Am i wasting my life?

[Anonymous No.14084240]

I used to be a NEET stoner gamer anime watcher

Now i work full time, go to the gym, can bench 100kg for reps, have a good job, have a girlfriend, will be paying mortgage and have kids in the next two years

I dont know if this is it? I felt empty and like i wasnt living as an "adult" when i was a stoner living in my parents basement

But is this the right way to live? Maybe i should just be a 420 gamer again and work a low effort job

I don't know whether wasting your entire life for sex and a family is worth it

maybe its better to be a "loser" but at least you can watch anime and do drugs


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