to be in a constant state of struggle. I am shorter than 90% of males and 50% of females.
I have been trapped in the body of a literal little boy my whole life. I have been suicidal for over 8 years and depressed even longer about this.

Etc. Tell me again how peachy my life is

>>18595212
Not this

[Anonymous No.18595326]

>>18594597
yes indeed
you've suffered abuses and indignities nobody else alive could even comprehend. If things don't start going your way soon you'll deprive us all of your enlightened and charming company.

we're doing what we can. We'll get bitcoin up over $1,000,000 for you by fall so you can get the surgery that will never really repay the awful burden you've carried, but at least let you break even in the ledger of suffering and bliss that has so far weighed so heavily against you.

chin up buddy, we're going to set things right. We see how we've abused you and we'll make amends as soon as possible so we don't lose you. A thought none of us could bear. Thank you for blessing us with your indomitable character and pointing out the injustices that have been done to your noble and unassuming spirit.

[Anonymous No.18595332]

>>18594597
People that compare themselves to others are ones that are looking for approval. Quit comparing yourself to people and set goals. Fuck people and fuck women. Stop looking for approval. What would you want your life to be like if there was noone around?

[Anonymous No.18595333]

>>18595240
>opportunities being presented to us all at the moment.
Literally false except if btc moons. I have been trading at a loss (yes, I manage risks) at a desperate attempt to get the money for the surgeries since my job pays shit and wont give me the means to obtain the surgeries in time.

I am literally relying on fucking luck at this point.

>>18595267
>if you were x you'd still complain
I hate people that project. Im mot you, retard. Too long to explain my story for you to understand the real me. Even if I did explain it, I guarantee your iq would be too low to understand.

[Anonymous No.18595357]

>>18595310
I'm 99% certain you're a troll.
1% you're a stupid faggot looking for every excuse to justify why you're such a loser. Just do it already.

[Anonymous No.18595364]

>>18595271
I used to be a christian and saw all this BULLSHIT as some "trial". I figured this "god" gave me these harsh trials as I recall the bible mentioning something along the lines of "I wont make you endure what I know you cant" aka these trails are harsher than what he inflicts on 99% of humans because thats how immense my will power truly was.

Then, I became cynical after years of never ending hell. I realized something. This isnt some simple "trial". This shithead god is actually out to get me. I am a target and he is my enemy. This wasnt a "trial". God wants to torture me. It makes sense. He was jealous of what I used to be.

[Anonymous No.18595366]

>>18595281
>Literally factually empirically false considering my DREAM revolved around body building and obtaining a form I would see as my equal, not some bimbo bitch or a big ass house.

Bodybuilding? So be a short body builder you stupid cunt. There are loads of jacked midgets out there. You're just making excuses.

>Also, Ive tried therapy. Laughable. It was a waste of time. Just a bunch of roasties basically saying "just cope". An example was how theyd say "youre more than just training. Youre a male. You have a job. Etc." like I give a FUCK about any of that?

Yeah therapy is gay. Therapists are mostly cunts. Do some mushrooms. It's like therapy, but more effective and without some fucking retarded whore telling you to stop being a faggot.

>they also would say things like "this is why you dont put everything in one basket". Fuck off. They dont know what passion is. Neither do you beta cucks. They did NOT comprehend even the CONCEPT of emasculation. You have to have PRIDE to even be able to understand what it is. You couldnt understand. Literally impossible.

I am really curious about the whole dick/emasculation shit you're going on about. Is it because you're a manlet?

[Anonymous No.18595372]

>>18595326
>We'll get bitcoin up over $1,000,000 for you by fall so you can get the surgery that will never really repay the awful burden you've carried
Ty, sweetie. That's all I asked for.

[Anonymous No.18595374]

>>18595364
Have you considered that you haven't yet passed the trial? You completely ignored the part I said about overcoming your insecurities, does that idea make you uncomfortable?

[Anonymous No.18595396]

>>18595281
Classifying things as bad puts your mind in two different places at once. That's what causes stress. Look, I know you've got an ego you need to protect, but unironically all you need to do is accept yourself. That starts by realizing how not accepting yourself hurts you.

[Anonymous No.18595403]

>>18595364
What did you used to be? Please, I must know.

[Anonymous No.18595417]

>>18595332
>People that compare themselves to others are ones that are looking for approval. Quit comparing yourself to people and set goals.
That's not true. It isnt for "approval". I like being secluded for the most part. I hate going out in public and hate 99% of humans in the real world. I compare myself to measure the worth of my genetics. How the hell else would you measure genetics?
I like easy to understand empirical data. It's simple. Humans have no intrinsic value. Humans are just a byproduct of nature. Nature's purpose is survival. Humans that survive the most efficiently through these 3 things "win". Looks, intelligence, and wealth.

