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[Anonymous No.13863154]

fuck my life has derailed

>girlfriend dumped me for being too negative and insistent to change on a dime
>best friend of 20+ years told me to go fuck myself

have hardly any friends left, just acquaintances. The only thing i have going for me is crypto and even that does nothing anymore. sure the gains are cool... but i'm too wary of the actuality of it despite having just broke even.

but between wanting to off myself, finding a new job on the other side of the states and impulsively purchasing a plane ticket. i dunno what the fuck to do. i miss this girl so much but i fucked it up so badly that I doubt she's coming back(before you ask, I sent some mean/cruel texts after she broke up with me as I walking into work, regret the fuck out of it because those 10 minutes defined my entire self in her mind)

what the fuck should i do bros? i bought more smartlands the other day to feel better but currently getting just'd there too. life was REALLY starting to look up until 3 weeks ago when all this exploded before me

[Anonymous No.13863210]

Not biz related. Mentioning something tangentially biz related does not make your post biz related.

The section of 4chan to contain mentally ill fuckups in a support group setting is r9k. Adv is also an option.

Don't argue, just leave. Sage.

[Anonymous No.13863340]

>>13863154
Invest time in bettering yourself - learn trait that will secure you financially and wake up with big purpose every day young niga you stronger than you think

[Anonymous No.13863370]

>>13863154
Your average person today is such a degenerate jew addled npc you're better off mate. You've got us and you've got eternally unrealized chainlink millions.

[Anonymous No.13863408]

Get the fuck off 4chan if you are a negative person

I actually despise negative people. Better yourself, nobody wants to hang around someone who complains all the fucking time

[Anonymous No.13863429]

>>13863154
Dude learn to love and respect yourself and then you'll be able to be in a relationship

[Anonymous No.13863487]

>>13863154
You sound like an absolute faggot, I'd have left you too. Get your shit together. Listen to fucking JBP if that's what you need

[Anonymous No.13863520]

>>13863154
>best friend of 20+ years told me to go fuck myself

what did you do?

[Anonymous No.13863522]

>>13863154
>what the fuck should i do bros?
Start training thinking in a positive manner. Make it an exercise to think positively about things.

[Anonymous No.13863550]

>>13863154
>i use reddit spacing
> i use cheesy left activist pictures on /biz/
kys

[Anonymous No.13863555]

>>13863522
If that might help, remeber that there is always a positive/non-judgmental justification for everything you see in front of you. You just have to find it or lack some information that allow you to make this judgement.
Think in those terms

[Anonymous No.13863884]

>>13863408
eh its not like i sit there complaining and moaning all the time. i feel like i'm generally positive, it's just when shit doesn't exactly go my way that I tend to get really really down on myself for awhile

>>13863520
took a lot of my frustrations out on him over the years. he has a much better life financially, physically and just generally set on a really stellar course that I envy as fuck. he can pull women left and right and doesn't necessarily understand what it's like to fail more than succeed. he's said a fuck ton of wicked mean shit to me too, i just let it go, whereas he seems to harbor years and years of resentment. i feel fucking terrible about all that too, he's been a brother to me but i'm pretty sure he's blocked me indefinitely this time

>>13863522
really, really trying to do this. i'm in the process of relinquishing control over my life but it's so hard. every time I try to think more positively that nagging voice comes back and says "remember what you sent her? remember how she, her friends and family fucking hate you now for it?"

[Anonymous No.13863920]

>>13863154
Get a big desk diary and write all your taffy faggy problems in there

[Anonymous No.13863924]

>>13863340
thanks dude, trying to find this bigger purpose. been working out in my room a bunch lately, just beating the shit out of myself-- pushing my limits till i can't lift anything.

everything just comes and goes in waves. really high peaks of euphoric "you can do this! you need to do this!" met with really steep lows of depression "you're fucking pathetic, you can't do this, no one likes you, you have no friends, you make stupid decisions"

[Anonymous No.13863984]

>>13863884
>really, really trying to do this. i'm in the process of relinquishing control over my life but it's so hard. every time I try to think more positively that nagging voice comes back and says "remember what you sent her? remember how she, her friends and family fucking hate you now for it?"
There's a neat trick for reoccuring nagging though supposedly. Instead of waiting for them to pop up by themselves, start to "think" them by your own initiative. Your brain is supposedly going to tire of that thought and stop nagging you.

[Anonymous No.13864039]

>>13863154
Plane ticket to other side of country sounds like best option. Get somewhere new where no one knows you & you can start fresh. Also push you out of comfort zone & make you a better person. But also, all in in link. Yes it's a risk, but the amount thats depending on it means it has to succeed.