You need all 3. If you dont have all 3, it means your genetics are shit and you should be removed from the gene pool hence why im chopping my dick off after getting my surgeries (if btc moons).

[Anonymous No.18595418]

>>18595403
He's clearly the incarnation of Tiamat, five headed goddess of dragons

[Anonymous No.18595420]

>>18595333

checked. you will just get rekt if you are desperately trading. Losing over 200lbs didn't make me any happier, make of that what you will. gl

[Anonymous No.18595426]

>>18595357
Im 100% sure I anally raped you with stats and since you have no counter argument, you resort to 0 IQ arguments to cope. Am I right? Course I am.

[Anonymous No.18595429]

Being poor is ok. Being short is ok. Being is a little crazy is acceptable.

But any 25 year old male who can't a find a single female on earth who will kiss him is a deal breaker. I rarely say this, but you can get an exit bag on the internet. It might be time to power down.

[Anonymous No.18595449]

>>18594597
nobody gives a flying shit about you. tldr
we are in the midst of the biggest crisis ever

[Anonymous No.18595448]

>>18595374
Not at all. I just didnt care. Who cares if this is due to insecurity? Obviously I know that. What of it?

[Anonymous No.18595451]

>>18594597
if dubs you put every last bit of money you own in oil and in a year you will be mega rich.

[Anonymous No.18595466]

>>18595426
Any references for those anally raping stats?
> I am stupid, poor, and short.
> worthless degree
I find it hard to believe you have even a slight grip on statistics.

[Anonymous No.18595481]

>>18595418
Finally someone gets it

>>18595420
Yes I know... I lost 50%. In a normal situation, I wouldnt give 2 shits. Since a lot is on the line, it's another story.. also, I should probably wait until after the halving when everything is just a "press long" for easy money (assuming there even IS a bull market. I am a super pessimist, but that said, my gut tells me there probably is one as this is more or less a perfect storm for btc).

[Anonymous No.18595486]

>>18595448
>Who cares if this is due to insecurity? Obviously I know that. What of it?
If you can get over your insecurities you can untangle all of these complexes and resentments that make you hate the world. You think you're being yourself, but in reality you're enslaved by your fear. You forget the person you were meant to be.

[Anonymous No.18595489]

>>18595223
Going to college is not putting in work imo.

You go there, listen, and go home. Thats not what putting work in yourself looks like.

[Anonymous No.18595495]

>>18595417
How can it be then that idiots and poor people have a statistically higher breeding rate? Doesn't take much to stick your dick in a piece of meat.

[Anonymous No.18595500]

Wow you're a fucking crybaby dude, what an entitled little bitch, you got it pretty good... fuck off

[Anonymous No.18595512]

>>18595281
Im in a much, MUCH better place right now than you are.

I have nothing to prove

[Anonymous No.18595522]

>>18594597
>5'5"
just move to Latin America, problem solved

[Anonymous No.18595551]

>>18595466
Retard.
Anally raped is a figure of speech, genuis. Get btfod :).
Secondly, I have stats to back up my reasoning above.

I know you were trying to be clever. Sadly, you failed

[Anonymous No.18595579]

>>18595551

[Anonymous No.18595585]

>>18595364
Holy fucking christ youre shizo

Pathetic

[Anonymous No.18595597]

>>18595429
Agreed. I just want my surgeries so it isnt a total victory for god. I want just this one thing before I die. I need it. It is not a "want". It is a "need".

>>18595449
Boo hoo, Im suffering that AND my unique problems.

>>18595451
Hmm... I dont follow stocks. I heard oil touched a penny today though?

>>18595486
>You forget the person you were meant to be.
The old me was in love with training. So much so that I actually wanted to die from overtraining. You wouldnt get it.

> Going to college is not putting in work imo.
Holy shit, this uneducated bum coping. Look, I dont believe in schools in general because of all the dumbass shit that goes on with them (GE classes + artificially harder difficulty), but do NOT just say "na, doesnt count" just because YOUR lazy ass didnt go to college

[Anonymous No.18595603]

>>18594976
Lol iv read your threads. Join the military bro they dont give a fuck about your height and you get to do some cool shit. Your prolly gonna say good goy die for Israel etc but you do get to do cool shit and its literally easy if you can mentally make it by which you can if you just keep how you feel on the low.

[Anonymous No.18595606]

>>18595489
VERY bottom paragraph is for you: >>18595597

[Anonymous No.18595618]

>>18595481
>he unironically bought the btc ath

Anon, its time.

[Anonymous No.18595627]

>>18595522
Not really, that is short everywhere you go man, go travel

[Anonymous No.18595628]

>>18595495
That's easy. They are too stupid to realize how shit their genes are so their libido is unaffected. They are unaware of what "shit genetics" are.

>>18595500
>got it pretty good
how so, retard?

>>18595512
Thats my whole point, dumbass. Youre a pampered bitch that is talking down to me as if youve had similar life experiences when in reality youve never experienced REAL hardships like myself. Kek how the FUCK did you miss this?

[Anonymous No.18595634]

>>18595522
This unironically

[Anonymous No.18595645]

>>18595603
>they dont give a fuck about your height a
Do not care about "they". This is about ME and MY image of myself.
Also, my mental fortitude is shot. I used to be a little boy with just my body. Now my mind is too.

[Anonymous No.18595663]

>>18595597
I have a masters degree in computer science which i got because i enjoy the matter.

Im working as an IT consultant making 200k a year because - what a surprise - i put in work and got my own consulting business out of the basement.

Cope harder faggot, youre not better than me

[Anonymous No.18595666]

>>18594989
With a short body like that being built and healthy you will live longer than 99% of people granted you dont kill your self. With good cardio, strength, and training in martial arts/arms your literally a weapon. I know a sergeant that is 5’5 in army was a infiltrator in hostile nations getting intel on the ground. He is a fuckin monster but looks like a normal dad on the outside. If anything direct your hate for yourself and dedicate your body/mind to your country cause in the end of they day might be cope gay or goy shill they would need/want someone like you. Can tell you have the capability to get fit, you are bitter but probably intelligent, under 28 obviously, and nothing too look twice at so you will go under the radar at first glance which is what you want in the military at least.

[Anonymous No.18595670]

>>18595618
>btc ath
I didnt buy at 20k, what the fuck? I also go by the stock to flow model.

>>18595627
Yep. Im a midget worldwide. Even IF there are some places where my midget height is "normal", it is retarded to move countries for that. It also does NOT erase the fact that my genes are shit. It is basically another form of "cope" aka "just accept who you really are". Fuck that noise

[Anonymous No.18595673]

Fucking skitzo tranny

[Anonymous No.18595684]

>>18595634
Nope. Read: >>18595670

>>18595663
I am astounded how someone retarded as you cant even understand a simple post. This is for you: >>18595628
Last paragraph

[Anonymous No.18595691]

>>18595684
>someone retarded as you
should say
>someone as "smart" as you

[Anonymous No.18595693]

>>18595628

I have not had to manage with all the bullshit you go through because i made wiser life choices and have more willpower.

Dont you get it?

You arent just the sum of your surroundings. There is more to life. But you are a weak bitch just looking for excuses.

[Anonymous No.18595706]

>>18595684
>>18595693

[Anonymous No.18595719]

>>18595666
>With a short body like that being built and healthy you will live longer than 99% of people granted you dont kill your self.

Which is retarded. Thats like saying (fyi making this up) "deformed people live longer therefore it is better to be born with deformities". Flawed logic.

>With good cardio, strength, and training in martial arts/arms your literally a weapon. I know a sergeant that is 5’5 in army was a infiltrator in hostile nations getting intel on the ground. He is a fuckin monster but looks like a normal dad on the outside.
Then he is pathetic.

>If anything direct your hate for yourself and dedicate your body/mind to your country
I hate this country and I LOSTHE blind nationalism

>cause in the end of they day might be cope gay or goy shill they would need/want someone like you. Can tell you have the capability to get fit, you are bitter but probably intelligent, under 28 obviously, and nothing too look twice at so you will go under the radar at first glance which is what you want in the military at least.
I have trained (fair estimate) more than about 95-99% of humans before I completely shattered mentally. I dont need the military for this shit. I need surgeries

[Anonymous No.18595754]

You know, a lot of people here are trying to tell you that you can make things better, but I actually agree with you and I think you're screwed.

Mind you, I do not agree that the source of your problems is you being short or dumb or whatever, I think you just simply have a broken mind that doesn't allow you to be happy.

The only real options I see for you are ether suicide or being institutionalized and pumped full of drugs everyday to keep you calm and nice.

I'm really sorry it had to be this way.

[Anonymous No.18595764]

>>18595693
>because i made wiser life choices and have more willpower.
False. You were born lucky. You were born with more intellectual capacity which has literally nothing to do with "will power". I couldnt "wisely choose" your path because my brain isnt capable of doing cs.
Not only that, but you fail to understand how you have no similar experiences than me therefore are a pampered bitch compared to me.
>Dont you get it?
Dont YOU? Genetics predetermines success, moron.
>You arent just the sum of your surroundings.
no, but I am a sum of genetics which is luck based, retard
>There is more to life.
Nope. It's environment+genetics. Will power alone isnt enough to turn everyone into cs gods, moron.
>But you are a weak bitch just looking for excuses.
False, faggot. My "excuses" are genetics and guess what, dumbass? What I say is a fact. Genetics do indeed have everything to do with how capable someone is.

[Anonymous No.18595774]

>>18595706
>>18595764

[Anonymous No.18595789]

>>18595754
You had me... then you lost me. No, surgeries could have indeed 100% fixed me, but only if I had gotten them before my mind shattered. Way too late now. At least you dont sugar coat reality like these coping idiots that think reality is a fairytale where everything works out so long as you "try".

[Anonymous No.18595841]

>>18595789
I think even if you had gotten those surgeries you still wouldn't have been satisfied, you would have found other "problems" that you would obsess over and would make your life horrible.

I've seen it before, there's some people that just fixate on the negative and never think of the positive, they even crrate imaginary problems if they can't find any real ones.

I hope one day medical technology advances to the point where we can rewire the brains of these people so that they can be happy.

[Anonymous No.18595860]

>>18595719
He lives a life that he enjoys right now with his family he seems content but who knows I just know he did some crazy shit and took out alot of people with his hands. Honestly if you think the surgeries will help and thats whats keeping you going dont let that die then getting 100k is feasible shoot for it. As far as your mental shit dont think anyone knows what you should do only you think you do. Get that surgery and then evaluate things after dont give yourself an out and you will make it.

[Anonymous No.18595866]

>>18595841
Nope. Like I said above to a similar point, it would take too long to explain my past. I was already satisfied with just training like a madman up until the point I realized I was going to be short forever. Thats when the dark thoughts started to settle in.

You are confusing other people unto me. It's called projecting. Not a good way to build an argument especially when those other people didnt even have remotely the same level of obsession as me

[Anonymous No.18595873]

>>18594597
>4k+ suicidal notes on my phone.
Mind sharing them?

[Anonymous No.18595883]

>>18595860
Ya.. that's the plan. Surgeries, build my body up, then decide on the length of my life. I'd rather die at my prime. No point after that as it is just downhill.

[Anonymous No.18595887]

>>18595866
Whatever you say anon, I just hope you can find peace.

[Anonymous No.18595901]

>>18595873
Some of it is cringy so ya, I do mind. A few have personal info too (like passwords, phone numbers, and emails) and it would not be easy to find them all and filter them out

[Anonymous No.18595959]

>>18595020
>Manifest your goals into existence. This is surely the strangest advice given on /biz/ tonight
Way to show everyone you don't browse this board

>>18595155
>I guarantee you aren't exercising.
Imagine writing all this out and not even bothering to read what the person you're "trying to help" has said so far
Sickening to see faggots like you try to paint yourselves as some brotherly heroes

[Anonymous No.18596061]

>>18595883
Take this as you will hardly post but id be considered a “shizo” anon. Its all perspective yours is influenced by your shitty past that only you know. Maybe write out your past in a way that you wouldnt mind sharing. Make it a project at the very least you have a story to tell that people are interested in and would even help others in there life both of which may not interest you but if it does id definitely read it. Best of luck to you hope you get the surgery.

[Anonymous No.18596188]

>>18595396
Accepting himself isn't going to get him 100k for surgery you dumbfuck.

[Anonymous No.18596283]

>>18594989
>I realized I capped at 5'5" which basically gave me ptsd. Suicidal for literally over 8 years now.
Damn, manlets be voluntarily taking themselves out of the genepool, amazing
Do you think nature’s endgame is to have a species of 7ft ubermensch humans?

[Anonymous No.18596789]

>>18594597
Height won’t save you. I’m 6’4” and suffer the same problems you do. I don’t even leave the house even before the Coronavirus. It’s all mental illness or low self esteem. You need professional help

[Anonymous No.18596838]

>>18594759
Killing yourself is very bullish in the long run

[Anonymous No.18597016]

>>18594976
You are a weak narcissist (different from strong narcissist). In a word, your game is to manipulate people through the pity they feel for you. You won't ever kill yourself because you have learned that in our society, threat of suicide is an absolute bullet-proof way to make compassionate people care for you. And there are many compassionate people in the West for you to manipulate. But there are a lot fewer compassionate people here. You weak fuck. You should kill yourself as long as you're gonna keep being such a manipulative little shit. It is the cowardly thing to do, but it would be slightly more dignified than this melodramatic bullshit.

[Anonymous No.18597073]

>>18594597
Are you the same guy who has been threatening suicide for like 2 years now?